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Friday, October 31, 2008 / 16:10
 SUNBURN!sun is big today yarh. ran 1 round. the warmup stetching exercise. warmup throw with suli:D 2sets hardhits. fielding IS FUN! pitching sets with annette. we two are VERY CO-OPERATIVE aha. cheryl wasnt here. did 60 situps and backraise with sweejoo(: training ended. bathed. ate cupnoodles. played 'cheat'. walked over 400M to busstop with suli annette cherie cindy sweejoo took 198 to school. went to see the results and took balls. squeezed in sweejoo's mum's car with suli annette cindy went KFC. they ate, i drank BUBBLETEA:D:D:D home! gonna watch more more shows:D aha. MISS NO GOOD is damn nice(: Thursday, October 30, 2008 / 22:56
“默默在你的身后守候的我，多想看你不轻易的笑容” －《靠近一点点》 just back from jurong point(: watched HSM3 with. haiyun ginang eelin angie tingjun allen zhangyong LOL. i've repeated that for more than twice. its okay overall, but not what i've expected. walked all the way to JURONGPOINT with gina damnhyper. SCREAMMED. it took us about 30mins from lakeside mrt =.= bought 8tickets and went mac. haiyun eelin angie wasnt there yet. caught the movie at the time slot of 7PM. angie who was late chiong all the way. CONGRATS. yeah, nothing much anw. haha. its just a mini-cfour-movie-gathering, i supposed.(: cfour chalet. ALOT of ppl are backing out. T.T so i think we need to pay extra money. but pls ppl, JOIN US for the fun. must still have the c4spirit ah. cool(: EUNICE is watching 不良笑花 too. OMG. haha. got shuaige ehh:D training's tmr!! WAHAHA. i'm sure; we dont have the affinity. neither fate. / 14:01
an entire list of shuaiges:Dnot according to ranking. 王少伟 孙协志 许孟哲 王仁甫 小煜 王子 敖犬 小杰 威廉 阿伟 阿本 队长 小乐 小马 小儐 李铨 多多 明道 黄玉荣 JR GINO DARREN 立杨 阮经天 林俊杰 鄭元暢 賀軍翔 王傳一 藤岡靛 潘玮伯 郭彥均 楊銘威 唐禹哲 李玖哲 張勛傑 haha.:D i must have been crazy to do this. shld b still haf barh(: 1hr later going out with gina eelin haiyun tingjun allen zhangyong. for HSM3. cool eh. evening/night movie. LOL. there's softball tmr:D 20MOREDAYS to TAIWAN! roughly about 9trainings left T.T ahhh. HURRICANES JIAYOUS! Wednesday, October 29, 2008 / 21:21
i'm having a serious headache now, ohmy.training is tiring today, although there isnt much things. weirdweird der. took bus 176 with xinyi from JE:D played cards. unice rebonded her hair! haha, very straight and nicer liao. shermaine cut her hair too. peijuan rebonded her hair once again! cherie dyed her hair. sweejoo cut her fringe. softballers like to do something to their hair. LOL. ran 1 round. [the field's BIG. haha.] stretch. pitching sets. 2distances, 3sets of 15each. 60halfsquats n pumps. ran 1 round with cheryl and nett. the sun's HOT. like when you're gonna toss, it's DIRECTLY AT YOUR FACE. the grass (?) is itchy too. batting! (: 2sets. pitched 100 balls for targets. my pitching was ________ lousy T.T onli dio 7 nia. T.T hit unice during warmup. SORRY SORRY! XD physical. did something den nid to sprint de. LOL. quite fun. den cooled down, training ended. went lunching at ZINGO with suli cindy unice xinyi yanger saw sweejoo annette there. first time there(: home aftrwhich. slept for 3full hours just now. a big headache. and its continuing now. WOHO. i've gt sunburn. LOL. like very long nvr dio le. 20MOREDAYS. TO TAIWAN!(: tmr's out at movie with haiyun:D ginang tingjun allen eelin [nt confirmed.] for HIGHSCHOOLMUSICAL3 yahhoo. i just hope i wont get sick. i bet; you must have dislike me now; Tuesday, October 28, 2008 / 19:56
“忘了是怎么开始，也许就是对你有一种感觉” －《爱，很简单》 haha. i'm starting to intorduce songs to all of you. one song per entry. i'll try my best. although this is alrdy the 550+ entry le. lol. i'm really lacking shows to watch. hais. waiting for more:D went out with SINNEE today. toured the little shop @ science centre. damn funny lorh(: theres training tmr. yayae. hopefully the weather will be okay. it has been a long time since i've run. XD you. are really that busy. cant you even talk to me? Monday, October 27, 2008 / 21:36
i told you my thoughts.at least you wuld say thanks. but you still choose to ignore me. fine. / 18:49
“懒惰去追问事实的人，没有资格去怪骗她的人。”i forgot where have i heard this line. it just sounds familiar though. today was feeling better. thanks cindy & huineng i knew that this holiday it will be the same. you wuldn't talk to me. nehmind, its fine. MVP情人 西街少年 紫禁之巅 爱上千金美眉 格斗天王 王子变青蛙 恶魔在身边 恶作剧之吻 微笑PASTA 绿光森林 爱情魔发师 剪刀石头布 青苹果乐园 樱野3＋1 花样少年少女 公主小妹 换换爱 黑糖玛奇朵 爱情两好三坏 恶女阿楚 欢喜来逗阵 翻滚吧，蛋炒饭！ 命中注定我爱你 黑糖群侠转 恶作剧2吻 無敵珊寶妹 真情满天下 波丽士大人 these are the shows i am currently watching/ finished. i am going to watch more and more, i supposed:D seriously thanks TAIWAN for creating such nicenice shows:D going to watch 不良笑花 soon.(: i hope i can carry on; Sunday, October 26, 2008 / 22:27
