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Tuesday, September 26, 2006 / 15:49
nowadays i wun postcoz i have mi diary back and psle comin haiz now i m not in a good mood... byeeeeeeeee 3 days nv post...
Friday, September 22, 2006 / 15:29
well. coz of my lack of time + 3 days of laziness...hahas i got to post all the happeninings for today, yesterday and the day before yesterday! ~~~ArGh~~~ so, today after basketball i was so guai. hang out for a while then come back lers hehex... let me start wif wed... {WEDNESDAY, 20 SEPTEMBER} as usual, we went early in the morning to play basketball hahas then we nid to assemble in hall so me and sijia went to sit chenhui's and haojing's bags dere but not the person chenhui's bag in front of haojing's so i ask sijia if i sit first or she so she wanna. hahas but haojing came first so he went to change place wif chenhui i tell u, if i am the one who is ittin behind him, he wun change der hahas. then poor sijia is totally freaked out so i tot lch will go to the back but he didn't and resultin a gap between chenhui and sijia then when we goin back lch will be behind me coz we turn wat at the staircase dere we climbin he kept sayin abt james and tat i m juz tryin to avoid problems and he hates ppl who did tat well, obviously, i am hurt i cannot tolerate le lors there will always be a limit de lors so dunno why today i was totally like.. haiz when he came to my table and wanna c my math prelim 2 marks i slammed on the table and took the paper away then he said sumone flared up lers i think he thought coz mi results veri lousy? so at recess when i play bask, he asked i angry izzit becoz of... james..... i can't hear really. and of coz i already have no mood to play and back in class i kept ignorin him after supp, i dun an to go bask so luc ask me to wait outside the gate for 5 mins i tot she meant tat they will bring the ball back so i did but she meant to ask me to wait for lch so when she saw him and started to countdown from 10 i try to walk to the traffic and tat's it..... but i am still hurt. havin cold-war.... {THURSDAY, 21 SEPTEMBER} i went to sch normally i hoped to make it up wif him but things get worse when i reached the gate i saw him abt 3m ahead of me so i hack care and went in he didin't c me so we went to play bask we were playin fine but when he came he was like killin me wif one sentence " eh, jenny wah is here? then i dun play lers" haiz tat's mean he is angry wif me coz of mi attitude to him yesterday? so i automatically backed out from the game coz he was the star for boiz but i was onli a canafaire in the gal group my presence didn't affect them de lors then in class, i kept loookin at him he came to my seat and moved my pencil case o c my marks for sci bk a i juz sat there keepin quiet and did nth..... then i and tzy was dere tokin abt jay then weijie came and took my doggy away!!!! and he went to lch omg. pls dun.... i told miself. coz we are still like... haiz so weijie went to take his too when weijia finally return mine and his weijia told me tat there is chenhui's stuff inside @ first i tot none coz our pens abt the same but i recognised it by the ink level so i took his things and went to grp 1 luc gave me mine and i gave her his hahas then he came to me and said tat he dun believe i gave him back all so i asked him to check lars actually, i think i shld be thankful to weijie he was the one who help us make up... so we played basketball durin pre-supp c3 dun have supp but c1 and c2 have :( sobby then it was like tat day was a luv-luck day 1. tj fell on eelin 2. chenhui fell on luc so tzy sms me ask me if i am jealous well, i admit i am for a little bit lars durin supp i have an acute headache and feel sleepy so after supp, mdm tan ask if i am sleepy i nv reply and juz saw a boy carryin a blue bag i dunno if he was lch i juz ran off but luckily nv fell on the stairs but kept bumpin into teachers.. but when i reached down dere i saw no one hais then actually i wanna go sijia house for high school musical but her mum dun allow hais. pathetic so we were all clearin lockers. hehe coz ms fong gonna check i cleaned mi table :) then left me, gina and luc then later we went to play bask then gina nid to go so me and luc continue for a while then went home -.- {FRIDAY, 22 SEPTEMBER, TODAY} went bask as usual in the morn pathetic sia 2 h of ms fong leesons onli before recess so after tat is art tj haven gif zy the lyrics so zy borrow from mi then he threw back i nv catch and it dropped onto the floor then chenhui went to step and step argh!!!! art lesson. then coz teacher haven come then twj sntached away eelin's pencil case so quite a no. of us went out then all of a sudden sumone says teacher come lers all dashed back to class act "guai guai" hahas always like tat teacher says hueva wanna draw then draw if dun wan then do own work me and tzy quickly went over to swelwin and tj place all tokin abt still fantasy but chenhui kept interruptin i went to mi place to take smth first then chenhui went to sit so i went to sit on his chair hais. poor me and snatched swelwin's poem for orchir then went to take my and swelwin letters so we all so angry and i went to take