ilikeyou.

you wouldnt know.

what hurts the most, was the undesired truth.

PIKAJUANTONPITER.

loves you.

our own world;

(:lijuan! (:stories (:friends (:chatroom (:herpast.

HELLO:D

HORTPARK.

Saturday, October 31, 2009 / 23:23

1stday of holiday:D
quite okay. hehe.
woke up at 830.
bathed.
morning call juanjun, four times before he finally woke up :/
jioed aixin for bball too(:
reached sch at around 1030;
waited for juanjun with ball till 11...?
very fast ah.
played played. lol lost to him then treat him drink.
then prcs and nett joined us.
played till we nid to go.
bussed to hortpark. with 307. all tgt 17 ppl nia.
wondered why it isnt named as hotpark since its so hot :X
LOL.
saw 303 302 301 306.
sang some song.
ahah damn funny la.
the straits time de.
all shy la.
then everyone dispersed to do duties.
me n nett were the last 2. ahah.
camwhore with nett.
lazy upload picts:X
all the way at the end.
saw yongtao and another 302guy.
they got the whole table to themselves
LOL
some nice ppl gave me n nett chairs.
incharge of the bins there
so sian la
only 4 ppl there.
then crapped.
lol
but compared to others.
we have the best environment. aha
popcorn is nice(:
then 302 ppl left
aixin chaoyi came to take over
o.o
played games n such.
so sian la.
then the other girls take turns to come visit us n crap
lol
all the way till 5.
left.
rushed to jp to meet qihui with qiaoyan and chiyang
rained damn heavily :/
rushed to dancepointe too.
heh late liao:X
watched part of lesson.
then went off shopped for bbq stuff
for chalet:D
just realised its 4MOREDAYS
lol
damnfastttttttt.
excited. muahahah.
bussed home at 9 plus with qiaoyan. O.o

changing blogskins soon. :)

tmr still going out with qihui and qiaoyan
to make the "I LOVE 404" tee.
o.o
yawn.
lijuan's tired aftr one whole day.

mon's trn still. lol.
lijuan needs to study liao.
and do hmk :X

hot&cold.
:(

heart pounded like ________.
why ahh, :/

lastday:(

Friday, October 30, 2009 / 20:20

idonteven feel as though today is the last day of school.
since we're like remedialing or supplementarying.
heh

TUESDAY 03NOV
1300-1500: HCL.

THURSDAY 05NOV
0800-1500: HCL (siao.)

WEDNESDAY 11NOV
1400-1530: PHYSICS.

FRIDAY 13NOV
1030-1130: ENGLISH
1130-1300: PHYSICS
1400-1630: AMATH.

LOL.
its like siao luh.
hehe.
and guess what.
304 chalet is on 4th to 6th
lol.
5th go back sch for chi =.=
imagine whole bunch of us.
muahhaha.
hmm wake up at 5 ah. LOL.
chalet!:D

today is a little sianed.
okaylah, both happy and sad.
special assembly.
lol me cheryl cindy huineng changed into jersey for the escort thing which lasted for 2mins.
ahaha.
and other ccas too.
went up hall sat with 309.
aha. btr view down there.
holely jersey made lijuan feels cold:X
sad luh.
mr foo's leaving:(
allthebest.
damn penghwee kept suanning me.
lol.
recess.
played bball with vivien annette sweejoo felix.
305 dio stayed by mr ng :/
chinese mock paper1.
lionel damn noisy lah.
then set me up also.
obviously the music is frm my fone but nt i play de la
LOL.
then whole class only we 2 talking=.=
aftr school rushed for sb cuz trn starting early. lol.
chiongeddddddddddd.
today's more fun ahah.
lijuan bought another pair of batting gloves. hehe
ended at four.
went westmall with cheryl cindy suli
hehhe.
crapped crapped.
all sort of jokes came out. lol.
left at 7 :/
trainings.
O.o

i dont know what to say at times.
it kinda suck but.
it has to continue.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
told myself not to.
cannt control lah:/
but its useless + stupid + idk what.

dontworry.
i'll miss everyone:D
ahahahhaha. including YOU or YOu or You or you(:

lijuan dont like flirts. lol
jealousy suck.

tmr's cip.
yawn.

