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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 / 21:20
 today was a totally sianned day.slept during open space. pe got netball game. english lesson, i was freezing cold. chinese lesson, i want to slp. ss lesson, i arent paying attention. physics lesson, i finally know hw to do 2qns of physics:D aftr school went studying with sinnee cherie yiliang. damn cool. and tiring. LOL then went IMM with sinnee in the end. crapped etc. then homeed. sian. dont feel like doing anything now. slack. slack. sleep. study. wth. i am emoing. for no reason. but i just know. i feel sad. real sad. ?
Monday, April 27, 2009 / 20:14
"只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里梦想中 属于我们的婚礼 却成了 单人结婚进行曲 在这场爱情角力的拔河里 爱我还是爱你你选择了自己 撒娇的 可爱的 女人的 爱哭的 照片里 曾经的 都是你喜欢的 如今我还在原地 你却走回你的记忆 你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没 你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落 分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过 我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我 你说我给你太多 却不能给我什么 分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑 爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦 痛沉默是我最后温柔 是因为我太爱你" ------《安静了》-S.H.E damn nice la this song:D aha. today was the first papers. hopefully i didnt screw up anything. esp my chinese compo. XD freezing in class. didnt bring jacket. and was sitting behind. air-con was damn cold lurh. today so shuang. exam exam. then last 2periods mr tan on MC. aha. LOL. crapped with lots of ppl. esp flowerers? haha did other stuffs too. then aftr school satyed back with cherie huineng cindy eunice STUDY STUDY. but in the end we end up scamming ________. LOL. walked to busstop with cherie. (: day ended. gna mug hard liao. so wont be using com that often. aftr midyrs then can PLAYPLAYPLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! gtg. i can slowly feel it :D :D :D :D muacks. (:(
Sunday, April 26, 2009 / 18:30
(:(interpret the smiley above yourself. firstly, you can see a happy smiley; but nxt you saw a sad smiley. lame-ed. tmr's first two papers of the ever first midyr in nanhua. wondering hw would it be like. if only, we can be dismissed early. then that will be great. looking forward to school on monday, not the examinations. tmr i mean. goodluck to all. lower sec de shuangah. see us mug in the morn. i want trainings. i miss trainings. sian. i miss hurricanes :( shall go out HIGH oneday. play like siao. like we always did. not forrgetting the seniors too:D recently. damn stressed up. esp those pile of hmk on my table :( hopefully ms jesse lim wont kill me. i love you too:D speechday2009.
Friday, April 24, 2009 / 22:53
today's sch sppechday.aha so released at 1130:D stayed in class crapped talk. then went kbox with sinnee and yiliang. sang all the wayfor 6hours i think. damnfun la. aha kept laughing too. LOL. aftr which when LJS for a little snack. yiliang damn bad lah. he dont tell me and sinnee smth. bus-ed home. damntiring day. midyrs start next mon. JIAYOUS AND GD LUCK PPL go mughard. and shit, i'm still blogging here. i can tell you. i am serious. real serious. are you? :(
Thursday, April 23, 2009 / 19:14
i am smart?or stupid. i dont knw what to say. i found out eventually. you dont have to tell me. you lied. after seeing the photo. i turned speechless. maybe its just nothing. but you cant blame me for this. my heart's bleeding. 情绪跌到谷底 :( 告诉我。 你到底要我怎么做？ 我什么都不知道， 只知道心真的好痛、好痛... JERK.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 / 23:18
hello jerk:Dfor the first time i'm calling you this aha. cuz u really seems like one now. oops. in case your're thinking. dont bother to guess if u're the jerk. i bet onli yiliang knws who. lol nomore trns till aftr midyr. feel weirdweird de. recently. i can say that i'm DAMN exhausted. dying soon. the pile of hmks on my table seems never ending. :( and i cant concentrate on my studies too. once i see any bed, or somewhere where my head can lie down, there goes my studies. hais. went out lunching with huineng, nett, cindy, xinyi and peijuan today. :D cool. shortpost. i want to sleep:D ohyeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIONEL!. bball!:D
Monday, April 20, 2009 / 00:55
aha.today, i mean yesterday, went bball with zhangyong yaoxiang eelin ginang shihui. ppl kept asking me who went and who didnt and why. lol. jayda, angie, sijia, allen, lucinda cmi. haiyun sick. chenhui wants study. tingjun nvr reply. lol so damn fun today la. and funny. aha just the sun too hot.        blahblahblah. iloveyouso; aha:D Sunday, April 19, 2009 / 10:46
 softballers!  nhurricanes!:D  nhurricanes'09(:  thecoolestteam.  cherie, lijuan, cindy  peijuan, lijuan, charissa, xinyi, charissa, annette  us cheering:D  hahaha!  weiting, lijuan, eunice  wheee~  lijuan:D  credits these pictures to cherie:D sportsday2009.
