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Monday, July 30, 2007 / 21:12
 i m back. quite high today. lolcuz dat xx finally dun feel like he's ignoring me. lols!! ----------- BIO lesson. oh, how i love systems n cells but i juz can't concentrate. [dun really like dat tchr aniwae] hehes. and i started to sayin all the stuffs out that i have memorised during P5 (: miss those days muchhhhh!!! CEP. brochure. only pics, 8 words. muahahahas i dun wan to damnce la. for that cheering stuff. luckily i m a rapper (: ----------- Geography! my fav lesson i was looking forward for my results, bt den tchr nv give back nvm its okay lesson quite fun too. but den can't concentrate dat much however asked lots of qns. lol without him bside me, i admit i m more daring. lol aaron very funny. he was confused all over. History!!! 2nd time postpone da test. wat derx. nvm... dat AARON went to pushed xuanhao den xh fell on me twice. I SCREAMED. lols? ----------------------- LUNCH!!11 (: MATH. nv win sh nor xh. nvm JIAYOUS!! i can do it. music. dat idiot person called me i nv turn on silent mode kana scolded by ms yeo wth... gtg LIJUAN (: XD Saturday, July 28, 2007 / 10:22
hello dere. i m back!!! (:hahas. but i seriously agreed dat i m sumwhat 80% depressed? GRR. got scolded by x ytd. sianz la. hist test was postponed too. ------------------ i m looking forward to next fri!!! (= hahas. firz time going dere wif sijia! =p but hope nth goes wrong again like it always happened. dunno why. lol. oh yarr. love nice nice softball!!! <33 hehes. for the whole time in my life i dun think i have expect myself to be in sports or wad. hahas. maybe now i m changing?? ----------------- seriously i got to comment on smth. -- LOVE i think dats stupid. cuz it makes ppl confuse heartbroken or wadsoever. it can oso cause ppl to have insomia, severe mood swings too. nevertheless, i cannot see why ppl cannot be pulled out of this. ppl juz more or less cried of their love ones but it semmes like the love ones dun even care at all. den, they will juz feel as if they r going to break down. --------------------- hais. 08082007 got gathering @ bask court MAC. nt sure wad time sch let us go. XD hope wun be like last x the CNY. ----------------- its going to end soon. Sunday, July 22, 2007 / 17:47
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Hadn't blog for long time.no time, anyway, busying with tests. ----------------- oh ya.. we r out of nationals..... but we r going to work harder next yr!!! JIAYOUS!!! ------------------ FRIDAY 20072007 no training. but i would like to have one anw. if nt i have nth to do on a fri aftn. it feels weird.. geog test was ok, but i tink i would mots probably only gets a 10 or 11 or maybe fail!! who noes? chi test --- yeah. i m goin to fail n tt's it. its nt like i nv put in effort, its juz that i really tried my best but still dunno la. after sch went JEC wif VIVIAN!!! sinzhi, penghwee, juanjun, junwei, xuzhang. nett took same bus wif us to park oasis. saw xh on e bus liah. damn it. i hate dat weird feeling. it comes again. during that time. den we went to da shop. oh yar, junwei n xuzhang went off on thier own hack care went long john ehys? nvm. we went KFC. lol toking bout who hates who. or who we like oh yarr. and sinzhi is on getting to noe who's e one i like. but i didn't tell her of cuz.... bid vivian farewell and the 4 of us went library. WOW saw sinnee, huiqi, suli and gina dere. fated~~~ lol den i did smth wrong, i tink. and as a result, i hurt myself too. wad a... after which all of us were planning on smth rather funny. it was so fun liah den took same bus hm wif penghwee... ---------------------------- recently i really felt as if i M REALLY going to break down. 1) someone had said x have gone back to china and i dun even noe who's dat guy. 2) that xx is bound to hate me. sure den. he dun even like me as a frend. watever for if for wat i've done? AND MANY MORE. oh gosh. i juz hate this. THE FIFTH ONE... juz wait n see. it's coming soon. (nt toking bout harry potter.) Monday, July 16, 2007 / 19:03