shut my ears:X

Thursday, October 29, 2009 / 20:55

heh i seriously think sweejoo is really very funny
aha crapped with her on msn. :X

empty promises suck.

school was _____ today. LOL.
went sch damn early.
aha slept till ms chng has to wake me up. heh.
2.5hours of math was like siao lah.
kept spamming smses and letters. muhaa.
recess went down played bball with annette vivien sweejoo and some other guys forgot who.
penghwee juanjun joesph and..?
left in hurry.
left pencil case and handphone with huineng :X
chinese.
DAMNSIAN.
esp without fone. lol.
lijuan cant live without phone lah.
aftrsch went some cip briefing.
there was this another briefing for smth idk.
lol didnt knw i need to go O.o
nehmind la
cheryl said stand there only.
then bballed with vivien ziqing sherlyn agnes juanjun penghwee junwei.
lol.
quite fun:D
but a little sian sometimes.
guys left.
girls decided to continue playing.
ahaha.
the played with gideon they all.
lol.
rain.
stupid rain la.
hehe
continued when rain was smaller.
left at 6.
LOL.
was awesome la today:D
damn crazy also.
ahahahaha.

tmr's last day of school:(
bt got damn lots of remedials.
lol.
but. still. hais.
WAITING FOR 16NOV:D
ahaha.
tmr's trn till 4 too.
o.o

tired out today.

ifonly i could shut my ears.
and prevent myself frm hearing things i didnt want to.
i had to pretend i didnt hear it.
how hard was it, idk.
:/
ouch. there it goes.

tell me hw.
it shouldnt go on;

efforts.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009 / 23:51

i was wondering.
efforts.
will they ever pay off?
like training. studies. in whatever we did.
lol random.

school is totally boring like shit.
idk why i looked forward to today. LOL.
noopenspace today :X
2periods ss.
okay luh. guai to listen:D
lionel was just irritating. lol.
why must we change back our places. urgh.
then 3periods chinese.
did practice paper.
aha lijuan got er.
53.5/70?
marked by zhengyu.
LOL.
recess.
nobball:(
raining and court was taken. :(
2moredays left to play luh.
class activities.
ms chng came in and wanted us to do eng.
alot refused.
in the end she walked out :X
too tired. heh
so intheend had a nice sleep with someone trying to interrupt. :/
physics spa.
then chioned down with nett to have lunch
lol the ppl there are like wanting to chase us out
LOL
me and nett asked mrs lim to drive us there. heh.
since she was going too.
waited for her car to arrive till 2pm
then 10mins reached ayerrajah. heh
trained.
did.
some 5mins warmup which was damn tiring.
then pumps 10, 12, 8, 8, 23.
then situps 15, 18, 15, 15, 50.
aha pro right.
lijuan did 50 consecutively:D
3sets train abs and 3sels half squats.
DIE MAN. lol
everyone was screaming aaha.
then skipped 500times.
some toss to eachother sets.
out to the muddy-wet-grassy field in the rain.
3sets fast toss hits.
2sets kneel down hits.
then some fielding.
aha.
very fun:D
but tiring today.
ends at 6pm again.
4hours.
heh.
bussed with hwanling nett suemae philis to je.
crapped like shit with suemae. ahaha.
ILOVEYOU MAN. hehe. alw talk abt random stuff.
:X
bussed home.
saw some tchr frm prisch.
shall nt say it here cuz idontlike her :/

tmr's 2.5hours of math.
LIKE SIAO LA.
heh.
prepare er. sweets? books? phone? teddybear? lol.
hehe.
lijuan's alw bored during math.
i got try to listen de lorh.
lol.

tmr hopefully can play bball:D
muahah.
aftr school jioed juanjun for bball also alrdy (:
YAYAEEEEEEEEEEE.

i dont want holidays.
not fun de :/
i want trn in schoollllllllllllllllll.

hais.

isit going to change?
idk how to feel :/
its like. _______.
dont like that feeling.

被重视的感觉，我还能有吗？:(

:D

/ 19:03

aha a little high.
but im starting to worry abt chi olvl
cuz ive been slacking like as always. oops. LOL.
sinnee ah, u influence me. heh.

tmr's school!:D:D
got phy spa:(
lol.
but lijuan loves school. ahahhaha.
and trn tmr aftr sch.
coach says she will make us tanner. LOL
according to huineng's fb wall. hehe.
lunch can play bball:D
with my new school shoes.
haiyoh.
2months 3pairs of shoes.
gg.
hehe.