his pencil case then later swelwin cried not coz of lch.... but a little while kies lers then we went pe and soon after recess bask. then when we assemble in the hall csh behind haiyun, me behind her, wanxin behind me, jayda behind wanxin, chenhui behind jayda and tingjun behind chenhui when chenhui is drinkin jayda went to push and the water...... hahahahahahas then they almost got scolded by mrs lum muahahahahas then is mt lesson and soon after is last period of form class then i tot lch not going bask so i and luc and haiyun went to wait for her sis first but when we goin mac the first person we saw under void deck is chenhui he going?????? he wif the others coz weijie snatchin stuffs hahas then we play chenhui stayin lehx then luc's sis fell on chenhui!!! revenge?? hahahahas then chenhui said if i shoot in, james will be dead i tried and onli shot in once better than nth then luc and her sis going other follow icludin lch so he styed coz of luc?? haiz. then we went home all i feel like goin mrt so when chenhui went i stayed for a while and go i can't c him aniwhere in sight yeah so i relax and went but as i wanna buy the drink i suddenly saw him drinkin his coke at the dustbin der so i quickly ran' in case he said i went to follow him AGAIN then i decided to go chinse garden and back at traffic, i saw ms chan! gosh i was tuckin out my shirt but luckily when she passed me, she nv say anithin... hahahas lucky me lors now in home, later going tuition luckily today's isn't 3hrs. hehes jay's STILL FANTASY rox!! hahas. gtg byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Wednesday, September 20, 2006 / 18:45
haiz...today i am like so damn siao or whateva u can say that i feelin weak all over.... -> heartbroken -> solo vs the two boiz (so tired) -> tired*** faintin*** well. i gtg c if i can post back ltr coz mi mum horx... haiz wa siao....
Monday, September 18, 2006 / 18:12
![]() hehex... today quite okay lars. cept' weather not gd.. {SCHOOL} there was a heroine tat juz died last fri, so we stayed in hall to listen to dunno whateva stuff till abt 7.45am but we still got sci paper when we reached class, all tables and chairs in chaos. so we gotta sumkinda re-arrange becomin tianyu beside me and he is far behind me who cares? then we prolong till 8am then start coz of those tables la when ms lau ask us to put our bags chenhui went to take mi doggie pencil case. what derx. then at first his bag is beside mine then tj said put at back oso can hahas. he nv listen??? i was quite pissed off at first. well, caught flu is like hell lors... nth much ahppen, tough coz we have to do ors till recess then after recess is mt lers. haiz. but i can but fantasy! so damn happie lors. then we sort of got back our marks. hmt- compo-> 37/40 paper-> 49/60 mt compo-> 36/40 paper 2-> 33/40 aiyoz. so damn lousy... haiz. quite sianx {AFTER SCHOOL} i went to c3 and went to canteen juz to c if he gonna stay back. but he isn't so i thought he went home so i told the class to meet me @ canteen if they saw mi bag but nv saw the person (me) tat means i will return so i went out to eat only french fries coz i broke lers and to but fantsay i was pissed off! onli 2 shops abt CD there 1 was closed, 1 out of stock! so i ask haiyun and sijia to accompany me to jp they agreed! wow. rare chance. hahas but when i went back to sch he was there near basketball court if u juz go down the ramp then angel and fang was like dere sayin dunno what i forget lers hahas. then i went to play for a while and told them i goin jp first but i nv tell them tat i will be returnin then i wanna take me bag then sijia say dunno what chenhui sittin on mi bag... harx???? confused. juz when i wanna go lers i juz remembered i forget to put letter so i quickly take lift oh well. i was quite shocked when the other gals was up dere too cept for the 4 gals tat were playin bask. then gie told me chenhui take dunno wat gossips stuff away huh?? why nowadays ppl tellin mi stuffs i dun understand??? yoz. then chenhui came up and i went down to put letter lars hahas den i stayed in class for a while suddenly they shouted everione to get out leavin me and chenhui in the class oh my. i was like tryin to get out but too late it was realli quite weird wif onli him in the class and others outside coz i dun ever dare to :) so i quickly take mi bag and try to force open the door then he said dunno wat veri funny u see??? i dun get what they r tokin!!! :( but so many ppl against me i open the back door while he went to the front door finally they let us out so i and haiyun and sijia realli going on our way to mrt we said bye to them and saw ms zeng... coz take mrt faster then bus, still nid to wait for so long lors. after we quickly buy AND I WAS LIKE SO DAMN HAPPIE!!!!! FINALLY BOUGHT STILL FANTASY! hahas. then wanna go back to sch to play at least a match coz tat time is 2.20pm lers i thought they going back @ 3pm so when i got back i c thru the fence luckily chenhui still dere :) but when i went in i saw him goin u c??? not fated. so we stay back to play till 3pm tat time already 2.35pm lers then i and luc after stayed at void deck and tok.... haiz. i hate and like today... :( :)
2 days nv post....
