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Monday, April 24, 2006 / 17:40
 haiz.. today i and sijia are all worn out like hell lorx... all thanks to the "mudskipper".today in class he is super disgusting so i and sijia wanna to take revenge lor... so after sch, we planned to do hw 1st.. meanwhile waiting 4 him to finish his oral.. we went to the hall to wait. he came out and saw us, so we ran. he knew that we are following him, therefore he walked here and there but we are still following or u should say spying??we decided to take revenge later so we went to do our hw. hu noes, he suddenly appeared and snatched my bag away!!!sijia went after him while i went the other way round. sijia caught him so he threw my bag (poor poor bag!!!:( ) on the floor in front of the bookshop. i went to take it. sijia and i decided to find his bag to do the same thing, but instead of finging it, we returned to the canteen to find and saw our bags disappeared!! we knew that he muz have did it when we r finding his bag!!! gth lorx! so we spotted him and chased him to know our bags' whereabouts. no luck. no choice. we will have to find it ourselves... we found it and went after him but all of a sudden lost track le la... we searched around for him but horx.. another disater!!! he took our bags away again!! 3rd time!!!this time, it is real hard to find coz the pri 1 are having their recess!!!! of coz we managed to find it at last. this time round, of coz take revenge!!! then he was disappeared. we thought that he went home, so we went to check the signing out box at the sch gate. he did not sign, but he maybe had also went home coz he everytime nv sign de. once, i was being asked to sign 4 him!! ew!!! but i and sijia both knew tat he won't go home so fast. finally we spotted him at the parade square, helping to give out the rubber bands to the p4 students hu r having their 1.6km run. we decided to find his bag no matter what... we went up and down, left to right and everywhere but to no avail. we tried to tricked him by telling him that we had found and hid his bag. haha . surprisingly, he really believed us!!! so stupid lorx...so in that case, we seached for totally abt 1hr+++ for only the stupid bag. in the end after the napfa, he wen to us asking 4 his bag. haiyun was there too coz she juz finished her cca. he tried to snatched my bag but fortunately, haiyun protected it. :) fearing of my bag will be torn, i had to tell him tat we did not hid his bag. he revealed tat he j-hid it in the boys' toilet!!! yucks... haiz. then we continued doing our hw and he finally left... on tues, the boys including leichenhui, taizhangyong and soonhaojing went to take my diary!!! eventually, we took their things too (worth $20++) and had a deal. when they returned the diary, we will returned them their things. so, i got back my diary!!! but it was being read claery by the boiz!!! nvm... it is only 4 my diary's safety... gtg and have dinner coz juz returned back from sch... no news though
Sunday, April 16, 2006 / 18:23
Listening to music now..and typing this lor..dunno y and somehow, the feeling is back..starting to miss him again.after all, he is my 'Daddy'. hehe.I mean it is sort of.aiyo..on thurs, got storytelling so I stayed back.big disaster.. and dunno wat la, whole class in chaos,when I, yuanshen, Haiyun and sijia came back after our lunch, dunno somehow tingjun's bag or wateva,Jayda kept pulling tingjun'sbag and tingjun asked Jayda lyk did she fallen for him or even his bag..then during sch hours, I and sijia are being tortured by leichenhui.he went to use things to whack our head. So we didi back the same thing and in the end of dunno of weijie or wateva, yipchi and tingjun flared up and shout or yelled. not even gentlemen at all lorx.we hid chenhui’s bag but in the end he still managed to find out. too bad.then he went to snatch our bag but failed, instead, he took my diary!!! I yelled and within a sec, all the girls there went after. those boiz hu r attacking the girls will not have a happy ending for them.all the girls are friends.. help one and another derx. HMPH The story telling session was definitely a disaster for pri one, we didn’t managed to read finish the story and there was a lot of ppl.as for pri 2, only 2 ppl but we managed to finish the story super fast lehx. not fun at all. I now suddenly feel super sad.no news abt him so far..only some stupid ad and harriet saw him at road or wateva. Gtg! my sis peeping
Wednesday, April 12, 2006 / 23:43
