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the 758th.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009 / 23:31
 haha. my 758th post.soon before i know. it will be the 1000th post. aha. socool la. today's the second day of school. and im bascially yawning throughout the whole day. slp in sch during morn assembly. damn shuang la. then lessons. qihui ah. got fever. getwellsoon! 3days nia, (: then aftr sch. went LJS with huineng cheryl cindy cherie yiliang. homeed. hais. half of me want school. half of me dont want school. idk what i want. ahhhh. study. do you only come to me. when you need me? term3day1.
Monday, June 29, 2009 / 23:23
still okay for the first day.didnt get scolded:D aha. but lessons are boring. and esp two days straight of triple sci. and no more aircon :X cuz h1n1. ARGH DAMN. aftr sch went lib with cherie cheryl cindy yiliang lol i laughed like siao can. cindy's officially crazy too. aha. i want to slp liao. damntired. it always ended up me waiting for smth that i knew it wuldnt happen. but nevertheless. i tried. but im getting tired of it. or used to. idk. aiyo.
Sunday, June 28, 2009 / 23:40
its 2340 now.and i still haven finish my hmk. hacked alrdy. hopefully tmr will turn out well. and im still waiting for school to be closed down so i can study lol. because of H1N1, no morning assembly and ccas. god. i'll miss trns. hais like sosolong nvr trn liao lorh. cut my fringe today. looks a little no diff though. and yeah i still miss camp like shit. hais. 美好的时间总是过得特别快. tmr's timetable is like _____. 3sci, 2lang, math. die. aixin still wish me live long =.= its getting deeper and deeper; i wonder, if theres a limit. and if. i will ever reach. <3.> (*
/ 10:27
hais.last day. my hmk still in a pile =.= sian. ytd's ayg thing was damn fun la. had lunch at pizzahut with teammates. then go there like 2h before the thing starts. but a little boring. haha. we rep singaporeans atheletes. were the last to go out then everyone ran. LOL. saw taoli too! the national swimmer:D damncool. went back sch. at first wanted to stay and play bball or sb got chased out went hdb flats there play a while then watched a match. homeed. too many unanswered questions; but i've got none of the ans. ._______.
Friday, June 26, 2009 / 22:16
set out my thoughts,shldnt let myself confused again. its not a matter between choices. its rather smth impt. its stupid. its crazy. whythehell am i letting myself to think. i dont even know what i want now. damned. :( %!
/ 20:55
hahatoday went school damn early. first one to reach again:D then the bballer rymond came. then suemae then alot of ppl. aha played bball all the way. with a lot diff ppl. me cindy cheryl jerrald stayed till 3 plus. kfced. camped there do hmk. all of them got 'badly influenced' by me lol. all did hmk INCLUDING CHERYL:D so cool la. i left early. :D tmr's ayg. yayae. its gone forever;
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 / 23:14
camp ended.had outdoor cooking today. damn funny la. then kept playing CAIQUAN. i ate like dontknw hw many pieces of bread and hw many spoonfuls of bakedbeans :X alot others too. aha. sian. last day alrdy. actually i miss it quite much. XD time flies. then went trn. had lunch with softballers:D huineng sweejoo suli cindy cheryl cherie jerrald yiliang lionel at subway. played lots of games too. aha damn tiring today came home. bathed. i slept 3hours. XD the aftermath of camp. i've got a feeling maybe i'll fall sick soon. and sadly. school holidays arent extending and im prepared totally to get scolded frm tchrs. hmk. =.= tmr chiong. hais which is impossible too. jiayous ah lijuan. dont die so fast. okay i go bang wall first. its gone. forever. didnt cherish the moments. damn :( its just like a dream quiz from MARISSA
/ 23:01
A to Z quizA.ngie 1) Do you love this person? Yea. 2) Is this person your enemy? No . 3) Would you kiss this person? lol dont think so? B.inbin 1) What do you really think of this person? outgoing. 2) What’s their favourite colour? not sure. 3) Ever danced with them? cant really rmb. C.henhui 1) Do you have a crush on this person? haha yeah 2) Have you ever had a crush on them? them??? 3) How old are they? 16 D.ingxuan 1) How long have you known him/her? 6 months. 2) Biggest regret? Always stand beside him :X 3) Do you hate this person? Nope. E.elin 1) Have you met their parents? Nope. 2) Worst thing about this person? idk 3) Best thing about this person? outgoing too F.ionna 1) Have you ever dated this person? nope 2) When is the next time you'll see this person? school? 3) Do you go to school with them? nope G.ina 1) Are they a good listener? okayla 2) Have you ever lied to this person? yeah 3) Is this person good looking? yup:D H.uineng 1) What grade are they in? Sec 3 2) Is he/she your best friend? yeah:D 3) Ever done something illegal with this person? dont think so? she too guai alrdy; I.rene 1) What is this person's favourite food? nt sure 2) How did you meet this person? school 3) Do you trust them? okayla J.unwei 1) Do they have any siblings? nt sure 2) Do you know their favourite song? english songs. 