HEYY people. i m here to post about 90th anniversary and today!! TADADADADAH~~*** SATURDAY, 14072007 yoz man. me n sinnee took mrt together to city hall den go walk round at raffles city!! saw lots of ppl wearing formal wear, we guessed they r going dere too. den after dat, went to mrt cuz me, sinnee, tiefeng, xuzhang, jingyi & weiyuan agreed to meet up @ 1815PM. saw xuzhang first when jingyi called first. LOL? den... suddenly a tall tall figure appeared.. LI TIEFENG!! wa sehz. he's so cool n handsome liah den jingyi appeared too. anw, the PERSON scammed me again. with others. i dunno wad he meant by dat. maybe nth at all. hais waited for weiyuan for very long. den decided to go off le cuz no time. reached dere den realised sinnee's wallet missing XD so went to MOS BURGER. luckily her wallet was dere nice nice ppl dere waiting for us (: anw, TIEFENG"S SHIRT IS """I AM BIG IN JAPAN" wa. he big meys??? den went in. WOW took pics and lots. SAW: miss fu, ms koh, mr wee, mr chan, mr tan, ms tan AND LOTS!!! softball pics too!!! hahas.      other pics wif ms koh... we went hm at abt 1130 took mrt. xuzhang very scary liah. lol. den reached hm abt 0014++. tired. den still bathe till 0045 den waited.... 0120 den sleep liah.. ************ MONDAY, 16072007 today nth much liah. but scamming ppl was fun XD ***************** dun tink i dunno who u r. U R STILL CHENHUI. U R A LIAR GRRR ####### juz dun wan to say it out only. *****************
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Friday, July 13, 2007 / 20:35
TODAY was indeed a bad day and a funny day.hahas aaron was back. duh *PE: BASKETBALL RAWKS. seriously. but den however, sumx i will really got pissed off by those ppl who annoyed me. really.. 4 : 2!!! me, jingyi, june, limyuan WON!!! lalalas. no dribbling and can onli shoot after 3 passes. DIFF la. shooting tyco. hahas *english. huiqi's funny!! hahas. though i really DID miss him' *thinking skills: damn sianz. huiqi retying my plaits. den i saw aaron n vivian restilng deir heads on deir table in the same way so i decided to make smth fun. O.o vivian got sumhow angry. lol. i was writing "500" times of "i hate you". aaron saw it and tot i was referring to fon. no la. hahas.vivian n huiqi noes. lurve them!! hahas. *MATH: outdoor lesson!!! yay man. other classes were like kept looking at us. hahas. den after lunch was damn funny la.CHINESE. me+huiqi kept toking bout that "guy" den me, huiqi, aaron n vivian went sumhow crazy le lo. 1) comparing whose eyes r bigger 2) huiqi says aaron is 'sick' while i said he is horny.. he announced it to the class. LOL? 3) see who can " fang dian". all of us says huiqi can, vivian too. but obviously aaron can't. den once he was shocked by vivian. reaction super funny la. 4) aaron said smth sick and vivian cannot take it and told mdm leong "lao shi, ta bian tai de!" whole class laughing. but they sumhow dunno wad happen the 4 of us laughed like hell. den tchr says smth bout changing places. damn funny. 5) whole class's too noisy. tchr cannot take it and thus asked the whole class to stand we did and bade tchr farewell. wa... 103 so bad de ehys.. i dunno la. lijuan really laughed till stomachache. its like still got 20more mins den lesson end la.. thus, tchr asked all of us to sit down XD and told us dere will be a test next wk we all begged her till like siao la. *HIST: 1) penghwee tried to "dian" aaron. they two ended up onto the floor instead. hahas. 2) huiqi said dat aaron's legs r sexy. really meys? hahas. 3) me and huiqi wrote a whole list of characters of aaron. den he went to change. LOL?! 4) NO TIME TO PRESENT SIA. nvm (= next mon!! wohohoho ------------------------------------- i was damn shocked when cheryl told me dat almost whole sch noes i like x. HURH? why? its like i dun like him?! dat was all in the past sia... LURVES SLAP HIT!!! have 2 runs today!! hahas oh yarr NATIONALS round two timetable was out TUESDAY, 17072007 VS CRESENT gals @ their field. THURSDAY, 19072007 VS TK @ NANHUA!!! TUESDAY, 24072007 VS FAJAR @ Fajar field. HOPE WILL GET INTO SEMI DEN FINALS DEN CHAMPS!!! hahas WAY TO GO, HURRICANES! (= Thursday, July 12, 2007 / 21:17