Friday, September 15, 2006 / 15:40
hello! hey ya, i'm back...2 days nv post, so sure lots nid to post of coz start wif yesterday first lars.. --YESTERDAY well, coz before recess, after assembly is mt lessons first so paper 2 first. in mt class. oh well. nvrm then. coz at least compo in form class :) then quite an easy paper so we very fast do finish lers so very tired me and tj put our head on table to rest then there was a knock on the door tat sent both of us to be awake. hahas luckily ms fong let us hand in paper earlier or else will die of boredom so everione are like so damn happy slowly the other classes derx oso finish lers and then back to this class... hahas then is like tj moved to the back coz of the new seating arrangement for today's psle listening so chenhui went to sit beside me argh... at first not use to it but soon will so we were like going thru sci paper nth happen but is like i can sensed he is lookin at me so i tried to then what der he went to say he hates the person who look at ppl at the corner of eye hey. if he nv look here, how would he noe? hahas after recess, we havin compo then is like evryone sweatin like hell coz we play basketball so nid to cool down... then to save time, ms fong give out the paper then coz not enuff paper she went out to c other classes derx then dunno what swelwin suddenly said:" eh? jenny is sittin beside chenhui?" then is like the whole class broke into laughter, and definitely my face went red. "stop lars... pls" i was in my heart sayin. but worse still, haiyun and the rest went to say:" now then u noe harx?" so they laugh again and swelwin juz said "ya" then dunno chenhui says what sort of weather forecast stuffs. can't hear as usual, we started the paper and we do and do and do then is like when ms fong is in front, chenhui still dare to talk! wow... so brave?? :) then when time's up, chenhui still writing then others pointed to me i juz say he is writin his name lars actually, i dunno. should be barx. it was 12nn when the paper ended. 1 hr more to dismissal ms fong wanna continue wif going thru the sci tackle i got a habit like keep spinning pen then chenhui is like tryin to do it but he can't and kept on droppin the pen hahas. then i was dere laughin then he said y i kept on laughin, nv laugh b4 mehx then he took out his mental sums bk and tore out 2 pieces of paper and wrote smth put in front of his pencil case and placed his pencil case at the end of table and called out to me then i was like bz markin the paper so i juz say: wait lars then i try to read. his words so small.... he said tat i am prompting him to spin his pen but i noe he can't spin hahahahahahahs but mi pencil case cannot put paper derx so i juz say: who ask u to follow then he kept spinning and dropped quite noisy so he wrote again tat he gonna kill me i say kill lors. then once he spin his pen and it dropped in front of mi table he asked me to help him but i sumhow reluctant but in the end still help lars cannot "jian si bu jiu" what so i try to kick it oh well. first time fails then the second time again fails so for the third one, i tried to kick it very hard and it went in front of tj's table!!!!! muahahahahahahahahahas but i still kept on spinning then he said i am spinning james. dunno y, my pen dropped kies u won. but nvrm, i changed another pen then he said tat is worse coz i am spinnin miself! what derx.... then sumhow ms fong scold him after dismissal he said i was the one at fault and handed mi the paper and said is james's handwritin. what derx. feel like.... argh.............................................. then sumhow we played basketball onli C4 got mt supp. not fair!!!!!! why c3 dun have? argh. i hate it. thn i and sijia at the last 1min remember to do smth then quickly rush to fifth floor private. so can't tell durin supp, we goin thru the zuoye tj beside me then for dunno what i said tj always side wif eelin then he siad i oso always side wif chenhui i ask him where got he said i always nv try to snatch ball from him i said i will prove him right hmph then mdm tan give out compo gosh i failed. 