3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you? nth. K.ahhang 1) How old were you when you first met? 13 2) How did you meet? S103 3) Ever danced with this person? mass dance in camp? L.ionel 1) What would you do if you had never met this person? i nvr knew someone wuld be so black XD 2) Why do you like him/her? he's nice? 3) Would you go to Disney World with this person? haha if he treats. M.arissa 1) Is this person older than u? no 2) Is this person single? thinkso? 3) How many times do you talk to them in a week? at least 3. trainings. N. 1) Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend? 2) Have you seen this person cry? 3) Do you know this person’s middle name? O.livia 1) Do you know his shoe size? Nope. 2) Use 5 words to describe her. has a very funny laughter. 3) What is the most awkward situation you had with her? idk P.enghwee 1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person? duh 2) How about a sleepover with them? camp. 3) Does this person have a job? nope Q.ihui 1) Do you know this person’s horoscope? 17 aug is what ah? 2) The best thing between you two is? Our thoughts quite alike i guess? 3) Have you ever fought with her? dontthinkso R.enee 1) Have you heard this person sing? no 2) Do you think this person will repost this? no 3) When does this person look best? trns? haha S.uemae 1) Is this person taller than you? no! 2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? ofcourse 3) Do they live close to you? nope. farfaraway. T.ingjun 1) Would you do anything for him/her? seemymood 2) Have you been to his/her house? outside. 3) Where do they live? somewhere near me blk ______ #_____. U.nice No question, lol. V.ivian 1) Do they have a crush on you? no! 2) Would you hug this person? yup 3) Is this person your friend? ofcourse W.eisiang 1) Would you save him from drowning? i cant swim 2) What you like about him/her? HIS JOKES. 3) What is his/her favourite sport? he dont like sports. ROCKWALL MAYBE? :O X.inyuan 1) Why are you friends with them? 304!:D 2) Have you ever gone anywhere with them? alot? 3) What is one thing you would change about them? Nothing. (: Y.izhen 1) How old are they? 13 2) How long have you known them? 6 months. 3) What was your first impression of him/her? crazy Z.haoke 1) Does this person have MSN? yeah 2) Have you ever made out with this person? No. 3) When will you see this person next? when school reopens. CAMPCAMPCAMP!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 / 22:07
hahatwo days of camp passed. suddenly after like its gona end it, u started to miss it. DAYONE reported to school damn early. luckily i was in grp:D not split up. with christina szehwee cailing xinhui qihui yenwei lixiang joanne huiyi chiyang lijuan:D dingxuan deren penghwee chaoyi aixin lionel weisiang jingkai eugene went there. first thing we did. icebreakers. instructor was kianleong. tic was mr mun. since ms chng dio quarrantined. played the animal game and [iforgot] lunched. CRC. the line thing with ropes thing looked quite scary. didnt got a chance to play cuz when it was going to be qihui's turn then notime liao zipline aka flying fox. qihui first, then me. damn high lorh first time playing. haha. i even asked the trainer if contact lenses wuld fall out =.= jumped down. haha the feeling of like dying liddat. cool. then i SONICE play absailing. not like others. ahemahem*. lol quite scary at first. but fun:D just ur hands pain. then washed up. dinnered. home. DAYTWO report sch early too:D then went there. jingkai's knee is swollen, so he's absent O.o hmm. breakfast. RAFTING. damn cool la. although the water a little dirty ah? lol. build the thing. tie here n there. in the end all the things started coming out. HAHA. since then. i know that if 304 were out to explore. sure DIE. then showered a little. went GS. did the flying thing. forgot whats that called. lol quite fun:D swing like tarzan liddat starting raining. went in. played some games. lunch. played games again. those sit on lap thing etc. went CRC. DAMNDAMN SCRAY THING. its like walk on a plank in air that is shaking vigorously without holding onto anything. when it was my turn. it rained. LOL thats why i nvr ever go a turn to try CRC. did the magic carpet. xinhui damn pro:D then rockwall. i was the first:D quite okay la. just dontknw where to climb. whole grp finished. including weisiang! :D great accomplishment! aha. there was once when aixin's falling. then chaoyi let go of instructor JL then JL went flying. haha. superman. laughed like hell la. but dangerous also. aftr that area cleaning. then dinnered. home. tmr's last day. in school, til like 1030? outdoor cooking:D damncool la. haha aftr that going trn and then lunched with softballers(: yayae. my hmk's dying. someone save lijuan! speechbubble.
