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Thursday, May 24, 2007 / 21:49
 hello ppl.i gonna blogging. abt yesterday n tml. tat's all. ehys no. and tues. part of it sia. ----------------- [tuesday] LAWLS. x is sick, still wan me to go acsi wif her. sianz. went. but den, i kana scolded by xx, the most mean, evil and a devil person. who kills ppl in e silence. yaya, for ever sake. stop all communications la! threaten izzit? is like without u i will die like dat. [wednesday] LOL. hcl teacher nv come.. no wet weather nvm, teacher nv come still can chiong hw!! lol? den thinking skills went com lab. oh ya. dose idiotic guys r spreading abt juanjun n me. nah. gd frends onli worx. same grp wif june, juanjun n mingze. math. very tired liaos. really. english. watched video!! hahas. music. nth fun. watched video too. lit. hais. nth to say -.- [thursday] O.o aaron not here wet weather programme went back to class dat xxx went to use my fone to sms xxxx "i love you" wa sehx. den xxx went to use his own fone n sent e same thing to his dar! hahas. english. watched e rest of e video. actually i ain't really watching. sleeping tough. tired ~~ PE: o.o. played softball wif mr nick tan n june. wa. mr tan got so much strength sia. math: tired too. but den sumhow okay la. not tat bad as wed. xuanhao kept copying me wat i said. (=.=lll) hcl: lol. got 72.1! hahas. weird weird. but i m aiming for an A1!! oh yarr. xuanhao is getting naughtier day by day sia. he went to sms smth dat is related to me to xxxx!!! wa sehx. grrr.. no wonder he juz now took his fone out smsing dun let me c sia. den he still show kahhang dun show me. vivian! ur expression is vry funny sia. assembly: 90th anniversary tok. seriously, i felt very tired. wan2 sleep but i cannot! enrichment: ended early at 1420 <33333. oh ya. got dat rapport. wa sehx. 103 VS 108 captain ball pic inside. dun understand y muz choose tat out of all? hais forgot wat xuanhao said. i hit him on his back damn hard thrice =p den he siad he wan2 complain to juanjun. NVM! i complain myself! hahas. den jj asked me to help him do dat chem file content. kk. i help. as a frend la. blah xuanhao. hmph. --------------------------- dere was dis xxxxx dat sucks like hell. she was damn irritating. like sum1 admit la! coward. wat. jealous dat my relationship wif xx is very good hurh? den use all other means to seperate us izzit? try la. dun nid to beat round e bush de la. u think u very pro harx. pls la. ur dis kinda attitude ppl saw u run away liaos lo. den e x oso. dunno if she n xxxxx was in cahoots or not. maybe ba? den xxxxxx oso. complain queen. complian, complain, complain. u r such a flirt man.. --------------------------------- hate 6C4 2006. y have all this became like dat?? my hatred list: 1st prize: xxxxx 2nd prize: xx third price: xxxxxx forth prize: x fifth prize: xxxxxxx AND LOTS. ---------------------------- to sumone: pls reply me, for heaven sake... to xxxx: get well soon. hope to cya tml! (: Labels: XXXXXXXXXes' Sianz sianz..
Friday, May 18, 2007 / 20:30
hello people. finally found time to post sia..hmm. --------------------------- [[Yesterday] ENGLISH- sianz. no one tok to me. NOT at all. so kelian. hais P.E- played badminton. yay man! me n weiyuan won rachel n vivian!! lol RECESS- i stayed in class to chiong my.. urm. math? lol. rach helped me tell xuanhao: u so zilian arhz? shameless.... LIJUAN WILL NEVER FALL FOR YOU! lol.. " i really dunno how to face him sia. hahas. funny! MATH- den i was like toking to shuanhock den suddenly i looked in front, and was shocked to see xuanhao dere. UH-Huh. den i looked beside me. duh. shocked. aaron. since when they change place de? duh. dunno. den firstly shuanhock spotted it den went crapping. vivian, kahhang, rach and xuanhao went toking blah blah blah too. after which, more n more ppl noticed n went toking blah blah blah too. GRR. sitting beside him was DEFINITELY scary. however, at least he got tok la.. he asked me if i got go chalet. yupps. of cuz la! juanjun oso asked me to go =p lol? he not like xuanhao. made me bored till death le sia. CHI- mdm leong not here. =p so i chiong math, continuing.. MUZ HAND IN TMR SIA! die la. tmr still got history mindmap n letter haven do, geog wrkbk n mindmap, chem test!!! haiss LUNCH- datatatatatatata! went eating. KAIXIN~~ lol ASSEMBLY- wtf. being pushed or forced to sit beside aaron by vivian n rach. haiss. so