"我知道伤心不能改变什么那么~让我诚实一点 诚实~难免有不能控制的宣泄 只有关上了门不必理谁 一个人坐在空荡包厢里面 手机~让它休息一夜 难~想切歌切掉回忆的画面 眼泪不能流过十二点 生日快乐～我对自己说 蜡烛点了寂寞亮了 生日快乐泪也溶了 我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切 还爱你~带一点恨 还要时间才能平衡 热恋伤痕画面重生 祝我生日~快乐" i know i am stupid. after thinking if i should. for the whole of 3 weeks. after making a decision that i shouldnt, and carrying on with this determination for 2weeks i still did it. 26OCTOBER2008 2057. after huineng. gave me so much courage. after me myself. having me persevering on and tolerating for the whole 20hours and 57mins which was only 3hours3minutes to the next day, i still did it. it took me the whole energy. to pick up my handphone. to call you. i could hear my heart palpitating. the moment you picked up the call. "hello?" you let me to go in a confusion. hastily, i blurted "happy birthday" and hungup. "toooooooooooooootttttt" the line went dead. immediately, i switched off my phone. i dont dare to on it. i am scared. i really am. i dont want to feel that disappointment. however, huineng gave me the courage again. i on it. i thought; at least. you wuld say thanks. but you didnt. not at all. you would never know. that feeling. then. stupid tears came. after 10mins. i've gt that asshole courage again and smsed you. 2minutes ltr. i received an sms. i am scared to open it. i am scared, not because of what i think you will reply. i am scared, because i dont even know if it is you. if i dont open it. at least, in my heart, i can still think that there may be a chance that it could be you. but if i open it. if it wasnt you, i will feel disappointed again. however. my asshole stupid courage once again led me to open it. it. wasnt you. at that very point. i really. sunk down. i, cried. worst still, _______ still take my feelings as a laughing stock. they, would nvr know. the true feelings. this was the third year. nvrmind. i've soon got to be used to it. but i am sure. this should be the last year. everything should just end by this year. the next year, shouldnt have your shadow. i should do this. i am very clear. this time round. i wont, i promise. get myself hurt again. i am just, nothing. to you. / 15:51
                         these were the pictures we took on wed:D it was great fun. haha. stayed home once again XD hais. holidays are seriously boring. i couldnt wait for trainings and the taiwan trip (: only those are fun stuffs:D oh, and the chalet. i kept forgetting about it. O.o but i aint wishing you. Saturday, October 25, 2008 / 20:25
.jpg) from this hair .jpg) becomes this short. .jpg) sweejoo! aha. took it on fri(: thanks for everything eh:D today stayed home throughout the whole day. watching the whole 15episodes of whywhylove. siaolorh. in a day. gonna watch devil besides you soon:D aha. tmr going to gym or play basketball aha. wna enjoy myself(: i aint saying it Friday, October 24, 2008 / 19:53
watching 换换爱 now(:lacking of show. so trying this. although i dont really like the actors. training in morn today:D same bus as cherie! went there. 1h of teambonding. games. MUSICALCHAIRS WAS HIONG. PARTNERED SWEEJOO ALL THE WAY. warm up tossing. pitching sets x6. with weirong & suemae. cheryl nett not here. dhen 90 stepups eachleg. pitch 12targets. i tink i pitched over 200balls just for that. sorry sweejoo. 30 halfsquats. did wheelbarrow with wanying piggyback with sweejoo. shes strong man! LOL went jec with sweejoo. KOPITIAM CLOSED DOWN t.t so we had ljs in the end with cindy suli went basketball at mac with angie ginang shuwuen. i am serious, on giving up Thursday, October 23, 2008 / 19:14
anti-drug competition.release of reportbooks. weight management session. class lunch @ rocky's pizza. softball's tmr:D cant wait to get into field(: aha. cut my hiar today. its short and screwed. _____. hais. i really do mean what i say; Wednesday, October 22, 2008 / 22:09
SCHOOL was slightly better:Dpottery and the excursion. the excursion was __________ hot. softball! packed all our stuff and were chased out of sch at 12+. 23 SOFTBALLERS onto a bus! aha. with all our stuffs. camped outside KFC as it was raining. nowhere else to go, since the bus was supposed to leave at 2PM. crapped, played. drank, ate, camwhore(: finally the bus came and all of us ran up in the rain. haha. reached AYERRAJAH. the scene became familiar. LOL. saw JOY THE DOG! (: aww. IT WAS RAINING T.T so didnt go into the field. jogged on spot for 5mins. knees should be high. damnfunny.:D 30pumps, 20tightjumps. rolling ball fielding 200, onebounce fielding 100. 100batswings. 400skippings. 90situps. 60inverse situps. 9sets weights. 1min wheelbarrow position twice. 1min piggybacking twice. partnered cheryl for the abot last 2 mentioned sets. all i could say is. she'll definitely become fitter and fitter with me! aha. we r great steady partners. training ended. left with suli cheryl huineng cindy sweejoo.:D ILOVEAYERRAJAH(: i should, really. or shldnt i? Tuesday, October 21, 2008 / 21:31