SCHOOLLLLLLLLL!
idk why im so excited.
last 3days :(
haiyoh.

男人说谎，是要让自己觉得好过
而女人说谎，是要让对方好过。
i learnt that:D
lol.

weird lah,
why am i telling you like almost everything. :x
lol.

waiting for you;

Monday, October 26, 2009 / 23:51

effed.
it shouldnt be affecting lijuan :/
its nt his or her responsibility to do so.

pissed at myself.
okay i dislike myself.
LOL.

hais.
SCREAM OUT LOUDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

whattodo.
idk.

hais :(

/ 20:19

last week of school. :/

monday.
student planning day.
lol planned study leave:D
aha
lionel wasnt in school today.
clas so damn peaceful la:D
PHYSICS 3PERIODS.
lol.
45mins jiu over liao
then slack all the way.
early recess:D
rushed down to meet vivien alicia agnes they all.
played bball in the indoorbballcourt.
:D
played for damn long la. ahaha
math 2 periods.
wasnt listening at all.
kept smsing qihui lionel LOL.
and damnit lah.
my school shoes broke again.
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
2weeks.
AHHH DAMNDAMNDAMN.

trn.
bussed to ayerrajah.
did.
morethan100jumping jacks.
idk hw many pumps.
train abs.
and halfsquats.
6sets batting.
pitching.
run 1 round which is er. 1km++?
then endurance.
dyinggggggggg.
started trn at 145
ended at 6pm.
bubbled teaed at je with WHOLEBUNCHOFPPL:D

homed.
tmr nosch
SO SIANNNNNNN
i still owe 2chicompos and 1letter:X

i want school:((((
miss bball and all sorts.
hais.

bowling online with yiliang now.
ahah 3rd round.
going to play 100.
LOL.

tmr study date at lib, anyone? :D

if i tell you directly,
would you accept..?

blahblahblah.

waiting:D

lijuan needs you :/

BOWLING AND POOL!:D

Sunday, October 25, 2009 / 21:45

aha
today 304outing.
6people.
lijuan qihui qiaoyan zhaoke aixin zhengyu.
went westmall in the end:X
ahaha
plan changed frm pulau ubin to bowling.
bowled at buit batok civil service club.
very funn:D
ahah lijuan owned them in first round.
second round aixin owned lijuan liao.
heh.
we got a lot hidden talents.
and weisiang that gl pin ah!
see la.
alw make us dio 9pins, not strike.
ahah
lijuan got 2 strikes:D
or 3.
i forgot:X
aha. zhaoke's 5s.
hehe.
qihui's TZW.
lol.
tianyu ziliang weisiang.
OWNAGE LA.
hehe
qiaoyan's lionel doesnt work. LOL.
neither does zhengyu's tianyu. ahah.
PIKAJUAN BEST:D
bowling ended at 3plus.
then qihui thought of going pool
ahahah
we really went in the end
got prcs mah
:D:D
ahahaha.
they're nice. LOL.
GIRLS OWNAGE THEM LAH.
:D:D
but there damn cold.
like mucus flowing down. LOL.
all play till damn high and addicted
ahha
lijuan damn fail at pool man
okay lah
at least got shoot in:/
lol qihui damn pro.
hehe.
aftr that bussed with qiaoyan.
LOL.
we live very near eh.
everytime bussed tgt.
heh.
watched vids. heh.

chalet!
we all gang.
LOL.

tmr go sch gang ws.
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
he la he.
ahaha

tmr trn:D
yayae.

BUT DAMN SHIT.
NORECESS:(
no bball:(
hais..

i haven do my hmk.
nehmind.
got qy qh.
LOL!:D

picturess.
epic vids on fb.
more picts on fb too:D

:/

/ 11:18

ahh its 1118 AM now.
im still at home.
304's gathering. quite screwed.
raining nw also.
haiyoh.

i feel like im so selfish :X
siann.

body still hurts:X

tyvm. im touched:D

so cold lah.
achu.
going out now.

AYERRAJAH HERE WE COME!

