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Thursday, August 27, 2009 / 23:00
you big big liar.you said u wuldnt dao me u said we r still friends. i only express concern as a friend nia. also dao. wth. now i even wonder everything u said before. if they r all lies. shutup lijuan. back:D
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 / 21:59
lol.2days nv use com. like WOW. cuz i did HOMEWORKS. surprisingly. aha. im gona change for better in aspects of studies :x today aftr sch played bball at suemae's house. with cindy clarice jiawei and alot of ppl. DAMN SHUANG and i also got those pictures frm CIP. uploading when im free:D Lijuannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. jiayous. photos (01)!
Sunday, August 23, 2009 / 22:21
at first i thought blogger okay liao.then aftr some pictures. it fail me again. nehmind. tmr upload more:D or weekends. WHITE TIGERRRRRRR. juan:D sian. cant see the tiger on my head. wait for cherie's picture! cheryl and lijuan cheryl with her monkey. lionel extra behind. white tiger juan. :D again. OTTERS SLEEPING. MONKEYS(: baboon. look carefully at the picture. LOL some bird. baboons. still them. its still here. entrance. ![]() i forgot who's there. ![]() cheryl's sexyback. ![]() lijuan and lionel. ![]() jiajie. ![]() THE SPLASH SHOW. ![]() lijuan n lionel. ![]() lijuan n jiajie. ![]() lijuan and cindy. ![]() lijuan and jerrald. ![]() lijuan and yiliang. ![]() jerrald and cindy. ![]() cherie and yiliang. ![]() cheryl and lijuan ![]() HORSE. shit. forget his/her name. ![]() another horse. ![]() ytd's cip. ![]() yiliang jerrald lionel. ![]() lijuan and lionel. ![]() stop closing ur eyes lah. ![]() lijuan and cherie:D ![]() lijuan. ![]() the dancing elephant! look closely. theres a chang of grren thing near the water. ITS THE POO. GREEN POO. ![]() cherie! ![]() nice sea. ![]() cheryl lijuan cherie cindy ![]() eightsome:D cherie yiliang jerrald lionel jiajie cheryl lijuan cindy ![]() us:D ![]() cindy cherie lijuan cheryl ![]() lahlahlah entrance! ![]() muahahaha. ZOOOOOOOO(:
/ 21:20
zoo was damndamndamn fun today.met cherie at je to mrted to cck. sorryah. abit late. met yiliang lionel jiajie cindy cheryl jerrald at cck at 10. shocked that lionel could woke up. bought food. bussed there. started walking. AHAHAHHA SAW TIGERSSSSSSSSSSSSS.:D:D:D:D::D:D:D and of course a lot of animals. :D damncute lorh. all running here and there. but the snakes all sleeping :( polar bears also dont want go swim. nehmind. lol. but it rained heavily for a while. camped. then walked in rain. reached kfc. lunched. played. jiajie said he nvr knew kfc was that fun. LOL walked throughout the whole zoo. got a lot pictures of the animals' unglam. :D ltr they kill me :x OHOH! sunbear section. I MUST SAY THIS. jerrald dropped his slipper into the enclosure. then he tried using the other slipper to retrieve. then both dropped in. LOLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. damn epic lah. smart lijuan lent him umbrella. aha. damnfunny lah. the dancing elephant pooed. LOL. dio caught red-handed by us. :x watched the splash show too. haha. SEALIONS SO CUTE. camwhore like shit today too. blogger still doesnt allow pictures. FACEBOOK. muahahaha. tried to walk out of zoo when its gna close. got lost. then walked one big round. bused then mrted home. walked the whole day. quite fun:D we even said nxt time go. birdpark, biological garden, night safari, sentosa etc. AHA. in time to come!:D tmr still got trn. haha. damntired liao. still haven do hmk somemore. sian. u big big big liar. :'( :'(
Saturday, August 22, 2009 / 22:20
now sad liao.____________________. cant u at least leave smth behind? dont need to be liddat bah? you wouldnt know how it feels like. argh. asshole. CIP:D
/ 21:51