TEARS. are salty.you've said, when i cant concentrate, i can think of you. you've scolded me a bitch. you've hurt me a lot of times. WTF? whatthehell are you thinking? when i thought i could wait for another 2yrs, i decided to giveup soon. 21st october, 1742. i'd try to help u, with ur 'happiness'. letting go is oneway to help you, i believe. i am sorry for causing you so much troubles and irritated, annoyed you. but thanks for ur patience, tolerance. and for giving me memories. byebye. / 19:09
SCHOOL WAS A TOTAL BORING TODAY.the rolelr blade session only lasts for 15MINUTES. dhen off to NUS to see PHYSICS experiments. at least this is better:D saw terence. AHA. dhen the SURVEY. THEEND. END OF SCHOOL. =.= waited for MS.Y for _______ hours. everyone was pissed. HURRICANES! wah. only need to pay $253:D went off with ginang aftr that. crapped and talked. and ya, went ALOT of places too. HOPSCOTH IS FUN! missed it aftr pri schs. we dont even play le. today played till like for 1hour(: . . . . . . . . . . . today shall be the last time. and this time round, really bye. i'm finally letting go. hoping i wuld succeed. and what i do, i wont regret; Monday, October 20, 2008 / 22:24
OKAYFINE.everyone's starting to be in the mood whereby we're separating. bt i'm nt that _________. bt still. THANKS 103'07/203'08! AGNES! the one who is beside me always:D VIVIAN! the funny one. ALL THE BEST FOR NJC! WEIYUAN! haha. the sporty one! JIAYOUS! HUIQI! the weirdweird one. LOL. allthebest ya! MINGDAO! LYDIA! i'd bet you wuld love chem ALOT. GINA! LOL. seeyou at chalet. SZEHWEE! being a mother of 8 isnt very good eh? SULI! we're still teammates yarh. WENHUI! BESTWISHES! SARAH! dont miss mr adrian tan too much! XD AMANDA! i think you've great future:D CUILING! thanks for these 2 yrs! SUPERMAN! RACHEL! aww. u flew alway lerh T.T YANLIN! concentrate on JJLIN can le. dont snatch my shaowei!XD JIAYING! LOL. JIAYOUS! for both studies n badminton. SINNEE! THANKS & SORRY! aha. hope we can same class yeah. LIMYUAN! hope you wont go around comparing marks ya. LOL JKJK! all the best! SINZHI! GAMBATTE IN ALL! JUNE! DBSK ROCKS YA! hah. JINGYI! byebye! bestwishes! CHUNAI! work hard and jiayous! can do well derh. LOL. i'd bet i wont continue ya. FOR GUYS: THANKS. short and sweet:D theres sch tmr. and i seriously think. going sch is a __________ wot. theres nth you can do there. and you only go for 4HOURS. nehmind. basketball tmr:D hopefully. bt i dont haf high hopes. you'd always ignored me if you can T.T / 19:56
training was damn fun today:Dlove softballers:D WED ONWARDS. TRAININGS AT AYERRAJAH! ahahahha! SOLONG NVR GO LE! HELLOS! went KFC with huineng cindy eunice suli annette and took mrt. HUINENG EHH. LOL. met with SINNEE went ALOT of places today. aha. saw migin n her bf at jp (: SORRY SINEEE! T.T . . . . . . . . . . wherever i go, i cant find you. it looks asif, theres really no chance Sunday, October 19, 2008 / 21:19
I'M BORED.cant wait to go training tmr:D aha. GOODLUCK FOR THOSE TAKING OLEVELS!(: starting to watch a lot of new shows. cuz i'm lacking shows to watch too. hais. basically, theres nth u can do at home aftr eoy. :( choosing subjs is a total _________. dont even feel like choosing. . . . . . . . . . . a lot of ppl around me recently all sort of found their happiness ya. LIJUAN GIVES U ALL BLESSINGS! :D 加油加油加油! hangon, dont giveup! if i'd still have the peseverance, i wuld still wait. Saturday, October 18, 2008 / 19:01
1 - When was the last time you cried?OCTOBER10. 2 - Have you ever faked sick? yes(: 3 - What was the last lie you said? i'm nt going to talk to him. 4 - Have you ever cried during a movie? ofcourse! 5 - Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of? __________. 6 - Have you ever danced in the rain? nope. aha. 7 - Have you ever been drunk? yes! 8 - Have you ever tried tried drugs? nah. 9 - Do you smoke? NO. 10 - What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare? i've forgotten. 11 - What is your full name? WAAHLIJUAN 12 - What is your blood-type? 0+ 13 - Have you ever been in a car accident? nope. 14 - How old were you when you recieved your first kiss? hw i know. 15 - Who was your first kiss? nil. 16 - Have you ever had an online relationship? nope. 17 - Have you ever had phone-sex? NO. 18 - Have you ever been rejected by a crush? yes. 19 - What is your favourite sport to play? softball. 20 - Have you ever made a prank phone call? yes. 21 - Have you ever said say wad? 22 - What's your favourite childhood memory? pri6. 23 - Is there anything that you have done that you regret? yarh. 24 - What do you want to be when you grow up? noidea. 25 - What is your political persuassion? ? 26 - Have you ever had cybersex? NO. 27 - Do you believe in god? NO. 28 - Do you believe in love at first sight? yes(: 29 - Do you believe in karma? yesh! 30 - Who was your first crush? ________. 31 - Who do you have a crush on? ________. 