Argh…. Today got presentation for the science weather forecasting project… actually my grp was either the last or 3rd to present, but instead, we present it first!! Haiz… very low chance to win de la…. We dun even have enough time for the script and the presentation! If only we can present it again… hmm… u noe tat the ‘wormy’ grp found a new species of the worms… The worms with skeletons!! Haha… that is wat they said… aiya… most probably wat I feel abt today is: lousy. The boys oso got mentioned james when the judges asked them questions… toking abt james horx, it has already been 1 mth and 21 days since the verdict and 1 mth and 18 days since I last saw him… tomolo still got story-telling… I am gonna “live”!! everyday so tired lehx… this is my daily life routine: school-home-dinner-tuition/homework-sleep and continuing… nth much really is happening in our class recently lehx… I seldom have the time to post an entry so I will only post at night round 11+ or 12+??? Now is 11.27 pm… still waiting 4 smth lehx… haiz… the results will only been known on 26th April. 14 more days/2 weeks to go… if larx, we can at least get into the finalists horx, very gd le lehx… lots of school participating… so, lesser chance. Nth to do now lehx… looking at photos tat all I have?? Hehe… btw, do u care abt ur past if u r planning for ur future??? Precisely for me, yes… I will not forget every single thing tat happen in my life… ha… on Tuesday, ms fong is absent so mr wee took over…. When I and sijia is busying doing our math wks, suddenly haojing went to snatch my precious diary!! And then chenhui got it followed by… cannot remember… I had a new diary,,, everything is supposed to be transferred to it, but it seem like it eill never gonna be coz… I AM LAZY!!! Haha… all of the boys hu r attacking the girls or bullying them will be “scolded”. Not actually scolded la.. girls will help girls derx mah…. So, they will not get off so easily!!! On Tuesday, between 1.00-2.30 is lunch hour waiting for the napfa to start. This time round, is my new diary which is being snatched… luckily, I got it back in time… but then the chenhui went to take my precious pencil case!!:( I went after him then he went into another class… when he was running down the stairs, I threw my new dairy at him and it hit him!! YEAH!!! But he still managed to get away.. at least I got my revenge wat…Mid-year exams is round the corners… the p1-4 or maybe 5 oso are taking their oral le lehx!!! Haiz… I was so scared!!! Nvm… rwlax.. it’s only exams… dun need to have “exam-fever”… the teacher caring award is back… dunno hu to vote 4 lehx.. mrs yeo not in sch le.. :(…haiz… gtg.. 11.40pm lehx… Signing off, jenny Saturday, April 08, 2006 / 23:39
 haiz... nth to do now... but at least put some pics... this is another pic at bukit timah hill.. the scenery there is so nice... still got waterfall!!! / 23:37
Haiz… yesterday was the precisely a tired day 4 me, haiyun and sijia… three things happened today… haiz,I was really or maybe totally sad or heartbroken u could say? I was oso confused at the moment. Poor poor photo! It was torn and tattered… the last piece was still in shuqun at the parade square or already in the rubbish chute arhx?? Hehx… so busy… next tues still need to stay back 4 the fishy thingy… hehex… those hu r involved will have their napfa on the other day... haiz… coz of the dunno wateva tat yuanshen need to “blackmail” or wateva, then the photo had been in this status… he, I mean tham wen cang will never ever think tat I will betray him… before we left each other, he nv told me tat it cannot be given to anyone else or show it to wat… anyway, the photo is MINE!!! I dunno if he still had tat… if he uses tat to do the same thing as us, I dun even care.. it’s like most of the boys in c4 noe me quite 4 a time… really dunno y he so agitated of the photo… but tat is oso one of his characters lehx… hmm… and tat stupid leichenhui!!! 25 times superman “thingy”, 8 times spiderman “thingy” and a new one of batman today!!! How many times am I really gonna to listen or heard tat? I dunno… he took Haiyun bag away so we did the same thing too. We threw his bag in the canteen, near the recycling thingy at the sink… ha… rubbish chute…then after tat, he wanted us to tell him where his bag was and asked us where his bag was. We did not tell him. So he went to pull our bags.. poor poor bags!!! They r gonna to be spoilt or torn… most like it’s mine… he =so bad!!! actually horx… there isn’t only one “HIAP” in our class, u noe… in fact, there are lots of them… abt 4 barx.. or 3??? Perhaps one day the truth will be revealed barx… let’s hope so.. haiz… yesterday I typed a long email to mrs yeo but she hasn’t reply… and many few ppl are going to the c4’s blog nowadays.. smth happened?? No larx… they were juz busy… I really cannot believe tat I scored 32 marks 4 juz tat stupid compo!!! It should be 20+, I thought at first…. And horx, the stupid yuanshen went to took my compo under sijia and haiyun’s command to let the boys see!!! Omg!!! They even went to coment it!!! Nvrm.. I oso dun care… but… this compo musn’t let “MJ” know… or else I gonna kill myself… haha… jk.. Haiz… gtg Jenny haiz.. can't seem to have even a single peaceful day recently...