![]() this song has been my favourite song since idk when, :D cip today. went lakeside to meet penghwee go tgt. in the end he was late by 22mins =.= mrted to bishan. sry mrchan! :X but minghao and lixiang were later. LOL hmm. from 25 ppl supposingly. became me olivia huiyi qiaoyan lixiang joanne yeehwee minghao chaoyi ziliang xiendong penghwee weisiang yiliang liqing yenwei 16. =.= bused to RI. we almost got lost on our own cuz we cant find entrance to RJC. smart lijuan found at last. LOL. quite tiring day. but it was FUN! ahaha. cuz we played our own mini games camwhore like shit too. muahaha. but stupid blogger still dont allow me upload pictures. facebook yeah? once mr chan and ziliang send me:D played some storychain thing. damndamn funny lah. we were like slacking too. aftr that took another bus direted by xd then got lost. walked all the way back to bishan mrt. dinnered and shopped with qiaoyan penghwee olivia yiliang weisiang xiendong penghwee at junction 8. the action city damn fun. the roosters. LOL LAUGHED LAUGHED LAUGHED. mrted home. tmr nid wake up damn early for zoo. and im damn damn damn exicted.:D muahahahahhhaa. i think im seriously crazy. yiliang was like saying. jiajie's pm is: ZOZOZOO cherie's pm is: OFF TO THE ZOO! mine is: ZOO ZOO ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOO:D lol. excited cannot ah. yiliang say tmr throw lionel into the lion enclosure than take pict tgt LOLOLOLOLOLOL. im happyyyyyyyyyy:D cfour gathering soon again! hehe BBALL. BBALL. BBALL. BBALL. BBALL! bball during trn:D
Friday, August 21, 2009 / 20:48
today school rocks.idk why. aha. CUZ EVERYTHING IS HAPPYYYYYYYY. :D and so i feel happy too. yayae to lijuan (: math. just a little sian eh. but i was guai to do classwork. :D pe. PLAYED BASKETBALL :D WHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOOHOHOHO. i think im crazy. :/ then ss. like to listen to hist stuff:D then bio. genes! then geog. LOL i dontknw why but i kept falling asleep :x no interest in human geog eh. then phys. i got 80 for phys DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN happy. although a lot ppl higher than me. LOL but i damn happy liao luhh softball trn:D ran threw pump situps. most fun is the interlevel basketball at sports hall DAMNDAMN FUN:D SEC3 totally own lah. alhtough 7 ppl nia. same as sec2. sec1s got 11. aha. muahahahhahaha coach rocks:D lol but im prepared to die for the 6weeks programme. increased pumps all those. LOL jiayous ah! i love nhurricanes:D tmr cip with half 304. LOL going RJC. sunday going ZOOOOOOOOOOOO:D :D :D :D see tigers. like since start of yr. ive been wanting to go. bt noone wants go with me. aha. sunday got 7 ppl:D cheryl cindy jerrald cherie yiliang lionel jiajie. and lijuan! :D im sodamn excited. get well soon people! cheryl&aixin. SINGSINGSING!
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 / 20:05
today aftr school went KBOX with sinnee and szehwee.sang sang sang damn shuang lahh :D did a lot of naughty stuffs too. :x recently really damn nommod in class those sian sian de. tests. hmks everything. eeyer. i think im having serious moodswings. AHA. but confirmed nt pms. :/ lahlahlah. i've got to get over it soon. "能不能再听一次你说爱我, 回到还在你怀里的时候。 能不能让我灾一次拥有, 曾属于我的温柔;” lijuan is sad :(
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 / 21:52
hais.feel so sian luh. got back test results. they are like shit. :( studies deteorating. dont knw if its cuz i nvr study hard or that just nt gifted in studies. =.= since midyr till nw, i've been flunking ALL english tests. mye, oralcom, speech, cts. ms chng says if fail overall eng may nid to retain. :'( so far onli bio A lah. even geog also B. must mugg hard for eoy liao. jiayous ah. esp eng :( trainings. trainings. trainings! aha tmr going kbox with sinnee:D venting out. im gona move on with my life (: freedom! (:
Monday, August 17, 2009 / 21:53