32 - How would you describe yourself? stubborn. 33 - What are you afraid of? alot of stuff. 34 - Are you religious? okayla. 35 - What does your screen name mean? you are cute? 36 - What person do you trust the most? friends. 37 - Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? nil. 38 - What is the best compliment you have ever recieved? "nice hit!" 39 - What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you? "you're a bitch." 40 - What is the longest crush/relationship you have had? 3years. 41 - What is your greatest strength? math. 42 - What is your greatest weakness? emo. 43 - What is your perfect pizza? noidea? 44 - What is your first thought when waking up in the morning? whad shld i do? 45 - What is your first thought before you go to bed? i am tired. 46 - What college do you want to go to? dontknw. 47 - Do you get along with your family? notreally. 48 - Do you play any instruments? no. I WANT GUITAR. 49 - What kind of music do you like? chinese songs:D 50 - Do you think you're attractive? nope. 51 - Would you ever get a tattoo? maybe? 52 - How many piercings do you have? 1 on each ear. 53 - Who makes you laugh? friends:D and anyone! 54 - Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours? nothing. 55 - Have you ever seen a dead body? of insects yes. 56 - Do you have a celebrity crush? YESH! 57 - What is one thing scientists should invent? TIMEMACHINES. 58 - Have you ever broken a bone? donttinkso. 59 - What happens after you die? i will POOF? 60 - Do you watch or read the news? sometimes. 61 - What stereotype would you label yourself as being? huh. 62 - Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label? ? 63 - If you could change your name, what would you change it to? still LIJUAN.(: 64 - If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go primary 6 65 - If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change? everything. 66 - Have you ever gone skinny dipping? nah. 67 - Have you ever played strip poker? NO. 68 - Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves? yes. 69 - What do you want your friends to think about you? stupid. 70 - Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into? with family. 71 - HAve you ever bitten someone? yes:D 72 - When's your birthday? 16JAN:D 73 - Have you ever stolen anything? nah. 74 - Do you make wishes on shooting stars? OFCUZ! 75 - Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting? huh. 76 - If you could go back and change one day, what would it be? last day of prisch. 77 - Do you remember your dreams? often. 78 - Have you ever been in love? yes. 79 - Are you a morning person or a night person? night. 80 - Do you have any phobias? huh. 81 - What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone? dontknw. 82 - Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth)? yes. 83 - How many screen names do you have? not counting. 84 - Do any medical problems run in your family? yes. 85 - Have anyone ever been disowned from your family? nah. 86 - Have you ever had a nightmare? OFCUZ. 87 - Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies? enemies, duh. 88 - Would you ever participate in a threesome? NO. 89 - Would you ever pay for a prostititue? NAH. 90 - Have you ever mooned or flashed someone? NOPE. 91 - Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf? nil. 92 - Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants? yes. 93 - Have you ever written a love letter? yes. 94 - Have you ever attempted suicide? yes. 95 - Do you prefer boxers or briefs? boxers. 96 - Have you ever been in a fistfight? NO. 97 - Do you have any hidden talents? i dont think so? 98 - What is one thing you want me to know about you? 5566 is loved:D 99 - What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask? why are u stupid? 100 - Do you usually prefer books or movies? movies. 101 - Who is your favourite person to talk to? ________. 102 - Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad? ________. 103 - Would you ever have sex before marriage? maybe? 104 - Who do you talk to most on the phone? sinnee. 105 - Do you have a secret that you're ashamed of? yes. 106 - Do you prefer british or american spelling of words? british. 107 - Have you ever gotten detention? yes. 108 - How do you vent your anger? screamed at park. 109 - Have you ever been on a diet? yarh. 110 - Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you? older:D 111 - Is your best friend a virgin? yes. 112 - What's a rumor someone has spread about you? idontknw. 113 - What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing? dontknw. 114 - What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you? refer to top. 115 - What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you? given me memories. 