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Sunday, March 26, 2006 / 12:45
 now i really dunno wat to do with the nametag... it is "MJ" derhx... actually horx, it started at the bookshop. wanxin went to the bookshop, and the aunty there asked her wat class is she from. then she replied"6c4". the aunty then hand her "MJ"'s nametag and asked her to give to him. but the aunty did not noe tat "MJ" is not in the school anymore.. neither did wanxin told her. so, wanxin had to give or else she will be in trouble as she was the one hu signed for "MJ". then dunno somehow, yipchi got hold of it and put in on top of our c4's lockers. swelwin took it an gave to shihui. actually we wanted to go there derx, but in the end, we didn't. so, the nametag was still in our hands larx... when i went to gina's house with haiyun and sijia, the nametag was still with shihui. but after the science workshop, shihui asked me whether i take it or she will put inside my shirt. so, no choice, got to take it. now, when i m typing this entry, the nametag was with me. how??? i dun even dare to go his house again.... or maybe yes???gtg, signing off... jenny Friday, March 24, 2006 / 15:05
now i m at gina house, typing a post. haiyun,sijia and gina are outside playing the childish hide-and-seek game.. it's like so lame lor... today i nv go "MJ"'s house... soby... look like there is no more choice... need to wait untill i grew up lor. heard from lots of ppl tat his mum is quite fierce. today gotta science workshop so can stayback lehx.. poor mi... cannot go his home.. neither can i prove my innocence.. so how?? r the whole class gonna believe the rumor? if they did, it will be ridiculous!!! gtg, bb
Thursday, March 23, 2006 / 18:40
hmm.... long time nv post le lor... and so many things happened once again... i have after all decided to go le.. "shun bian" to prove my innocence... Wat innocence? i will tell u... today, sijia and haiyun went to tell the boys "jlyc"... (4 those ppl in c4 will noe..) then they started to figure it out all the day. finally they got it. then they said" esther! jenny luv yipchi! pass down!" hmm!!! tat's not true.. abt all the blog entries are abt "MJ" lor... so, from here, u should noe. then they will think tat i so fast change heart le. no lorz!! so, i gonna tomolo... hehe... gtg!
Tuesday, March 21, 2006 / 14:50
hmm.... today is the 1st mth aniversay for the day of verdict...so. tat nth we can do le mah... so bored... today went injection... ssssssssoooooooooo pain but nv cry lar... boys lose!!! 2 of them cried... hehe hehex....
Friday, March 17, 2006 / 18:50
Holidays, holidays, holidays... i have juz changed my blogskin... quite plain but nice songs... now, i am quite sure tat he is avoiding us... From now onwards, i m not going to call him "HIAP" animore... Coz horx, it hurts, u noe?? i really wish to talk with him for sumtimes, but, u tink i can meh??? Even c4s boys are being avoided too... in someways... i really cannot imagine wat i gonna do the first thing if i ever saw him again?? hmm... maybe i will call him "MJ" barx... It stands for--> missing james... ha... he is not really missing, though... Now i really do hate myself. about every single of my secrets or anithing tat is gonna do with me has been revealed... all thx to the "MY PERSONAL DIARY 2006!" it hurts, u noe. i m sure noone will understand my feelings..well, like i had said, everyone's life will be filled of sorrows and happiness. for me, i think tat actually when it is a good thing, it will be sorrow. when it is actually a bad thing, it will became a happiness.. i vowed nv ever to like anyone in c4 again. espically all the boys in my class are also... nvmmost of u noe that lots of ppl asked me tat "MJ" had already gone, but why do i still lyk "MJ"???? i dunno!!!!!!!!! ppl, pls. i beg eu. dun mention him again infront of me. i m trying to forget him, but not totally coz i definitely wanna to c him again when i finished my studies. tat's wat i called fate. remember, you cannot change fate derx... it's beyond ur wits. but u can make the end not much worse lah.. sorry... gtg ~jenny~ Thursday, March 16, 2006 / 13:48
hey..... so long nv post le... onli keep putting up photos... coz dunno wat to rite abt... i noe 4 sure, cannot rite abt jljw le lar.... aniway, he is already... u noe... hmmm.... i bet onli the c4s ppl can come here lar... all or maybe a few ppl i wrote in my ebtries are nicknames... i dun wan to expose them, but if u r a c4 and u dunno, then... gd luck!! hehe... no copying my entries, but if u wan those photos, click the right click and save lorx... i oso dun care... gtg...
Tuesday, March 14, 2006 / 19:40
ARGH!!!!!!!!!! James, where r u??? Contact u= no use.... Call ur home, ur mum says u not in. Call ur hp, no one ans. HOW??????!!!@#$%^^^%$#@^&*()
Haiz... 17th day
Monday, March 13, 2006 / 05:25
Today is the 17th day since the verdict, 14th day since i last saw him. Ha... I am crazy, i think.. Nvm... it's normal... today need to go to the jurong swimming complex there.... abt 30 of mi class going... dunno hu lehx... sobby look. even though now couldn't contact "HIAP", maybe when i grew up, i will look for him la. At least a last look wat... Well, is luv like this???? i oso dunno... too confused le lar... but nid to concentrate on my studies 1st...gtg, ~~~~jenny~~~~ Too late
Thursday, March 09, 2006 / 22:14
It's all too late. From that lesson, i had learnt to cherish ppl around us or else it will be too late, when the ppl was not around aanymore. You will regret if u don't do so. The feeling is so unbearable. Whenever i think of it, tears will flow down. We got a cheer: " It's okay, It's alright. ____ Fight!fight!fight!" Hiaz... Yeah, it's okay, it's alright. As if. Say is of course easy la. But when u do it, u will see how difficult it will be. Even ppl around u will comfort u. But actually, they thought that they had done it, but actually not. Of coz they won't coz they r not those ppl wat... They dun even understand our feelings. Some will insult saying that u give up them for ___. They dun even noe tat how hurtful it could be. I mean the saying la. If there is a must to choose something, it is best not to do it. From mi experience, i think that the qn will be something to choose between ur favz. Ex, Frendz, or wateva. Everyone had their own way to think. sometimes, we really should not pester them to ask them for the ans. If it was u, how would u feel??aiya, gtg. idiotic sis peeping. ~~Jenny~~ Why???
Wednesday, March 08, 2006 / 18:40
I have looked to Mrs Yeo for our class's lucky star. After she left, class in chaos... But, it is a fact. You cannot avoid in anyway u want... "HIAP" transferred school le... i cried leh... When could he be back? I oso dunno. I really wants to find out his feelings after reading my diary. Well, i could concluded that about 1/3 of the pupils in my class read my diary le... Sobby look. i bought new de lerx... number lock. yeah!
argh.... feel so sad at this moment...
Sunday, March 05, 2006 / 03:42
Now, it seems like everyone in the class read my diary b4!!! and, some evev without my permission... Well, they have read. It's past. It's okay, but....The worst thing "HIAP" went to read too and even b4 them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!! No choice.... but horx, seems like will create trouble lehx....Jenny |
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