17/40! hahas. then tj said he lower than me by 1 mark i thought he oso failed he then told me tat he meant that his lowest is 16/40. chey. then i nid to c the teacher what derx next time dun write abt james lers bad luck aniway, that is long long time derx compo der lor durin when mdm tan is going thru the chi practice paper two she tries to get sum few examples i was one of them then i told mdm tan to take tj one too tj was like dun wan................. hahahas then the whole class laugh he tried to hit me wif the basketball. hmph hahas then after sch we went to play basketball nowadays, lch not going haiz then after basketball, me and luc sat down at void deck and tok then we playin ball too then luc once threw the ball so hard and it went to the road so i quickly dashed almost got hit by a taxi PHEW~~~ haiz... --TODAY nth much. juz the change of report to hall @ 7.30am we onli play for a while coz got PSLE listening lors then at 7.25am we lined up our mt first mine is CL7 then migin sat behind chenhui while i sat behind her i was a comic freak lers hahas then cleb was beside lch then they two kept throwin tissue papers hahas then got the toilet break everyone kept shakin hands first hahas then back to hall, chenhui wanna kick the ball but mi hand on it so he stepped on mi hand! :( sobby hahas then we nid to go for the listening ler oh my the teacher. i knew him. from rulang. my father's frend but he semmed dunno i was there though he collect mi paper till mi mum told him juz now MUAHAHAHAS then i missed out a passage lehx! luckily i did tat compre mcq b4 or else, i die lers. then after mt listening we go break lers lch said again tat he hate ppl tat look at him at the corner of eyes ahem i already forget if i saw him lookin here and saw i was lookin at him weird. hahas then after recess, gotta el listenin same thing the funniest part is when the HI-5 set is spoilt when the repeatin of the last text weel, u noe. c4 luv jokes. hahahahahahas then sum ppl going jurong point coz shuwuen burfday is tomolo but i cannot and it is rainin so damn heavily lors then lch came out say dunno what abt james and tries to snatch the ball again i am angry wif him for the james thing so i use the ball to hit him! oh my. am i crazy? oh well. what done cannot be undone sorry then so we all went mac and play captain i was totally mad kept screaming and well, u noe. mi screaming is sharp so... hahas aniway lch oso not dere what but pls, i am not to be like him scream then we play in the rain muahahas when we went home, jayda's grandpa suddenly appeared we all noe jayda dead le haiz then i heard qian li zhi wai of jay from quite a far dist coz mi ears is very good at music songs ao i quickly ran and stood dere watching the mv forget abt luc and sijia thne finally went back hey, i gonna buy tat new album fantasy!! hahas.... gtg. bye heyya
Wednesday, September 13, 2006 / 16:05
-.- haizsighing AGAIN. {School} hehex... today mt compo remain in class... hahas then was like when ms fong was givin out foolscap paper tj says smth abt chenhui so i ask him to shut up then he told chenhui:"ur wife scolded me" so chenhui said:" since when she was my wife? soon become urs lorx" i was like there, oh well. the 1st time when i nid another foolscap i kept waving to ms fong but she is juz too engrossed in her work so they laugh and laugh whenever i nid the paper when i was doing the compo i can sensed tat tj kept smilin at me so i juz smile back after tat, after compo, tj told chenhui tat i wrote 5pgs then lch says comfirm all rubbish quite true. all descriptions... then he came to my table sayin write so many pgs will