116 - Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness? nope. 117 - Have you ever cut yourself on purpose? nope 118 - Have you ever wanted to murder someone? sometimes 119 - Have you ever hated someone? yes 120 - Do you prefer talking on the phone or online? online 121 - Do you consider yourself popular? nah, 122 - Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them? maybe. 123 - Have you ever had a crush on an enemy? nope. 124 - Have you ever had a crush on a best friend? no. 125 - What is your favourite book? i read chinese novels. 126 - Do you have a collection of anything? alot of stuffs. 127 - Are you happy with the person you are becoming? okayla. 128 - Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago? YES. great difference. 129 - What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now? crazy person. 130 - Are you happy with the life you have? NO. took quiz from haiyun's blog. i remembered someone else did it too. but just cant rmb who. too bored to do anything. started to watch 波丽士大人 aftr deciding if i shld for very long. its nice anw. any idoldramaseries to recommend? SIANNN. SIANNN. i want play basketball. i want to. and i'd loved to. bt everyone's busy. nehmind then. shall find something else to do. like wad. ahhh f. / 10:42
QUIZ(:#1.People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. #2.Tag 10 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. #3.Continue this game by sending it to other people. [] I am shorter than 5'4. [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily. [] I wish my hair was a different color. [] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [] I have/I've had braces [x] I wear glasses [] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [] I have more than 2 piercings. [] I have piercing in places besides my ears. [] I have freckles. [] I hate my dad. [] I hate my mom. [] I have a brother [x] I have a sister. [x] I've sworn at my parents [] I've run away from home. [] I've been kicked out of the house. [x] My biological parents are together [] I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [] I've had children. [] I've lost a child. [x] I'm in school. [x] I have a job. [x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [] I almost always do my homework. [] I've missed a week or more of school. [] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. [] I failed more than 1 class last year. [] I've stolen something from my job. [] I've been fired. [x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. [] Disney movies still make me cry [] I've peed from laughing. [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [] I've glued my hand to something. [] I've had my pants rip in public. [] I was born with a disease/impairment. [] I've gotten stitches/staples. [] I've broken a bone. [] I've had my tonsils removed. [x] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend. [] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. [] I had a serious surgery. [x] I've had chicken pox. [] I was born in a different country. [] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. [] I've flied business class. [] I've been to New Zealand [] I've been to America [] I've been to Niagara Falls. [] I've been to Japan. [] I've been to Hollywood [] I've been to Disneyland [] I've been to Australia [] I've been to more than 5 countries [] I've seen a shooting star. [] I've wished on a shooting star. [] I've seen a meteor shower [] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. [] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator [x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [] I've been to the Las Vegas Casino [] I've been skydiving. [] I've gone skinny dipping. [x] I've played spin the bottle. [] I've drank a whole carton of milk in one hour. [] I've crashed a car. [] I've been Skiing [x] I've been in a play [] I've met someone in person from myspace. [] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [] I've seen the Northern lights. [] I've sat on a roof top at night. [] I've played chicken . [x] I've played a prank on someone. [x] I've ridden in a taxi. [] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show [x] I've eaten sushi. [] I've done snowboarding. [x] I'm single. [] I'm in a relationship. [] I'm engaged. [] I'm married. [] I've gone on a blind date. [] I've been the dumper more than the dumpee. [x] I miss someone right now. [x] I have a fear of abandonment. [] I've gotten divorced. [x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [] I've kept something from a past relationship. [] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex [] I'm gay. [] I've had sex. [] I've had phone sex [] I've had sex in public [] I've had a crush on a teacher [] I am a cuddler. [x] I've been kissed on the face. [] I've hugged a stranger. [] I have kissed a stranger [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [] I've snuck out of my