fun la! ppl singing.. den I requested juanjun to say out the note to ms koh himself. lol. ENRICHMENT - hais. have to sit bside him still. so scary.. hahas. --------------------------------- [[TOday]] CEP- went SKY GARDEN. fun sia. lol.. same grp as him. KAIXIN~~ lawls? HISTORY- went com lab. lots of stuffs happened. aiyoh. sit opp him. KAIXIN~~ RECESS- CHIONG geography!!!! lol. ENGLISH- oh ya. xuanhao started toking to me. in weird way. guai guai de la. xuanhao, junwei, shuanhock and aaron took NANYANG's ball!! den aaron went to take my glove. dey throw here n dere. almost amde me cry. SOBBY GEOGRAPHY- he went crazy la! totally crazy. kept sabo me. I NV FILE IN ONLI LA! LET ME FILE IN DEN OKAY LE MA! TELL TEACHER FOR WAD? GRR. den blah blah blah. kept bullying me la!! den aaron oso. i sad sad. dey oso dun return me e ball.. I MISS MY BIGbro!! lol LUNCH- CHIONG MATH. lol. but went to buy food first la.. aaron, jingyi, agnes n kahhang oso in e queue. i stared at kahhang n he knew wat i meant. but den i oso knew wad he meant den he started crapping.. wad smth called being light bulbs arhz? kahhang n jinyi bad bad arhz. agnes better. hahas. MATH- teacher nv come la! WA SEHX. den i chiong math forr wad? so sad. den once again, smth bad happen. shan't tell u. YAY! i got back my ball! all thanks to lydia. lol. xuanhao is damn damn CRAZY LA! is so obvious tat he WAS e one bullying me not i bullying him la! den he went to complain to vivian. everything complain to vivian. NVM lo! 100% vivian siding wif me. (: CHEM- yAY MAN! not tat diff as wat i tot. ------------------------ SOFTBALL fun ~~~ KAIXIN lol maybe i shld change frm xiaokelian to xiaokaixin. hahas. O.o oh yarr. dere was scoccer match when i was in my cca. i cheered for one three sia 103 IS E CHAMPION! CONGRATS~ den at e end, cuz we nv shout mine, den we were asked to go to a tree opp (luckily not tat super far one but in time to come i think will if we still dun shout) and muz shout: "MY NAME IS _______! MINE! MINE! MINE! MINE! MINE!" lol. damn fun. sweejoo crazy tml got sports carnival. YAY MAN! RGPS coming.. (: den when me and suli went hm, we LAUGHED at XUANHAO till like hell.. dun tell u y.. HAHAS! --------------------- gtg bye!!! (: Labels: Sianz sianz.. Saturday, May 12, 2007 / 10:01
hello people.i'm back.. ya. i agree wif unice. though we lost to MGS yesterday, but den at least we improved a lot since SRC. it was a really hot day.. after the match, we played wif our seniors. me and sweejoo started pitching den suddenly all of them came too. hahas. it was fun okay?? lol --------------------------------------- SCHOOL TIME. *CEP: we did acting for the solutions to problems... lol *HISTORY: dun. i only get 20/30.. hais. 1 more mark can get A2 le leys!!!! grr. at least i improved. history common test: 50/100 *recess: lol. not much stuff. except tat aaron and shuanhock kept hitting me?? *ENGLISH: did ex 92 den free time. hahas. mr tan came and the class started to sya bat this and tat again. poor ms huang. gonna be the same like ms crystal. hahas. *GEOGRAPHY: oh my tain. 19/30.. half a mark to b3!!!! aaron laughed at me.. sobby. but den overall, luckily my past tests r good. i got the third sia. 77/100. YEAH MAN! math test: 15/20! yay man! nv felt that happy b4. tat test. i tot i would fail u noe? damn hard la.den after which.. went for match le.. ---------------------------------- like i sound on my msn, i have really changed to a more daring person sia. lol no more repulsion animore, kays? actually.. I never knew that all these days would come... is this a return or a loss?? dun leave me again. i wan2 be wif u. really. if he is gonna leave me again, i will cry twice the amt of last yr = 4hr. lol really. not lying. he's damn cute la. the way he typed. yoz man. maybe shall go next tues, if i feel like it. (: hahahahahahhas. kk. gtg.. bye! next mon match VS NYG Thursday, May 10, 2007 / 20:01
hmmmmquick post. El: nth much fun. damn sian. falling asleep. PE: scoccer. dun. field. RECESS: nth MATH: lol. test. surely failed. dunno how to do a lot of qns! HCL: 67.8. haisss. haven do hmk yet. hack care. oh ya. between all these times xuanhao tok very less. sianzzzz LUNCH + assembly: went for softball training enrichment: sianz... after sch: went to music rm to watch yiming's and aaron's grp presenting.. all of us cheered of aaron's. lol. it's damn funny la. went to play basketball and softball. hahas. cheered for those boys playin too. tok tok tok. went hm. (: / 19:26