Saturday, April 18, 2009 / 18:37
aha.just realised i haven been posting since monday. ytd was sportsday. lol. but we still had lessons till 1130. and moreover, a chinese test. ms chng wasnt there too. aftr sch went lunching with. qihui annette lionel weisiang tianyu xiendong and somemore? then went to stadium. LOL. our class only participated in one event. 4x400m. jingkai, zhengyu, chaoyi and aixin ran. then got the cca relay. all of us gathered and cheered like ______. huineng.siewying.unice.suemae. they ran damndamn fast la. we got 2nd:D then afterwhich cheered and camwhore:D ilovenhurricanes! miss the seniors damn much too la. :( shall have some gatherings. aha. then aftr that class photoed and went mac with nett. then homed. aha. DAMN FUN:D lol. photos:D  annette loves lijuan!  304.  unice, huineng, siewying, suemae getting their medals  peijuan, xinyi and yanger  cherie, lijuan, cindy  lijuan and cindy  annette and cindy  peijuan, cherie, shermaine  lijuan and charissa!  yanger and nett  unice and siewying  lijuan and weiting  lijuan and cherie  annette.  lijuan and nett:D  chiyang, qihui, chaoyi, zhaoke, lijuan! :D i love this photo. aha.  qihui,lijuan, xinyuan, christina, nett, chiyang  us again!  christina, xinyuan, chiyang, nett  qihui and lijuan  eunice and lijuan  zhengyu, aixin, dingxuan, xuanhao, jingkai, chaoyi  304!  304!  us again:D more photos on the way:D worst day ever.
Monday, April 13, 2009 / 23:02
i dont know why.today seems to be such a dull day. except for training. although nth drastically happened. but everything's just ______. like everything just crashed on me. returning to school. cant catch up. ahhh. sick now. headache+flu+sorethroat. i want back my 2weeks mc! its 11pm now, i just started revising for tmr's phy test. and i still got 7hmks to finish. DIE DIE DIE. :( sian. ohyeah. thanks yiliang. haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINNEE TMR:D MUACKS. i'm of no significance at all; Sunday, April 12, 2009 / 21:45
“能不能给我一首歌的时间，紧紧地把那拥抱变成永远。” 如果时间能够倒流， 我想要回到过去 如果时间能够停止， 我希望能停在快乐地时光 如果时间能够快进， 我宁可到最幸福的那一刻 当我认为是幸福来临的时候，不愉快的事情就会发生 当我以为一切都要结束时，一丝丝的希望就会出现 不想面对现实，就得逃避 但逃避不一定躲得过，面对不一定最难受，转身不一定最软弱 事实就在眼前，想躲也躲不过 现实可以是最好的， 但也可以是残酷的 一个人的心是猜不透的吧？ 永远都不会真正地了解他的想法与心情 每个人都是双面人吧？ 有好的一面，也有坏的一面 突然觉得人类好复杂。 COMPLICATED, YOU KNOW? 这几天获得了一个很重要的知识： 一个人的心情能被周围的人的心情影响； 周围的人的心情，也能影响一个人的心情。 Saturday, April 11, 2009 / 11:18
I AM RETURNING SCHOOL ON MONDAY:Daha. Friday, April 10, 2009 / 20:02
tag replies again:Dhuineng: yeah! miss u loads too! ofcourse:D i missyou too :( ZEBRA: HAH! lol? Suemae :): lijuan!!!!!!!!!! SUEMAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Eunice: :D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Your bf, Eunice: Hi.....................come back already..i miss u so much aha hello girlfriend! yeah returning soon! Doreen (:♥: LIJUANNNNNNNNNN. WE LOST. D: yeah i know. nehmind, dont take it too hard. shihui: i mean relinkED shihui: Relink! haha okay thanks! Suemae :): our telepathy. your mental motivation ;D yeah, telepathy! esp me and u:D clarice: get well soonzxc heheheh clarice: LOL! i cute meh! hahahha WEITITNG NAIVE! LOLOLOL yeah u ARE cute. ahha ZEBRA: wow i couple with sinnee.ahahahah!yaye! oh movies ahhaha class outing! lol class outing? dying.
/ 19:58
i'm officially dying soon.upon looking at the whole pile of hmk i have and the 6tests i have once i return sch. that makes me dont feel like returning alrd. elearning everyday. :( i want trainings:D the place for relaxing. with all my good friends. HAIS. dont shoo me off; :( bowling!
