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Wednesday, June 16, 2010 / 23:10
 WAHLIJUAN WANTS TO CHANGE HER BLOGSKIN._.ouch. ytd was strikeout trn:D joo alicia suemae vivien cindy lijuan! haha. morn left house damn early cuz hahaha. met jerald and yongtao. i think im seeing them like idk hw many times in holidays. went photocopying stuff then bussed to clem. waited for vivi and jiao. lunched at mos, weiming joined:O bussed to ngeeann. PLAY BBALL:D hahaha. quitefun, although not full team. then somehow the guys came over. yt jj aaron jw. haha played with them was fun:D sunburnt. rushed to westmall without joo and watched karate kid. IT WAS NICE:D camwhored. :) haha we look like a bunch of weirdos taking photos outside westmall. bussed home. YAYAE. :) today ran with cindy again:) lalaa. i think im addicted to running. ._. idk if thats a gd thing or bad thing. ive got to stop stoning. it has been 4nights. slappppppppp. im doing alot of stuff. but they're not for myself. :x studying with sinnee and jerald tmr. tired. JERALD GAN IF U DARE LATE U TRY UH. lol. i supposed he will still be late. then i shall go myself. feel like running tmr too. maybe i should. alone. yayae. -.- i knew its not you cant. its ur unwillingness. ifnot, i wuldnt be in that way. courage thrashed. only things related to her then you will. only things related to you then i will. maybe things r just like this. maybe one day my heart will die of the buliding up of acids._. im a girl. -.- i hope there would ever be one day, one night, you wuldnt be the cause of my tears. fifth's. thats for you.
Monday, June 14, 2010 / 00:35
does it mean that.only by doing it then u will care or what. idk. but srsly. wtf am i thinking by saying. wtf am i thinking by doing. wthhhhhhhhhhh. ._. habits cant be changed. so i guess i wuld go back to diaries and blogging soon. prelims resuming soon and wtf im nt studying that much as i did for first 3days or prelim1. -.- have been runnning with my running partner CINDY<3 bballing with jj cindy sinnee gina jerald studying at je lib with er qiaoyan suemae juanjun yongtao jerald sinnee cindy like diff ppl haha. tmr studying with MARISSA AND SUEMAE. then running with cindy:) and jerald._. HAHAHAH. JURONGEAST TO JURONG POINT HERE I COME. me and cindy alw wondered. one day, maybe we will run from pasirris to jookoon. LOL. we calculated. around 8+9hours or more. HAHAHAA im high and im low. idk._. i thought. maybe i culd rise up in ur heart. i thought, by doing all those with strong will n dertermination, all these efforts, i could maybe b at least alittle more impt. however, im wrong. ._. thats why i did. but i finally understand noone could replace her in ur heart. u sure like a lot too dontyou? theres no measurement for love; and love is never ending. its okay lijuan. it will be gone soon just bear with it for a while. ouch. ._. moodswings.
Wednesday, June 02, 2010 / 23:30
 aftr today i think i have a greater impression of the term moodswings. i was with ten smileys :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D and the next i can be with ._. and then :( sometimes i really hate it how people around could influenced me so much; but i couldnt really control it :x ._. ruined night, great morning. arghhhhhhhh stop changing your mind. my mood changes with ur decision -.- i guess i could try being a spy or what cause i think a lot. till i got the solution and a lot of unanswered questions. and i will be able to detect if one's lying. how great could that be. so. dont lie to me. thanks juanjun. (: |
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 ♥ME!(: i am 花俪娟 WAHLIJUAN. ex-shuqunite, currently nanhuarian. i've been to a lot of lovely classes: currently in 404! i exist since 16.01.1994, going 16 soon!, i am a SOFTBALLER, and BELONGS TO NHURRICANES ;D I PLAY CENTER-FIELD, pitcher. iloves ALOT of stuff. esp. hurricanes, 404, cfournians! bball mates as well:D WAFFLES are nice:D pikachu rocks. BBALL<3! but i hates STUFF TOO. like bitches & bastards, liars, esp FLIRTS. and i dontlike empty-promises. dont make me :'( if you dont piss me off, i wont dislike you. Email l Friendster l |
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