house. [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [x] I am keeping a secret from the world. [x] I've cheated while playing a game. [x] I've cheated on a test. [x] I've run a red light. [] I've been suspended from school. [] I've witnessed a crime [] I've been in a fist fight [] I've been arrested. [x] I've consumed wine. [] I regularly drink. [] I've passed out from drinking. [] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. [] I've smoked weed. [] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. [x] I've eaten shrooms [] I've popped E. [] I've inhaled Nitrous. [] I've done hard drugs. [] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [] I can't swallow pills. [] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem. [] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder. [x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [] I take anti-depressants. [] I'm anorexic [x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [] I've hurt myself on purpose. [x] I've woken up crying. [x] I'm afraid of dying. [x] I hate funerals [] I've seen someone dying. [x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. [] Someone close to me has committed suicide. [] I've planned my own suicide. [] I've attempted suicide. [] I've written a eulogy for myself. [] I own over 5 rap CDs. [x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. [] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything. [] I own a cosplay outfit. [x] I know what cosplay means. [] I own multiple designer clothes, costing over $100 a piece [] I own something from Guess. [] I own something from D.K.N.Y. [x] I own something from ESPRIT. [] I own something from Gap. [] I own something from LEVI's. [] I own a golf set. [x] I can sing well. [] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. [x] I open up to others easily. [] I watch the news [] I don't kill bugs. [x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. [x] I sing in the shower. [] I am a morning person. [] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. [] I'm a snob about grammar. [x] I am a sports fanatic. [] I twirl my hair. [] I have "x"s in my screen name. [x] I love being neat. [] I love Spam. [] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day. [] I bake well. tingjun tagged me. idont feel like tagging anyone else. aha. good for you people lor. its a saturday. and i've gt nth to do. Friday, October 17, 2008 / 21:02
.jpg) (: LIJUAN loves xiaoyu! .jpg) RACHEL & LIJUAN:D .jpg) RARE. first shot with agnes! WOW. .jpg) JINGYI,RACHEL. JUANJUN IS THE SHORTIE. (: .jpg) LOL! the 'shy' tiefeng. shortie ehs? MASS CAMWHORE. during chinese lessons. aha. I'VE GT BACK ALL MY RESULTS. nice nice mr ho helped me passed my lit. overall, quite good. bt i didnt knw whad subjs to choose. ahhfreak. softball. ran TWICE 6levels corridors. 900 skippings. 30 legraises. 6sets battings. 150throw movements. :D nt that tired today for running. maybe cuz mon run b4 le ba? i want haf gathering SOON. aha. dontknw why. too high. why arent you online. _________________. u're so damn smart. i'd think i'll nvr catch up. XD i'm crazy. Thursday, October 16, 2008 / 21:18
took back results.As for geography and science. failed lit by 1. ____________ aftr school. went softball metting for the taiwan trip:D CHERIE CINDY LIJUAN HUINENG CHERYL SWEEJOO ANNETTE SIEWYING XINYI WANYING PEIJUAN UNICE YANGER CHARISSA SHERMAINE all of us are going!:D awww. sec4s cant join us T.T i thought they could. damnexcited!:D aha. dhen went IMM to eat pepper lunch with CINDY CHERIE MINGCONG AGAIN. LOL. its just so damn funny. took bus back to JE with cindy. we were practically mad. haha. went home dhen. ohhh. i saw saikin today. at busstop. LOL. there's trn tmr. (: hopefully campers are back. HUINENG! I MISS YOU! aha. 25MORE DAYS TO CFOUR CHALET 35MORE DAYS TO TAIWAN why arent you online? Wednesday, October 15, 2008 / 19:53
today went training despite it still pain.BUT IT WAS FUN:D ran 2 levels. very funny run(: warm up pitch with suemae and weiting. i see stars XD batting 6sets throwing set. 4sets stepups. 4sets situp. 4sets inverse situps. 4sets pumpings. bathe. went IMM to eat and search for jobs with cindy cherie mingcong. went JE with cindy. we were trying nt to fall. LOL. went MAC for gathering. i was the LATEST. ginang allen tingjun yaoxiang chenhui supposingly shld haf more ppl. lijuan cant totally play. so for the first half i aint playing. nice nice gina accompany me stay in mac. wanxin came, gave money n left went down to play in the end. not really very rough. and theres this smallie sec2 guy. damnfunny. he almost broke tingjun's nose. LOL. and the whole basketball session. was DAMNFUNNY. played matches. stucked with __________. T.T dhen horse. i cant actually do anything. body aching. hah. yaoxiang went home first allen went home next to be a NICE guy. a guy who COOKS. wow. dhen tingjun. den me n gina supposingly chenhui's still there with the smallie. LOL. tmr back to school again. RESULTS. WOW. there's trn on fri too. chalet's soon. i want another gathering. whereby i can PLAY. aha. maybe you really like her; T.T Tuesday, October 14, 2008 / 17:30