hehe:Drealised im freed from alot of stuff :D tests. relationships and stuff. i am a BIRD~ fly fly fly~ to somewhere nice beautiful and relaxing. last day of cts over liao(: lahlahlah. today i find sch fun for the first time. okay nt really fun, btr than others. i think i can pass physics too:D aftr sch went jp with gina:D shopped ate. walked like shit. till 7++. aha. lijuan's damn nice lah. bought present for minghao. (: bought nice nice earings too. aha. suddenly feel like going for another piercing. :/ love earingssssss :D i want to buy more storybooks too. recently want to read lots of chi nice nice books. i still nid buy clothes, jackets all those stuff. :D sosiann. i think at this rate im going broke real soon. :x anyone wants go out with lijuan tmr? she's bored. she wants go gymm. get rid of her fats. hehe. i think i shld really stop watching idoldramaseries. aha. they're influencing me like shit. lol.' like the scenes all those. aiyoh. still haven do hmk still. hmmm. i've alrdy planned what im going to do. aha. and an aim for which sch i wana go to aftr olvels. although it will be damndamn hard. but. JIAYOUS AH. :D dont ever give up on any glimpse of hope. stupid sis laptop donesnt allow me to go online :( lijuan can change. :D nice songs:D
Sunday, August 16, 2009 / 14:46
![]() these songs are nice. and many others too. lazy to put all :x blogger still sucks. i cant upload my pictures. typhoon morakot. =(
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![]() ![]() aftermath of typhoon morakot in taiwan :( blogger fail. after i tried 20times. it finally work. o.o its 1AM in the morn:/ recently kept following up on the typhoon morakot. that hits japan, philippines, taiwan and china. taiwan is the most severly affected country. esp in the northern part. like Kaohsiung. :( apart frm my dear dear shuaige celebs. my friends frm wufu nt online too. hopefully they arent greatly affected by it and they r fine. its so saddening. watching houses swept away, buildings topple etc. pray hard for taiwan. that they will survive throught this hard time. i want to help badly. maybe. i'll grow up to be a geologist. who knows. JIAYOUS AH TAIWAN. LIJUAN SUPPORTS U ALL! :D not forgetting. other countries too! basketball <3
Friday, August 14, 2009 / 20:28
aha today is a damn damn high day:Dhmm. so far only got back geog paper. 11 nia :( then ss sure die. so overall die also. hais. but (: cuz recent physics class tests both got A1. first and second in my life. :D aha. at first aftr sch supposed go mug physics with gina. then i ps her. sorry ah :X lol. decided to go bask instead. with minghao penghwee juanjun. minghao brought us to NUS hostel. lol. damn cool la. nice nice him lend me his shirt. cuz i nvr bring. and it fits perfectly well. tsk. which means my body is long too:D since he's 1.9m. heh then we played outside sch since nus bballers gt trn. aixin joined us too. played till 6++. aha. china VS singapore. singapore won first round, lost second. the juans vs the rest. juans won. lol jj damn tyco today he shot in lots of 3 points. and aixin damn pro also. hes accurate. maybe i can play like. one girl VS four guys. aha sure dio owned like shit. all taller than me. :x centralled with penghwee n juanjun. homeed. basketball is damn fun! so sad eunice nvr join. she needs her nice nice slp (: heh i feel like slping too. blogging is damn _____. i got like thousands of pictures i took in sch. these 4days to upload. argh. left physics paper! then cant have fun a little while liao :D lahlahlah i feel like spamming ppl on msn. heh. tok n tok n tok. im high recently :D could have been today;
Thursday, August 13, 2009 / 18:02
tmr's amath and biology.SURE DIE. and im still blogging now. 3more papers to go. aha. time flies. think i'll be flunking alot of cts. :( shall work harder for eoy, hope so. recently camwhore a lot in school too. heh. feel like going hibernating again. MY TAGBAORD IS DEAD :x aftr tmr shuang liao cuz left physics wohoho :D I MISS TRAININGS :x i need vent everything. shall leave evrything to fate :D god says love is patient. why.
Monday, August 10, 2009 / 22:57
why,of all days. everything must come tgt at one go. school, familiy, relationships and such. argh. everything's like bothering me so much. :/ im bout to explode, when i cant withstand it anymore. who will be there to help me? i wonder. 5, 4, 3, 2, 1. BOOM! lijuan exploded. she's gone. lijuan's screwed.