lesser marks and toking abt tingjun AGAIN and kept on throwin the thigs on mi pathetic then later got music followed by ms fong's lesson again then when we were goin thru the sci paper abt a fish drawin tingjun kept lookin at mi paper i dunnno what de heck then the two boiz were like giggling then i noe why the fish... so i oso went and c tj's hahas after recess we got an emengercy call from class 5c1 we nid to exchange tables so actually onli the boiz then all went to help c? told u. c4 always together as a class, never seperate :) hahas. after tat, we straight away have our hmt paper 2 coz arrange table lers so tj sit at the back and lch moved but then everyone went oooooooooo so i juz went to sign my name and they were like kicking mi chair so i wanna take mi chair back but they dun allow me to so i went to take another one hahas. then dunno what they oooooooo again haiz then he went back :) then everyone is like so damn noisy so sumone went to keep a lookout for ms fong then dunno hu lied to us hahas then tj says mr tsu comin but is huiping and her frend of 6c1 so we were like all laughin then dunno who says ms fong comin again so chenhui went to check okays. is really hahas then dunno what mt lessons when we nid to freet the teacher mdm tan told chenhui tat hmt paper 2 nid to go back to form mt then he said har but i wan to be in c4 or smth like tat then i heard swelwin said izzit u dun bear to leave jenny? i puke! hahas then after sch, is like he nv go back to c4 and he oso nv go basketball thingy so i was wondering is he hiding from us??? then twj went to take the ball home so tat kept everione bz but in the end, we sat down and watch yuanchigss VS sqps hahas then i and luc and sijia wanna go back sch i thought he was in sch but he isn't so we stayed in class talkin then luc says juz now when lch wanna leave, he said actuaaly he planned...... so i kept sayin NO NO NO then luc says she oso saw tj kept smilin at me durin compo maybe chenhui asked him to so i will like him by the end of this yr?? PLS LORX! i onli take tj as a frend, mind u!!! haiz then today at mac saw mr teo... muahahas u noe what? c4 gals VS c2 boiz and c3 boiz = WATERFIGHT! muahahas then is like evryone all drenched like hell. really wet lorx. not kiddin! hehe gtg byyeeeeeeee {HuRT}
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 / 16:05
today math paper got one qn tat is not realistic at all lors...hais i am hurt again imagine me, being hurt by the same person 4 times in juz two days??? today after math paper, we were like wif mr paruk explaining wif us section a onli lars then we all not listening..... soon, recess so we went basketball then is like 4 big grps playin so nid to play full court... but i dun think tat it is fun at all lors... so when we went to canteen everyone was already up we are gonna late! we dashed up to hall luckily swelwin let us in ooops ms chan lehx... and mrs nair and mr paruk for the PSLE LC listening... haiz so we quickly sit down and after it is over we went back to class sure got lots of things to collect and give out so, tj, ass leaders and leaders gotta help when he give out el paper he said:" i bet wif u tat u will like tj by the end of this yr" tat means he wanna me to like tj? tat means i am like a load to him so when i like another guy le will decrease his burden? or izzit juz a misundersatnding? i juz found out tat tj is juz the same PAP as me. oh my so i had known him for 8yrs????? gosh*** then is like wherever i sit, hack care of exams, form class lessons or mt lessons tj will be near tat area so of coz we will talk de marx isn't it??? and i had been in the same grp as him for 2yrs. except tis yr only a distance away but still can communicate haiz.... i gotta a feelin to do tat again u say lehx??? I AM DYIN~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ or already... DEAD??? i wished....