MATCH TML VS MGS.SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!! JIA YOUS!! Sunday, May 06, 2007 / 22:47
you sucks.you big liar. if whatever the person say it's true den watever i say now will be the truth too. rmb u wrote on the second letter saying tat " xiao xiao nian ji tan lian ai hui huang fei xue ye, tan lian ai jiu xiang du ping yi yang, hen rong yi shang yin de" ALL. this is all craps. that u have made up. juz to lie to me. is tat worth's it? no. u shld have actualli told me e truth not till today. when i indirectly inferred out the truth tat i have ever thought of before. and today it came true. i will rmb wat u have did to me in this whole of 2 yrs, of more den tat in e future. ur lies were made in everyday. esp. 13 NOV to 16 NOV. i shan't believe u animore i shan't look ferr u anymore. i shan't tok to u animore. i shan't miss u. i shan't keep in contact wif you. i shan't worried abt you. i shan't be in ur life at all. i shan't accept ur lies animore. i shan't avoid the reality animore. i shan't listen to you animore. i shan't see u animore. i shan't even dream of u animore. i shan't tok abt u animore. i shan't recall our memories animore. i shan't lead miself into a miserable world cuz of u animore. i shan't plunged into a world of darkness. i shan't haven given u my heart. i shan't break ur happiness wif her animore. i shan't enrolled into ur life. i shan't met u at all. i shan't be happen to be in this fate. i shan't be in this entangled world of mess. i shan't cry cuz of u animore. i shan't felt happy cuz of u animore. i shan't cut miself animore. i shan't, i shan't.... i shna't love you animore......... ------------------------------------------- this is the 22th arrow for te second round, honestly. i did record every single one of them in my diaries. all the 13 diaries that knew my heartfelt words. they shan't leave me. i shan't throw them away. haiss. everthing looks like it WAS my fault. ya. my fault. for being born in the yr for 1994 gets into shuqun pri sch class 6C4 in e yr of 2006 in grp 3 in 6C4. gets into NHHS which is so close to his sch. organises gatherings for the ex-class. going dere to visit him. online on 11th feb 2007 , 12:31:22 PM n tok to him. nor gets his hp number. and all.... all of them was my fault.. none of them was NOT my fault. and tat's it... responded. lol?
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 / 17:05
HELLO.i'm back. wif enthu n excitement sia. yesterday, whole day i was like telling both huiqi and sinnee how worried i m cuz 2 weeks nv contact him le. den after which now i was toking to himm SIA! hahahahahahas juz when i jus changed my msn nick from "JUAN* . I know you know that i lurve you. # should i still go after what you have done to me?? haiss // missing you.." TO "JUAN* . I know you know that i lurve you. # haf been worried sick abt you. can't u jus respond? O.o // missing you.." den he online.. lol ---------------------------------------- after cca yesterday went to look for huiqi and sinnee O.o they were wif basketballers. aaron, junwei, yongtao they all den yongtao is definitely mad sia.. i shan't say wat happen embarrassed den i went to e toilet when i came back aaron slammed suli's slack on me. anw MY JERSEY NO. -- 35 at first i wan 22. but it's yanger den 15. sweejoo took den no 31. sad. 20. too small. 09. dun like tat number so i took VERY BIG DE 35. my dress sia. lol ------------------------------ ***acc lesson: xuanhao went crazy again. and in e end is i clear up again. juanjun. he ask me to wait for him. i did. i helped aaron n vivian put newspaper. helped junwei n vivian to put water. (: *** HCL lesson: boring as usual *** Geography lesson: it rocks totally man! lol anw test postponed to next mon (: *** PE lesson: standing broadjump. i dun liike it. lol. i always fail de ma. not exactly. *** PC lesson: being used as LIT. *** PHYSCIS lesson: suddenly think of chenhui. *** MATH lesson: xuanhao went to find if the textbook angles were drawn to scale or not. lol? --------------------------------- anw. i so happie now. or not? haisss but i m angry wif him cuz HE WAS LIKE kept shooting miie wif arrows called emotional and jealousy. BLEARGH gtg bye!! p.s. tml got lit test Labels: responded. lol? |
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