Sunday, June 21, 2009 / 19:16
HAIS.just created my private blog. can rant out there like shit:D tmr's camp. siandiao. dont even feel like going. and i really wished sch can extend one week. then that one week i will definitely used it to chiong hmk. hais. someone asks me do hmk pls. haha suddenly i like talking to penghwee. damn cool:D *.*
Saturday, June 20, 2009 / 23:59
bigbig mood swing.feeling damn ______ nw. idk what to say. i know why im feeling like that but i cant post it. maybe im gona open a private blog soon. argh. damn. its just a small matter. get to slp man you lijuan. stop thinking. <3 !
/ 20:37
haha yesterday's gathering was damn fun:Dwent sch in the morn played bball and softball then rushed home then to lakeside meet weijie allen eelin angie sijia shuwuen took mrt to bedok then me eelin allen sijia took cab tgt went to eat subway then volleyball and went sea there damn cool la:D then go cycling. gina came too. at first i dont dare cycle and dont want then allen kept offering to ride me and i accepted. the two persons bike at first kept screaming then in the end got the hang of it and it was real fun:D THANKS AH ALLEN i know i did nth. u did everything. afterwhich went bowling only me sijia angie bowled. haha there de bowling damn weird aftrwhich went back to jp dined. arcade. haha. damn FUN YTD:D i enjoyed myself totally. even though very few ppl went. XD hais idontwant go camp sian somemore no time do hmk damndamn. hais. lijuan loves you; abdcefg
Thursday, June 18, 2009 / 18:42
chioing projects.damn sianned. ss+el+chi. arghhhh. but im so hardworking. nt like someone else who kept playing dota. ytd went sch early in the morn played bball, bat, field. marissa, clarice, suemae, cindy, cheryl, unice, renee, elainn, xinyi, huineng went too. then aftr that bathed in school the water DAMN HOT la. thanks unice for helping us refilling waterbottle. then went pizzahut. dined with hwanling marissa geraldine cindy cheryl unice then lib. haha. me cindy cheryl unice 'studied' till 9. then nicenice them came my hos here de mac and we crapped. till eleven they left. damn cool la. cheryl ah cheryl. DO YOUR HMK LA! haha. unice was so fanscinated by BOB. haha. tmr got gathering:D looking forward.and anw thanks SIJIA iloveyou alot:D more than anyone else. lol. too high. but i nid time for hmk. :( atleast. i now know that you know. :D thanks what is this.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 / 20:08
i shall watch that beautiful sunset alone;ride that bike and fall a thousand times. not in the mood to do anything today. i want to focus. I WANT TO. but i just cant. someone tell me how. damn. hopefully tmr wil be a better day. but my feelings are still affected. :'( all the days go to mugging days. JIAYOUS. and i seriously dreaded going to camp. like seriously. friday. cant wait for it. =(
/ 13:34
damn disappointed in you.stop giving empty promises. i hate them. my heart's bleeding. tell me how. today staying at home mugging hmk. sorryah cindy. didnt go bowling with u guys. tmr going back school too:D then go mugg again. lol. fri going gathering:D eastcoastpark. damncool la. those who wants go just go dont then dont lo. haha we're just gonna have fun(: YAYAE sorry;
Sunday, June 14, 2009 / 23:08
sorry;i dont mean to. i'll try to control myself more. cheerup! 14.june.
/ 22:31
today was a damn nice day:Dmet cheryl cherie suemae lionel yiliang and weiwen at mrt. weiwen was the latest. LOL. took train. kallang. then bussed there. watch huineng's match! haha shes in bluejays. go there see a lot of pro ppl. like the shortstop from team angels. DAMNDAMNCOOL. the pitcher nt bad too. huineng also:D nice game though. went leisurepark. and subwayed. then me and suemae went lib study so cool la. we were the last 2 to leave level 4:D at like 2058PM then talking to the security person there. haha went popular buy BALLOONS. :D hmmm. cant find 2006 and 2007 de today. so use ytd XD Tuesday, June 13, 2006 @ 11:47 Wednesday, June 13, 2007 @ 14:53 i have got 4posts on 14JUNE2008. 2 abt c4gathering which is also planned on 19th june. so qiao. lol. the others were abt SHAOWEI AND RENFU. and some quiz sijia tagged me. lol its the 4th.
Saturday, June 13, 2009 / 23:50
:Dits today. haha. the day whereby everymonth i look forward to:D ily(: haha 23:53. tmr going SRC kallang watch huineng! lol. bluejays VS angels. with yl cherie cheryl suemae lionel. then got date with suemae:D hehe. monday got trn. hais. i seriously nid to chiong my hmk like ________. someone pls help! once upon a time. farfar away. there was a pile of hmk till nw. its still there. hais. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. nehmind. feel the power:D "河边的风在吹著头发飘动， 牵著你的手一阵莫名感动” （： whopee.