Tuesday, April 04, 2006 / 14:35
can't belive it man... i juz cannot even have a peaceful day with mudskipper in the class. juz like today he gave me james's math file, i threw it back and hit him:). i dun even look back to throw. he is sumtimes annoying.. i had heard him saying: "you noe arhx, yeaterday i saw james at th..." 23rd time!!! when can i stop his mouth up? today when grp 9 present the ipw, i was being sabo by c4 friends like hell... argh!!! i was oso very lazy to collect his worksheets or wateva stuff. lorx... when the grp leaders had to check the assesment bk, sijia always left the job of checking his to me... so not unfair. whenever i reached there, he will start to tok abt james le... i gotta cover my ears everytime i saw him started to say... even like yesterday's on our way back to class from recess, he and alvis can't stop toking.. yoz... yesterday got a talk abt future, i think so barx... and the "talker" tok abt james!! The moment i knew, i juz kept looking in front as i noe tat my friends will definitely look at me... it's like so embarrassing lorx... i hate it!!! haiz.. gtg...signing off... jenny WATEVA
Sunday, April 02, 2006 / 13:38
finally back to posting..i m soooo confused now... dun even noe wat is happening to me.. on friday art lesson, the mudskipper went to make a love with the plasticine, and tok to me abt "MJ". i was so frustrated tat i took my ruler and slice it. it break!! then suddenly, i and sijia broke into laughter... so funny... then he went back to make it again... i and sijia together break it again... and the love fell to the floor... tat time was then really funny!!! mudskipper picked it up and and did another one, but this time we did not managed to spoil it... :(..haiz... now i have regained my voice. yesterday and friday lost my voice... coz of tat ipw lor!!! we acted till so lousy... everyone in my group was sick... really.. we forget script lehx... the class laugh when jayda push the table, wanxin sleeping, jayda saying:"get egg get egg lor!! egg oso very nice to eat what..." and when the "KICK ME" part... i oso giggled while acting. all of us are like so not serious in anyhthing lor.. soooo lousy... suddenly i remembered smth abt james... during doing journal juz now, but forget now le.. :( haiz... this si definitely not considered as a long post barx... gtg Saturday, April 01, 2006 / 13:15
haiz... hehex... handing onto a case... i oso dun care... got to try... maybe mt thoughts r true? but i dun even noe when to start wif... only can rite down the possibilty of yes or no.... dun even noe how to find out the ans.. even if we find out the truth, oso no use... haiz... thursday, i went with haiyun, sijia and wanxin to james's house. but of coz, he isn't in.. his neighbour ask lotz of questions from us... of coz cannot tell her wat had happened lar... or else we will be dead... and the stupid "mudskipper" always followed me toking abt "MJ"ARGH!!! can't even have anytime to think how to solve tat case. but if we want to solve, a person will be hurt, i think... so how???no advice... signing off... |
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