Monday, September 11, 2006 / 16:40
if onli...i had not avoid juz now... and i will be dead now... not even can i type this post.. oh well. {SCHOOL} exams in class! hip hip hooray! but the bad thing is that he is supposed to sit beside me but.. weird arrangements i dunno how it became like tt but luckily ms fong said no nid... and tj moved up and became our wall haiz no matter how many times i change my pencil case the boiz will still take it. well, i had enuff of it lors. throwin here and there oh well. he said smth today that hurts me... but i still smile. that's juz my "jie kou" for bein heartbroken kies. nvrm we are supposed to go mt lessons but c3 and c4 teacher nv come then there was this survey thingy that i nid to go down... tomolo lehx. i dun wan to go lors haiz then later when we came back, we were called down again! but luckily we thought we dun nid to go c3 for mt listening but when we went back, we all are like quickly went and take hahas then mi+migin+krystal+tzy quickly settle down the rest of gals are like wanna try to walk slowly so they can skip it so when they reached we all started lauging hahahas {AFTER SCHOOL} as usual, basketball at first, i thought he isn't going but he was. fine nvrm vis and tzy oso going hahas at first we playin he no rules game and so called wateva stuffs then we play and play then dunno sumhow he got so angry so i oso nv play lers then sijia gave seahcheng a present a gal and a boiz and he wanted to throw and wateva stuff going on then he said smth that hurts me again so i wanna go to sumwhere else i asked sijia to go along then he thought tat we gonna follow him home WE AREN'T so we quickly so MRT and we sat there for abt 15-20 mins he didn't come at all so for sure, i thought he went home lers so i went home wif sijia but at the traffic there we saw him coming! so we were quickly waitin for the traffic but found out that his will come first dunno suddenly why i dun feel like seeing him so i juz ran and dashed across the road then there was a taxi, nearly knocked me down if i nv quickly avoid.... i really feel like cryin but he in the end nv saw us i dun care!!! so i shouted: I HATE U! haiz... muahahas...
Sunday, September 10, 2006 / 14:33
hehex... 2 days nv post arhx???quite ok. wun die derx... yesterday i went to the karaoke thingy or wateva u say that then i brought mi diary along and write as the time pass... u noe what?? i mistook the beer or wine or wateva stuff u call tat for green tea!!! and it was so damn bitter... so i was like puke and take the whole jar of green tea and gulp.. and choked. oh well. kies. i swear i wun drink tat kinda stuff AGAIN! hmph... so we went till 3.30am in this morning so i kinda nid to wake up @ 10 coz today gotta tuition... i abt 4+++ then sleep... so now.. haiz. dozin off lors!! hahas. today @ tuition very funny... superb lors... coz we got the three main ppl who cracks jokes... guoliang, jianfu and the teacher lars..... oh ya..... gl's eng realli very good! hahahahahahahas. kies... stop tokin abt those stuffs... :) haiz... 15h and 30mins can c him lers. oh yeah but if it is in the hall.... haiz. aniway, i realli dunno lars... i calculated. 47 more sch days to c him. 1 sch days- 5.5h 47 sch days- 5.5hx47=258.5h 258.5h= 258.5hx60mins=15510mins 15510mins= 15510x60sec= 930600 seconds!!! but still nid to minus the examinations time, mt lessons and other stuff like tat but i bet he wun stay back after sch lers.... coz PSLE comin:( so, u c??? haiz. tat's why i hate to be in primary six, u noe? if onli.... aiya, all those stupid wishes will not be true. ya... and includin mi last wish b4 i nv get to c him ever. tat is to go shoppin together and take neoprints as freinds. kies? haiz... tick tock tick tock time passes veri fast but i hoped that after psle, it will be much much slower! and .... maybe, mi last wish... Friday, September 08, 2006 / 12:10
hahas...yoz! go and have a look of chenhui's pic on class blog! muahaha yesterday i went sqps webbie and there was photos on students ambassador so i save lots of them up... muahahas well. alone. boring.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006 / 12:40
haiz..i juz woke up :) lazy pig... hahas i slept for 12hrs straight but actually, i weren't sleepinthinkin of other things lors i m so bored now.. onli got handphone, com, mp3, holiday hw to accompany me u noe??? but fortunately, u approved miself to go to yuanshen house to watch the high school musical thingy... hahas. wif angela and her bro well i saw them b4... hahahahahahas 1st day to get over wif arhx? still quite okay. but yesterday i was totally freaked out. i totally cannot do ani hw!!!! @ tuition, everythin i wrote will go wrong. really. and what matters is, all things changed to him. then when i came home, i have no mood at all and him kept appearin in my mind and all things tt happened b4 kies. maybe i was really tired. yup. i got flu. again! yesterday barx.... rainin heavily u noe what??? they said that lch was really there and they did not lie to me! but... really??? or not? well. confusedagain. =P now i tryin to call luc to ask her if she wanna watch that thingy.' ---------------------------------------- {yesterday, after mac} i and luc goin together.... then we went to the void deck there outside sch... and saw the gardener! :) hehex. then we were like tokin abt the rain well, i dun like rain. really 1. very diff to get home 2. can't play basketball 3. i knew i gonna catch flu again!!!! ALL THINGS ARE CONNECTED' but 不要乱讲话, 小心天打雷霹! muahahahahs. well. 雷电死花... so i m already dead, isn't it??? haiz... oh shoots. i foret smth. nvrm... gtg or else i will be late for the trip later... well. haiz. why?