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![]() ![]() if you ever stop loving someone, that means you've never really love him or her at all before. 一切都太快了。 根本没想; 怎样才是最不痛的方法。 哎。 算了。 感情, 应该不会那么快消失吧? 虽然知道自己没有资格留住你, 要你继续喜欢我, 但我已决定了。 我会把这半年以来都当作是一场梦, 非常美好的梦。 虽然超不想从梦中醒来, 但终究会有那么一天。 所以,梦醒了。 也应该继续本来计划好的东西。 :D 我会一直等, 等下去。 就算到时你已不再喜欢我, 我也可以尝试让你重新喜欢我(: 一定要有信心。 但如果你己喜欢上了别人… 我也不知怎么办 O.o 俪娟,加油:D 谢谢你给的梦。 ahhhhhhhhh. im screwed. totally. i just need to get my butt stick to my chair and START STUDY. shouldn think of anything else. lahlahlah. aftr CTS. im going sing my heart out. :D i need to get some sleep too. recently kept sleepin gat 2++AM. :x tmr's chi&eng wed's egeog&emath thurs's ss&chem fri's bio&amath mon's physics. THEN. eoy =.= dehydrated eyes. take carres. im going hibernating. till i shuang. GAMBATTE!
Sunday, August 09, 2009 / 21:39
![]() ![]() someone once told me; "sunrise is beautiful. today listened to alot of nice songs. but a little emo ah. i can de (: jiayous. no matter how long its going to take. i believe that. i can still hold on. hopefully. that link will stay. till that day. hehe. have been bothering some 'love professor' recently. whom i've known for a while nia shhhs. if u are reading this. AHA. SORRY LUHH. never ending flow of tears.
Saturday, August 08, 2009 / 21:44
cant really find someone to rant to.since everything's ended. shall i just. blog here for the last time? really really heartpain. esp. the last sms. idk. u might hate me for this. but at least. cant u let me know. at least theres still a little chnace? the thought might be childish. i know. but. hais. cts is 3days away. hopefully. i can. i must be strong. really. i think. i will still hang on; wait. till the day. when we're prepared. or maybe. its. already gone. never ending flow of tears. i just dont want to do anything. lijuan loves chenhui. } bye. 6hrs of bball.
Friday, August 07, 2009 / 19:43
today gt half day. cuz ndp celebration.lol. still okay lah. had damndamn fun at auditorium.:D haha esp how we embarrass ourselves :X LOL dingxuan more funny. but so sad la. chaoyi n fionna didnt win. its like so ____ la. then went play bball. c4gathering. got. lijuan jayda shihui wanxin haiyun sijia tingjun eelin gina zhangyong allen yaoxiang angie shuwuen and. choonzuan. haha. big accomplishment. played frm 12 till 6 plusss damn cool la. somemore like at the end. left me haiyun sijia shihui yaoxiang allen zy and we played with some pros. they 2 damn funny also lo. laughed like shit. aha. damndamn fun. :D but feet damn pain. and somemore gt blisters. at first aftr that wanted to go watch UP de. sorry ah sijia and gina. i dont feel like going intheend. :x trying to mug for cts liao. you'll never know that feeling. just wanted a little surprise. :/ tug of war!
Tuesday, August 04, 2009 / 17:23
amazingly.this is the 800th post. heh. tmr's chem test. i think im gna flunk it :x cuz i flunk my eng test :( today healthy lifestyle week. played tug of war. lijuan lixiang jingkai xuanhao aixin tianyu won 310. lost 302. won 305. in the end we won 3rd. lol. lijuan so strong. aha. with the others. damn pain sia. realised my whole under upper arm bruised. the rope n arm friction mah. heh. heard that netball interclass is on thurs :X tmr still got trn. (: cts's nxt week. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh idontwant to studyyyyyyyyy :/ lijuan is messed up. hais :(
Sunday, August 02, 2009 / 22:59
lijuan dont want to go school tmr:(she doesnt want attire check. doesnt want tests or whatever. SPAs? she just wants. to be alone for a while. in her own little world. enjoying what she wants:D today's rather a sad little day. nehmind. at least i made a little new friend. little brother. LOL. tmr will be btr. 46'enters'. lesser than strangers? ended. / 00:28
![]() HALF 304! :D lijuan piggybakcing xinyuan:D haha love my number? ![]() I LOVE HURRICANES!:D ![]() lahlahlah ![]() (: muacks<3 ![]() smileee (: ![]() WE LOVE SINGAPORE! aha im at the fourth storey(: random pictures. really love hurricanes alot:D hehe today cip was damndamn fun(: paired with yiliang idk why too. got trainee boonlin haha. i can teach de lor(: afterwhich went dinner with. xinyuan chaoyi lionel penghwee tianyu zhengyu. damn funny and cool la. had subway at IMM. then bussed home with penghwee. saw tianyu! haha damnfunny la. :D watching a damn nice show. (: |
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