its pain.my whole body is aching. didnt expect this bad. nehmind. hopefully by tmr morn it will b btr den can go trn le(: went jp with cuiling penghwee sinnee yiming to watch movie painted skin. quite scary yarh. bt basically cant really find anything to do there. tmr. morn for training if i can move. aftrn for c4. night for tutoring. no school on next monday too. the c4chalet. well, idontknw yet? tj shld be booking barh. i knew it. the contact wouldnt last any longer. Monday, October 13, 2008 / 20:11
today's sch isnt that nice as i've expected.our class moved from 2nd storey to the 6th. WOW. closure day assembly in that air-con hall. COLD. and ur legs ache when u sit for 2hours straight. recess. and u have to go back to that hall for streaming talks. FOR FULL 2HOURS AGAIN. imagine hw long ur legs will be aching. lunch. mr adrian tan came in for a while, followed by the councilors. slept for the full 1hr for the student planning day. AHA:D SOFTBALL IS COOL. i guessed taht would be the only thing which is nice for today. but tiring though. ran twice the 6levels of corridors of sch. step ups. 2sets of 1min. open n close hands thing 2sets. throwing sets twice 60 situps. 28 inverese situps. launches [however u spell it] to and back standing broadjump to and back shld be no more liao eh. the feeling of the legs cannot move is back again! AHA. damnfunny. like we r toppling down. hehe. aftrwhich, left with nett cindy:D PHYSICAL PHYSICAL!!!! TAIWAN TAIWAN! (:(:(:(: heard that we r going gaoxiong, taipei and ________. give it all out yarh:D HURRICANES JIAYOUS! SEC2S JIAYOUS! LIJUAN JIAYOUS! TRN ON WED @0830AM although its a sch holiday. gambatte. i'd hope i can at least; be in ur heart fer a while. Saturday, October 11, 2008 / 17:00
it feels so weird nt studying.like nth to do likethis. aha. i want to go POOFF and disappear aftr exams. LOL there's cfour chalet, taiwan trip(: cfour chalet. dates decided on 10-12NOV. like what tj has said, movie marathon:D:D aha. half half of me. taiwan trip with nhurricanes from 20-28NOV. i m just so excited. first time leaving spore. and the destination is my dream destination! TAIWAN! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. i shall enjoy myself there. its useless. cant u just face the fact. Friday, October 10, 2008 / 21:02
koped from tingjun's blog:-------------------------- JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious. --------------------------- ITS SO GODDAMN TRUE. no more water for me to cry. lahlahlah. i might as well go insane. i dont knw why. i really so damn sensitive. hais. do you really know why am i angry? / 18:16
YOU SUCKS.order me here and there. but come to think of it. you did nothing but talking and playing a fool. i was the one that is helping. i thought it would all turn out well. but your appearance ruined everything. i thought i am going to play happily. but you ruined my mood too. aftr ________________. its worse. its okay. i dont really mind to be a LONER. this happen frequently since long ago. somewhat i'm used to it. it always sucks. cant u just admit THAT FACT. idont knw why the hell. do i use u as my motivation for studies, determine to wait another 2yrs, thinking of what shld i buy for you, writing that stupid memory book, or even countdowning. countdown the days since like. 29days ago. till this very day. when i thought i can finally talk to you. i really dont knw what to say. i think i can only express it with my tears and you wont even know it. its useless. hopefully you can just poof and get lost. contradicting to whad you've said, it isnt special anymore. special, in this way? maybe. you will nv ever see. all the efforts by me all these while. you'll never know. how hard i've tried. i supposed. the ending is nearing. i just dont have enough strength. art was okay today. wow. i didnt imagined i can actually sit still for 3FULLHOURS. went jurongpoint with SINNEE:D aftr that. eat, crapped, walk. went home. dhen basketball at blk 530. with tingjun, yaoxiang, weijie, eelin, chenhui. home. end-of-yr exams r finally over. bt i rather wished it isnt. its fun. cfour chalet really decided on 10-12NOV. PLS GO PPL(: training's next mon:D taiwan trip is confirmed. tickets are booked. TAIWAN, HERE I COME!(: haoting's dere waiting for us too. ooh. and shaowei.:D Labels: you sucks Thursday, October 09, 2008 / 17:33