Tuesday, September 05, 2006 / 15:08
![]() ![]() well, well, well. haiz. haiz. haiz. why? why? why? all these are all like "sigh".... coz today, is the last day of term 3 that i gotta c him! 5 days to control miself... you noe?? how am i gonna do that?? well, i dunno. haiz... {SchooL} i wasn't the first one to reach today... and i was so damn silly nv go to class and check... lucinda is 10mins earlier than me... then i thought no one in or outside class so i nv go up. thought that the classroom door was locked. then eelin came... of coz we cannot play basketball coz the floor was wet... so we wanna go up to class... then we saw lucinda coming... she todld us that the room was locked... so we went to the general office and asked the ppl there if they could help to unlock the door for us.. but they said that it was already unlocked!!!! haiz.. nvrm then so we went up... after a short while, the first boy came... vis... hmm... quite early arhx?? no lars... already 7.30am le lors... so we were like there listening to mp3.. muahahas and luc came back so we told her the truth... then more and more ppl came as the time passed then luc wanna do her drawin... so we went there got 2 lchs.... LCH1- chua migin LCH2- zheng sijia muahahahahahahs then they say lch is a gal so i m a les... hmph... :) finally, the real lch came so we all quickly zoomed back hehex... then durin recess, sijia and others kept sayin when lch came, i was the fastest to go back.. really??? i dunno lors... yipee! we played basketball... but the floor is wet... sobby... okay lars... hahas. then we all were like sweatin like hell so when we reached back i asked the boiz who do u think is the sweatest??? they all said of coz lch lars... then i veri poor thing footprints again lors. i think ms fong saw us playin... lch too... hahas. not sort called playin... bullyin me is much better arhx??? when we were goin thru el paper, i was tokin to yaoxiang who trish likes.... i dun tell him so he said he wanna ask luc... i said: ask lars! luc and i quite close lors... u think she will tell?? so we were like lookin there, then they look here. then dunno what kies. i am confused!!! argh... i gonna kill tj.... no lars... jk the new duty thingy he purposely made me and chenhui clean the board together!!! nvrm... most of the time teacher dun use board lers. :) :) :) {AfteR schooL} the weather was fine... then we got to cross the traffic. it onli left 14secs. so i, haiyun quickly crossed and followed by lucinda... then i thought tat i won the bet! but... he still came. oh well. then he said he going KFC. yipee... but still, he went mac. hahas. then suddenly it started to pour. so at first we thought kies lars but it became heavier and heavier. so we mux stop. boo hoo hoo. we gtg! then i was takin the ball home then jayda said: ehx, u all wanna go home le harx? me: ya. jayda: then can lend us the ball? me: but later u all muz bring home lors. jayda: OK. and then u noe what? when i reached home they called me ask me if i can go mac i knew they wanna me to bring the ball back so i said no aniway i aren't supposed to go out then they were sayin rubbish like lch was there if i wanna c him, i mux go there but i wasn't so damn stupid enuff i said: really? then ask him to be on the phone lars! then they give me an excuse sayin he going to toilet. fine! i have time. i will wait so finally, they gave up and now i asked them where is the ball they dun tell me said i m responsible for what is happenin coz eelin ask me to take care of the ball HEY!!!! they said they will bring the ball back i wasn't the one who wanna play! THEY ARE THEN THE ONES WHO ARE IRRESPONSIBLE LORS! fine. i dun care abt that ball lers. ----------------------------------------- u c?? everytime, everythin is my fault when it isn't supposed to be. so from now onwards, i will wash my hands off other ppl's business!!!!! ----------------------------------------- {deaD}. OH WELL ...