Saturday, October 24, 2009 / 11:28

ytd was damn tired.
aha slept at 10.
wahhahaha:D:D

school was boring as usual.
papers. papers. papers.
PASSED ALL:D
including english. yayae.
recess and lunch played bball.
bball was such great fun(:
hehe.

aftr school got trn(:
like 1mth plus nvr train liao.
almost forgot everything :X
warmup.
50pumps.
6rounds of field.
warmup throw.
batting 6sets.
LOL lijuan forgot how to bat :X
then 10mins run.
then pumps and sprint.
trn ended.
now whole body aching.
last trn at field till 16nov.
cuz of olevels.
going back ayerrajah.
ahahhahahahahahha.
lol.
thought of the 5imes bigger than our field de field.
the dog joy.
the cup noodles.
all those.
LOL.
just a little hard to go there ah. :/
16-18nov odac-softball camp.
sec3s in charge of planning.
thought of er.
jerrald lionel jiajie?
lol.
dont wana think abt it yet.
next week sch ends at 12.
lessons as usual.
still got phy spa :/

tmr 304pulauubin O.o
:X

hais.
2moredays.
idk what to do:/

yes or no?;

results :/

Thursday, October 22, 2009 / 17:51

blog's dead.
kinda lazy to update. hehe.

these three days were basically slacking and playing. aha.
tues went out with sinnee and aixin to kbox.
quite fun lah:D
chaoyi missed the fun. :X
nehmind lah, go tgt next time again(:
wed out with penghwee and juanjun.
that stupid juanjun lah.
wake lijuan up early in the morn.
=.=
then 1 hr after call appeared at je liao.
played bball.
:D
oh HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO PENGHWEE.
lol.
but they 2 kept ganging up to bully me lah.
argh.
qiaoyan didnt go in the end.
lunched at imm at 3plus.
shit lah, was betting with jj if theres popular at imm.
I LOST LAH.
then need to _______________.
LIJUAN DONT WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. :(
bleh.
bussed with ph.

today.
back to school.
killer day.
results nt bad lah.
average:D
but failed english.
again.
and again.
i wonder if i really will dio retained.
hais.
OH CAMPERS ARE BACK:D lol random.
lunch played bball.(:
all of us were like:"OMG SO LONG NVR PLAY WITH U ALL LIAO"
hehe.
played with agnes gladys alicia annette vivien huineng.
i really wonder why no girls bball cca in nanhua leh.
lol.
aftr sch played bball again with juanjun junwei hayati alicia gladys annette
at junwei's hos there.
aha juanjun blooper can.
mrted with nett and gladys.

tmr getting back other 5subjs.
i bet im failing amath n chem.
though i hope i wont.
then next week postexam activities.
if only they let us play bball everyday,
MUAHHAHAHA.
then lijuan will be like :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D.
LOL.

this sunday going pulauubin with 304nians.

holiday plans:
1. SHOWS:D
2. trainings.
3. trainings.
4. trainings. LOL.
5. studying
6. remedials.
7. 304chalet 4-6NOV
8. shopping.
9. movies.
10. outings.
11. cfourchalet (4)
12. basketball.
13. basketball.
14. basketball.
15. basketball.
16. basketball.
17. basketball.
18. basketball.
19. basketball.
20. basketball.
21. basketball.
22. basketball.
23. basketball.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
100. basketball.

LOL.
i cant imagine how much i would have to spend this holidays. hehe.

lijuan says:"life isnt about exams only. life isnt about eoy exams. life isnt about passing exams. life isnt about studying. eoy exams are a minor part of many exams that we took and exams are a minor part of education which is a minor part of the process we need to go through, which is a minor part of things u nid to do in around 20yrs when we can live up to at least 78 yrs. its just an exam. so ppl should cheerup if u dont do well this time round:D if exams are impt, olevels is then the one we r actually preparing for it now."