(:today science. really hope can pass or at least a B4 can liaos:D aftr sch went lunching with eunice huineng cindy:D came to huineng's hos to do art. damn big accomplishment. her house is damndamn nice lorh. aha. and u can concentrate very well. i'd think i m able to complete on time. ILOVESOFTBALLERS. cfourchalet. tj says decided on the 10-12nov thing. sadded. sijia n haiyun cant go. but i'd try to change back. but i dont tink. it can ever happen. tmr's art. and theend. still at huineng's hos now. typing this:D aha Wednesday, October 08, 2008 / 16:59
LITERATURE.if i could ever pass that paper. i will by flying:D goddamnhappy. went jurongpoint with sinnee penghwee yiming. ate and mugged:D LOL. but still, i m the hardworking one(: LOL! siann. tmr's science. aftr tat the asser art. why do we even have to learn art. like wtf? i haven even thought of wad to draw. cfour is love:D bt chalet. some ppl want the first date some want to second. how, idontknw. tmr aftr sci going out lunching with cindy huineng eunice:D Tuesday, October 07, 2008 / 18:52
today english was tyco.if i can pass i happy liaos:D AHA. tmr's lit. samesame. can pass very good le arh:D personally, i doesnt haf high hopes for lit:D aftr tmr's lit left sci(: dhen the bloody art nia. LOL. 3HOURS ON THE LAST DAY. OKAYFINE. tingjun. i admit i'm a lousy organiser. hais. nehmind. i totally lost my interest in organising events now. T.T itsokay(: at least i still have the high generated energy from yesterday. i bet it can last me for a week? LOL. damnhyper. i feel like watching movies. anyone want too? WATCH TOGETHER! AHA.(: some people still owe me movie treats too, HAHA. HURRICANES IS ATTACKING TAIWAN SOON! ON 20NOV AND LEAVING SUPPOSINGLY ON 28NOV(: but there's typhoon now i think T.T lijuan, feel the power and use it wisely!(: HIONGARH Monday, October 06, 2008 / 22:05
LAHLAHLAHS.I AM SO DAMNHAPPY thanks to you, you really did make my day(: and i so bloody like my password. :D:D AHAHA. i just cant stop zihigh-ing. cuz i really really too damnhigh. LOL. tagreplies:D nett its okay(: hiongfor others! haiyun YOU MUST STAY OVERNIGHT!!:D:D ahahahhaha, (: tingjun nehmind. its okay. hais. aslong as people go, can liao shihui aha. TJ SICK? LOL. funnyeh you(: . . . . . . . . . . you said, it is special(: / 13:58
LOL.today had math. paper one i think i got 35/40. 5marks flyfly. idontknw. bt i tink i might flunk. tmr's english. 4moredays, ppl. organising cfourchalet is so tourture. like very mafan. hais 31OCT-02NOV or 10-12NOV? U ALL DECIDE. XD lijuan is sadded. hais. like. so siannn. CFOUR MEMORIES. i think its gonna fade away. flyflyflyflyfly imy; Friday, October 03, 2008 / 22:37
LOL.alot of cfournians are basically trying to recall of the past. EXAMPLES: GINANG&TINGJUN. i shall join them. AHA. secsch life is so chiong. wakes up at 530. took bus. assemble at 715. lessons start at 0800. recess at 1000. lessons continuing. lunch at 1230. [with softballers:D] lessons. released at 1430. mon,wed,fri softball. went home. use com. do hmk. revise. slp at 2330/0000 as far as i can remember. primary school days are DEFINIELY diff from secsch. used to woke up at 6.30. reached school at 645. played basketball till 715. gather at parade square/hall/classroom lessons. [tues are .____. cuz ALL are msfong's lessons.] played bask during recess at 1000. lessons still continue with the smell of our sweat. 1255 SCHOOL ENDS. [with exception of wed, when we are released like. at 11?] aftr sch went to play bask again at mac. frequent ppl like. JENNY, HAYUN, SIJIA, SHIHUI, JAYDA, WANXIN, TINGJUN, ALVIS, ANGIE, LUCINDA, EELIN, BINBIN, SHUWUEN, MIGIN, TRISHA, GINANG, YAOXIANG, ZHANGYONG, YIPCHI, CHENHUI, WEIJIE till 3++/4++/5++ dhen home. do hmk. use com. slp at 1030/1100 -------------------- . . . . . . AHA! major comparison ya. ohya, and i always ponned media production house CCA in pri sch. LOL. with terence, meifang they all. LOL. basketball, basketball. to. softball, softball. LOL. when i read thru the archives as well. it seems very weird. like i was a bitch in the past. SODAMN.__________________. aha but i DID change a lot since prisch. AHA. character-ly and physically and mentally. LOL. IMISS ALL CFOURNIANS. && UNICORNIANS. there may be a basketball gathering on 12OCT(: aftr exams. YAHOOO. iwant prisch days. JUST BE WITH YOU PPL:D we're breaking free!(: TCHRSDAYCELEBRATION2006. aha. / 18:41
GEOGRAPHY.killer-paper worhh. TINGJUN. one day i may just remove archives. LOL. aha. aftr exams at 0950. went jurong point with sinnee suli vivian huiqi aaron. den studied math with sinnee suli vivian. looks like i'm the onli hardworking one. AHA. they all crapped about superstitious. LOL. damnfunny. we talktalk too. ROFL. JIAYOUS ARHH PEOPLE. math on mon. english paper2 on tues. elit on wed. sci on thurs art on fri. 5MORENIA! AHA. lol. aftr exams we can PLAYPLAYPLAY! :D:D:D cultural pop. cfourchalet. taiwan. HEREICOME LAHLAH. iwant to talk to you!(: Wednesday, October 01, 2008 / 12:56
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