Thursday, April 09, 2009 / 20:36
aha.today's the elearning. seriously, i have no comments abt it. its just ________. today. decided for 3hours to go to a place then in the end. thought cancelled. then went westmall. afterwhich ended up bowling. at 5+. with. cindy gladys jerrald lionel yiliang. aha. we are pro:D the funniest thing is as soon as we bowled finish the 2games we rushed home lol but quite fun today:D aha. ilovebowling(: shld be returning to sch on mon. yayae man. i miss sch like shit XD its okay cdiv. just enjoy your next match:D jiayousjiayous didnt realised you were so cute. aha(: quizzo.
Wednesday, April 08, 2009 / 15:33
Write the 21 names of people you can think of.1ginang. 2angie. 3suemae. 4annette. 5yiliang. 6qihui. 7haiyun. 8sijia. 9clarice. 10tingjun. 11siewying. 12jayda. 13shihui. 14chenhui. 15huineng. 16sinnee. 17agnes. 18penghwee. 19cherie. 20weiting. 21shermaine. How did u meet 7? [haiyun] shuqun pri3H'03 What would u do if you and 15 have not met? [huineng] then i wuld nt have such a wonderful friend? What would u do if both 20 and 1 had dated? [weiting & ginang] they wont even in the first place unless they are lesbos. Have you ever seen 17 cry? [agnes] yup. more than once. cheerup ah! Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? [annette and sinnee] aha! horny lesbos! lol Do you think 11 is attractive? [siewying] haha. VERY. attractive to remote control:D What is 2's favourite colour? [angie] oops. i dontknw. When was the last time you talked to 9? [clarice] yesterday night? on msn. What language does 8 speak? [sijia] lol. squashed language in the fast way :P Who is 13 going out with? [shihui] noidea? she also didnt tell me :( What grade is 16 in? [sinnee] same as me. sec3. Would u ever date 17? [agnes] aha! if she was a guy:D Where does 18 live? [penghwee] jurong area. aroune me:D What is the best thing about 4? [annette] great listener:D What would you like to tell 10 right now? [tingjun] i want bball =.= What is the best thing about 2o? [weiting] lol. too naive. Have you ever kissed 2? [angie] LOL! nope. What's the best memory of 5? [yiliang] aha. he lost to me in reversi:D When is the next time you are going to meet 4? [annette] nxt mon! if i'm returning school How is 7 different from 6? [qihui and haiyun] VERY DIFFERENT. Is 2 pretty? [angie] yup. and she bought CONTACTS. haha. What was your first impression of 15? [huineng] too smart. How did you meet 3? [suemae] softball!:D Is 15 your best friend? [huineng] yeah. i treat her as. but dont know abt viceversa :( Do you hate 12? [jayda] nah. UNICORNIANS ARE UNITED! When was the last time you saw 16? [sinnee] monday. ltr i'm sneaking out to meet her:D Have you been to 5's house? [yiliang] nope, but i wished to and turned his house upside down(: When is the next time you will see 10? [tingjun] next gathering? orelse i see him somewhere near here. Are you close to 11? [siewying] AHA YES! ever since we became roommates and get locked out of our hotel room with no shoes and no keys, only a remote control:D haha Have you been to the movies with 4? [annette] omg no! just realised. Have you gotten in trouble with 8? [sijia] shld be dont have? cant rmb. haha i love sijia:D Would you give 19 a hug? [cherie] ofcourse! or maybe the other way round too:D When have you lied to 3? [suemae] aha. noneed to lie to her! Is 11 good at socialising? [siewying] shld be quite. she got a lot of friends! Do you know a secret about 8? [sijia] haha maybe? Describe the relationship between 12 and 18? [jayda and penghwee] they dont even know each other =.= What is the best thing about your friendship with 9? [clarice] aha! she's very cute and nice. What's the worst thing about 6? [qihui] she bullies me:( and snatches my farenheit. lol Have you ever had a crush on 12? [jayda] haha. nope. How long have u known 2? [angie] since pri sch? Does 11 have a bf? [siewying] maybe? i dont knw XD Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? [ginang] yes. when she always play with my hair. XD Has 21 met your mom? [shermaine] lol nope. How did you meet 11? [siewying] softball! :D Have you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? [suemae] shld be dont have? Do you live close to 7? [haiyun] considered ba? What is 8's favourite food? [sijia] hehe i dontknw XD What kind of car does 1 have? [gina] nope. if she has, i will steal it. lol Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9? [clarice] alot? If you gave 14 $100 what would he/she spend it on? [chenhui] lol. some useless stuff i guess. ******** ended.:D ltr sneaking out:D hehehe. SINNEE HERE I COME! / 10:49