OMG I SOUNDS SO NAGGY, :X
hehe.
today i repeated this whole chang dontknw how many times :X

yawn.
recently couldnt fall asleep ATALL.
dontknw why :X

tmr's trn.
O.o

i really wonder.
if you would do that to all of them as well?

i have decided.
i am not going to ______________. (:

and oh,
im lazy to upload pictures as well XD
hahahhahahahaha.

pika.

itsthepast;

Monday, October 19, 2009 / 21:51

丁当-我爱他

他的镜框留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

this song is dman nice. lijuan loves it:D
but made lijuan emo song.
LOL.
the show's really very nice.
下一站，幸福:D

cfour bball!:D

/ 21:21

pictures.

aha today was fun:D
played 5hous of bball.
with.
tingjun zhangyong yaoxiang zhaohui gina.
all those matches and such.
crazy lah.
sunburn+heatstroke.
muahaha.
own ppl:D
CFOURCHALETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
gogogo.
(:
headache.
the sun lah. :X

tmr's out with sinnee aixin chaoyi.
KBOX.
LOL.
SG VS CHINA AH.

shit i feel dizzy.
im still here.
:X

sorry lijuan didnt invite you.
and unless its someone else who organise stuff.
or i think.
you wouldnt be able to attend. :X

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :/
shitshit. im getting myself into __________.

didnt want to think;

Sunday, October 18, 2009 / 22:42

today's just another day for me to blog.
lol.
chionged finish meteor garden:D
very nice. hehe

tmr's bball with cfournians:D
cool.
i organised it.
thoguht tingjun says nomore gathering till chalet
aiyah
who cares.
o.o
hes going too. LOL.

tues out.
left wed.
thurs sch.
yayae:D
can play bball.
can see people lijuan likes to see.
can see friends
can gossip and play
MUAHAHHAHAHA.

recently me qihui qiaoyan crazy liao.
all sort of dreams and bands and dance all coming out.
LOL.

i waited.
1.5hours.
then.
i start to wait again.

it suck. its just like.
hais. maybe its just me.

WATERCRAZYYYY:D

Saturday, October 17, 2009 / 23:41

today was fun:D:D
lol.
totally frm 304G NIGHT became WATERCRAZYY.
met qiaoyan qihui yeehwee xinhui liqing chiyang szehwee at je.
lol.
qiaoyan lives the nearest but latest.
aha.
dontworry, i arent blaming u:D
bussed to westcoast.
playplay.
ball and fly kite.
aha the kite a little fail at first ah.
then had icecream.
then climb climb playplay.
till roasted.
aha.
DAMNHOT LA.
decided to go off.
everyone was sian liao.
then at first wanted go jp.
in the end lijuan qihui qiaoyan xinhui chiyang liqing went science centre.
played like siao at the fountain there.
for 1 hr.
WET LIKE SIAO TOO.
siah lah, i was the first to get wet.
stupid water lah.
rise by itself.
argh.
heh.
photoed videoed played screammed laughed.
totally wet. ahah
watercrazyy.
can squeeze water out. heh
ppl were all staring at us :X
lazy change back. haha
wait for clothes to dry :X
played truth or truth.
then dinnered at mac.
ahah
i didint know scicentre can be that fun:D
nxt time class gathering go there:D
muahahahahhaa.
in the end late at night left me qihui qiaoyan.
gossiped and watched vids.
heh.
they're on facebk.
more photos with liqing.
alot failed ones. lol.
bussed with qiaoyan.lol.
spam talk.

seela
those who nvr come today
dont cry
LOL.
o.o its 1214AM.
ahaha.

PULAU UBIN NXT SUN.
aha then nw spam msn.

even talked abt nxt yr stuff. LOL.

yawn. im tired.
I WANT BBALL LAHHHHHHHH.
nxt thurs aftr sch.
ahah alicia said on.
yayae:D

some photos.

idk what im doing;

what are you thinking then.

thegirl.

wahlijuan.

♥ME!(:

i am 花俪娟 WAHLIJUAN.
ex-shuqunite, currently nanhuarian.
i've been to a lot of lovely classes:~~1I, 2I, 3H, 4H, 5C4, 6C4; 103, 203, 304~~
currently in 404!
i exist since 16.01.1994, going 16 soon!,
i am a SOFTBALLER,
and BELONGS TO NHURRICANES ;D
I PLAY CENTER-FIELD, pitcher.
iloves ALOT of stuff.
esp. hurricanes, 404, cfournians! bball mates as well:D
WAFFLES are nice:D pikachu rocks.
BBALL<3!
but i hates STUFF TOO.
like bitches & bastards, liars, esp FLIRTS.
and i dontlike empty-promises.
dont make me :'(
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