QUICK POST.hahas. oh yar.. if u can still ignore me for the rest of this whole half yr, go ahead. though i will be sad ferr one thing. i noe u r happy but have u ever tot of my feelings b4 ehys? i dun think so la. still so straightforward. or maybe u dun even treat me as ur frend at all. maybe even enemy or strangers i wun even noe.... but i can do nth for now onwards, juz waiting ferr u to communicate wif me again. seriously, i DO miss u. all ur entertainment and such stuffs... ------------------------------- hais really dunno wad to say quite sad n unlucky these few days sia dunno y.. god dun like me or did i do smth wrong? anw i finally realised wad it means by: "feelings will grow in ur heart as time passes by but den smth u wun even noe until she or he left." too late. duh. damn it. i really hate this kinda feeling. it isn't nice. muz however i muz kept it to myself... hais i love huiqi and sinnee and vivian!! hahas. today aaron's nt here. anw, since kahhang and xuanhao were gone we didn't have any entertainment at all. i dun think aaron can make lots. lol. ----------------------- [[ please... dere will always be a time when i cannot stand u hurting me forever... talk to me, will u? ]] Saturday, July 07, 2007 / 10:24
hello peoplefinally i've found da time to post again!! <333 wun post bout wad happen in skul hrs, cuz its almost de same everyday hahas -------------------------- SOFTBALL! my throwing of ball is getting super weird. really. it seems as if long time nv throw liddat oh yarr i HAVE recovered frm dat "feel like vomiting" sickness! hahas and i tink i've found out why on wed n thurs i did drank those small packets of green tea i think its dat my immune system dun like dem or wad den ytd i nv drink dem. and i am perfectly fine!! hahas. cuz of dat on wed i lost lots of trainings of stuff. like batting, pitching, bunting, 50 throws. kk. back to ytd threw wif suli cuz swee is wif nett did quite a no. of pumpings. O.o den after which did pitching. my hip seems to kept turning b4 i release. hais.. i wann2 buy a ball!!! muz save frm now onwards. and i'm going dat 90th anniversary thing wif sinnee!! (: muz oso be saving too. hahas muz decide on which type of ball to buy. MUZ TREASURE IT TOO i think ferr the whole 4 yrs, i will have onli ONE. too poor to buy it. lol den did batting wif nett. I LURVE slap-hits!! quite fun. den did bunting n surprise bunt wif swee WOO~~ it rocks but sumhow i will miss da ball. den did sum pitching wiff nett, swee, unice. i changed my fav ball again. hahas MRS CHOONG IS BACK!!! she re-dyed her hair.. nice worx. she is a nice nice person n bought us breads frm breadtalk! (= anw, we were told by coach dat r dis da scls dat got into da next round: NANHUA HIGH GEYLANG METHODIST METHODIST GIRLS OCHIRD PARK NANYANG GIRLS FAJAR SEC shld have 2 more .. forget lerrs.. XD after eating, i kept pulling swee to go catch my ball its actually rare dat i wanna play wif her again. hahas. den dere's dis summer camp thingy thus we have to leave sch as early as possible. me n suli took bus hm. --------------------------------- oh yarr. it have been 10 days. hais. maybe its bcuz of dat "third party" lawls.. gtg bye!! (: [[JIAYOUS FERR ROUND 2!]] Monday, July 02, 2007 / 20:51
everything finally ended. (:woots!! hope hers will too.. gd luck! today's gathering totally rawks man. bt dunno y i tot lots of ppl will go bt in e end not lots leys ANQI, ME, EELIN, SHIHUI, TRISHA, WANXIN, TINGJUN, ZHANGYONG, ALLEN, YAOXIANG shld be tats all anw, we kept winning da guys!! hahas. he's not here. and they kept sayin those rubbish AGAIN when will dey ever stop dat? lol maybe never... sad. zhangyong's taller den me. lots of ppl la... dere is a little cute boy at juz age of 9 who can shoot in LOTS of balls sia but we kept bullying him den dere is oso 2 other ppl one is like kept teasing shihui the other kept wanting to block me. hehes.. sixcfournians rocks!!!!! (: WAILING.
Sunday, July 01, 2007 / 15:44
i feel like crying.for all the efforts dat i have wasted. frm last yr till now. everyone hates me. i noe. i m not welcomed. on this earth. rather be off dead. ppl have been going around to hate me even though i nv offend them juz bcuzof relationships prob how can they be like tis? both my pri sch n sec sch have been like tis. now i noe. i really have enuff of dat. can't wait to die. maybe e 5th one is coming up very soon. well, i dunno. leave to my fate ba. oh yar. i m really crying now. anw frm today onwards i gonna washed my hands of u ppl and lead on to my vry own life. whatever u tagged, felt, or hate i wun care animore................ Labels: wailing |
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