tagreplies! :Dtoufu: aiyo.... why everyday change blog de?? not everyday. D: Suemae :): lijuannnnnnnnnnnn! we lost D; nehmind, its okay. win mgs! `QIHUI: Hey , lijuan loves me . haha ofcourse! flowers! SIJIA!: WHATEVER LOL. haha you school very weird. all the yellow shirt ppl. HAIYUN :D: its REALLY REALLY HFM har? X: you poor thing! yeah :( haiyun! imissyou! ZEBRA: AHAHAH yaye! aw dun so bored la.think of me can already. and yea ANTI-FLOWERS! haha yeah right. think abt you till siao. XD SIJIA!: NO AT FIRST I SAW A BUNCH OF NANHUA PEOPLE K. THEN THE SECOND I STARTED WONDERING IF YOU WERE THERE, YOU POPPED UP IN FRONT OF ME HAHAHA lol yeah my head too big for you to see:D yiliang: yo fellow anti flowerer get well soon okay! i know you miss me:D Suemae :): huineng got hit on her head by a sponge machine ball today. HAHAHA. very funny. haha. sian, i missed it. Marissa: take care and get well soon!!! im missing my bio teacher! ((:. drink barrels of water yups, when i'm well, i teach u bio again! :D ZEBRA: lol WE BOTH HATE FLOWERS! lol. but my surname is flowers :O ** aha. yayae. lastday! tmr elearning. hehe sian. anyone offers to teach me everything that i missed? :O ohyeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOPHIA, AIXIN & DOROTHY! lol so cool.3 ppl in the same class having same birthday. last time i rmb. me jayda and premjith also:D i miss cfour :( what a day it was. :( hheeehaaa/
Tuesday, April 07, 2009 / 20:08
i suddenly dont like my blogskin.haha. sian. didnt manage to find a nice one that i really like. waiting for the FLOWERS! to be online. yiliang and qihui ahh. :D:D quickquick. hehe. mass msn again. so many hmk. i'm dying. i cant understand AMATH. and adv math. ahh. suddenly loves 林俊杰 a lot:D wohooho! muacks. slacking.
/ 10:33
besides computering, homeworking, sleepingi cant find any other thing to do. nobody's online to chat. haha just found out this week. thurs is elearning day, fri is goodfriday so which means, i m nt missing those two days' lessons:D i think next mon can return alrd. i want my party! (: today juniors having match at turfcity. jiayous eh:D without me must still do well. cherie's scoring! blahblahblah i'm gna watch shows now:D i just realised. what you did for me. (: bored.
Monday, April 06, 2009 / 13:42
i'm bored at home.hais. ltr sinnee coming passing me stuff:D haha. and i m well recovering fast. yayae. think shld be able to return school SOON. and. ohyeah. i think i shld go do geog project. and start REVISION. (: what shld i do. follow my heart. tag replies :D
Sunday, April 05, 2009 / 21:29
haha changed blogskin like FINALLY.edited a lot. (:
finally finished. haha thanks people:D hopefully one wk enuff liao (: yayae. mass convers just now again. with qihui annette yiliang weisiang. so cool:D i love my anti-flowers group! haha. once again. i miss school. XD please. i dont want to think this way. lahlahlah
/ 14:51
sian.besides studying. dramaing. nth else to do. sian. haha i'm well loved by all of my friends:D haha i m starting to miss school alrdy. and 304. hurricanes. hehe. i love annette suemae clarice cherie:D haha. mass msnning so fun. i shldnt do this. XD get hold of my own feelings. telepathy!
Saturday, April 04, 2009 / 16:05
omg so cool man:Di love hurricanes:D just now. mass msned. with cherie.annette.suemae.clarice.yiliang.yizhen. damn fun:D all same msn name. haha now toking to huineng too. sian. i m bored at home T.T hfmd. damnit.
Friday, April 03, 2009 / 20:12
sian.didnt went to sch today cuz since ytd and the day before. i alrdy suspected i dio hfmd. cuz got red spots. and sorethroat. went to see doctor today. yeah, according to her. i dio it. hais. although i still suspect maybe its nt? cuz i no ulcers. 2weeks mc. i want get well soonsoon! i'll miss sch. 304. trainings! esp the new trn style XD and i m missing lots of tests. thanks to those people's concern:D like. annette.eunice.cindy.huineng.yiliang.xuanhao.christina.xinyuan.penghwee.sinnee.gina.lionel.mschng.mrlau. and all others:D i love you all! spamming myself with revision and dramas:D “忘了是怎么开始，也许就是对你，有一种感觉” |
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