Friday, June 12, 2009 / 18:48
haha today got trn:Dthat lionel horh. say 730 meet in sch earlier do proj before trn. in the end. i reached sch at 715 then he told me he just woke up =.= suemae came early:D haha. finally she returned frm hk. missed her like ________. wrote smth nice stuff for each of our mates then did pitching with jieling and suemae. :D then batting waffleballs. then played waterballoons DAMNCOOL LA marissa ah. waited for the ballon to burst on me. then got wet. yizhen also. kept making me wet XD aftr trn went kfc with cherie yiliang cindy cheryl lijuan unice lionel suemae suli huineng eunice haha crapped talk like shit. then went lib with eunice unice lionel yiliang suli did proj with lionel yiliang then cherie came did like nothing much walked to mrt with lionel. home. i want slp :( but i nid do hmk too. tagreplies[!]
Thursday, June 11, 2009 / 22:06
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socool eh? eleventh.
/ 19:18
haha went lib today with sis.did chem. went crazy. lol. had pepper lunch as lunch. bought wallet too:D haha. yayae tmr's trn. :D sian aftrn trn go lib do proj with lionel and yiliang. sian. where r the rest?? lol. still thinking if i shld really stay at chalet:( hais. half feel like it, half dont. maybe one night onli? idk! i want go watch movie. anyone? :D
Tuesday, June 09, 2009 / 21:40
haha.im going siao now. damn high today. :D went bowled. westmall. library. dinner. so cool lurh:D lol. muchmuch btr than before. saw my sis in the end. weird ending. lahlahlah im smsing eelin nw. haha. tmr trn:D yaaye and going joo's house in the aftrn. wheeeeeee!!!!! sports.sports.sports! !
/ 15:18
im borred.bored. till the very minute i m leaving this house. to go somewhere else. hais. talking to ____ now. she damn funny la. the plates thing. LOL holidays.
Sunday, June 07, 2009 / 12:45
holidays are a bore.besides hmk to do at home, with the comp. theres nth else. hmm. i've got. -3 chem wks. -chi oral proj. -eng proj. -el hmk -ss proj -chi compo -phys wks. -geog. -bio wb. LOL i did some parts of everything. so completed none. :( someone saves me! monday. trn in the morn. proj in the aftrn. tuesday. cip in the morn. goingout in aftrn. wednesday. trn in the morn. going somewhere in aftrn. thurs. hmkday. fri. trn in the morn gym in aftrn. sat. tuitions. sun. I AM FREE:D lol. schedule of this week. makesure i follow:D lijuan jiayous:D okay. idontknw what more else to blog abt. :O happiness:D
Saturday, June 06, 2009 / 22:31
today woke up damn early,met qihui and yiliang at macs for breakfast. i didnt eat. lol. bought latte:D grped with xinhui christina and nett. sry ah christina, shldnt left u alone. then i sat there alone with 4tchrs looking aftr newpapers and clothes =.= xinhui and nett bought bubbletea. then formed human chain for the rest. me ayiliang qihui transport the stuff like siao. under the hothot sun. rushed to bball. late alrdy:O angie, gina, eelin, chenhui, zhangyong, tingjun were there too. played bball for like. 1 hr plus. then went mac slack awhile. my two 'goodfriends' ah. they DAMNDAMN good. =.= ps me. went jp. bought stuff. went angie's house. started baking. lol. damn funny la. okay, its hard to get it very right too. thanks angie A LOT for all the stuff. thanks gina for tutoring. thanks eelin for baking with me? o.o left at 7 plus. hommed. tired. yawn. whole holiday is DAMN occupied. first wk's gna be over like this. :( sianned. thanks, i was touched:D yayae:D
Thursday, June 04, 2009 / 20:08
feeling a little high nowdontknw why too. ytd and today cip haha ytd went orchard. me nett dingxuan penghwee tingjian same grp lol. damn fun lorh:D today cip with nett and christina LOL mugging for cip. i nid to start on my NYAA like seriously. guitar anyone? basketball anyone? hais. tmr trn!!!! playing match i think. yayae man then off to weisiang's house for proj with nett yiliang lionel eugene lol. sat going cip then angie's house for baking:D with gina and eelin LAHLAHLAH im happy. iloveyou:D -.-
Tuesday, June 02, 2009 / 17:27
sianned.dont like holidays. nomood to do anything. hais. ytd trn:D was fun. haha. did pitching with suemae and cheryl. laughed like hell. cuz my motion very funny, according to them. LOL. unice was there too. then some batting. bubbleteaed and maced aftrwhich. saw siewying! haha she was having dinner with her parents. i didnt recognise her at first! its like LOL la. she cut her hair. haha i miss seniors alot suddenly. tmr cip, missed trn :( but alot of classes going too. haha metting joo:D rewatching and rewatching and rewatching lots and lots of shows. haha. cool. |
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