Monday, September 04, 2006 / 15:30
haiz...i'm back. after bathing from mac er... nope. should be void deck... -------------------- {School} well, i am so damn happy coz we can go back to sch though it is holidays... hahas so i went mad... 7.10am already reached school lers. well, got other classes de but juz not a single c4!! so i phoned lucinda. oh yeah, she gonna coming out. so i waited for abt 5mins, she and eelin appeared. yipee!!! then we went to play basketball... lols then "mummy" (migin) came... so we play match. me & migin VS eelin and lucinda... oh yeah. we won... hahas. then we got to c if dere is any other c4... only harriet, trish, clara so we juz went up... then we were sweating... hahas so got to cool down first lors. then soon many other gals came... but juz not a single boy then we spotted wanxin coming up here in the lift she was wif the auntie that is gonna open our door... YEAH!!! so we all juz went in... finally, by 7.50am, the first boy appeared he is TZYthen followed by lch, yaoxiang... then we were there toking abt the movie thingy... then zy is like thought that we took yipchi $100++ to play aiyo.. he siao arhx??? that's the $$$ to buy tennis racket lors.. muahahahahahahs then sumhow a little after 8, ms fong came in... so we started our supp :) haiz... no nid to say lers. u should noe what happen. footprints, drawings. that's all. hahas then i ask eelin help mi pass the thing then she said he dun wan so well at first i threw it into the dustbin lers but then later i ask haiyun to pick it up again coz i wanna play when i m bored... u can't expect to talk to the boiz all the time rite??? then sumhow, during the x when leaders are supposed to give out stuffs he came and say y u=muz i waste money so i replied what is that got to do wif him? then he said it was wasting his time then dunno what sort of rubbish lars. then i was like, what has time got to do wif that???? durin toilet break, dunno what thing then he came and say abt me and adeeb or smth like that oh well. i hate it. can u think what if the person that u like say that u like another guy which is totally impossible?? haiz... when doing whatsoeva stuff, i looked at him but he looked back oh well. got to turn again or else i will like... well, nvrm. i got no business in this.. muahahas during recess, we are so damn happy other classes not using the basketball court so we have the full court so we played lors. quite a number of boix so i was like wondering: 2 boiz we already lost to them and now so many how on earth are we going to win? but okay lars. we did quite okay but defintely not better than the boiz lars... back in class, we were all sweating like hell... so got to cool down a lot. especially the boys... then tj say: chenhui onli play for 5mins sweat till like this lers. oh well. kies, i knew that when ms fong going thru the compre, he was like quite sad... i dunno what happen lehx... haiz. oh well. told u.... dun understand what other ppl is thinkin on their minds so, then finally after sch!!! dismissal. boiz not going to play basketball they going home. so i thought he wasn't going... eelin only go mac for lunch so the ball i still nid to bring back home, kies??? then he kept callin me tellin me dunno what coz i dun even bother to listen well, actually i tried to but still dunno what cannot catch up... then shuwuen was dere keep toking to me hey i only got 2 ears! then it was like gina and him dunno what fight then gina wanted to pull him into the gal toilet... we were all like there laughing then sumhow he gotta the ball on the way to the gate he used that to hit me... pathetic sia hahas. paingul, u noe??? that ball... then sumhow under tzy's bllock, lch say smth wrong and made luc angry so lucinda thrw her waterbottle and accidentaly onto the plastic thingy and it went "bomp" so loud u noe what? i jumped!!! hahahahs then lch was calling out to tzy.... well, that a void deck we aren't suppose to create an atmosphere for tt get it??? then we reached mac and play lors. then dunno wat the boiz wanna join or smth like tt lch carried his bag thrice so i was nearly like: oh. he was going home but twice = wasn't once= real. well, i supposed he was angry coz of the gal they kept hurting him i dun even wanna c it so i went in and buy a drink... so after he left, i oso wanna go lers then the gal started to say:........... u should noe so i waited then me and luc went home together haiz... then actually we wanna go void deck do hw derx but nv... we were there chatting and drawing. luc draw me and i draw a couple... muahahas. then she nid to go lers... kies lors... haiz.... ------------------------ i hoped tomolo he can stay back and i will cherish it till siao coz wed+thurs+fri+sat+sun= TOTALLY CANNOT C HIM wanna me mad arhx??? muahahahahahahahahahahas gtg..... byeeeeeeeeeeee PATHETIC!
Sunday, September 03, 2006 / 15:17
hi...i am back. from tuition... talking to eelin on the phone now... hahas... back from tution... yipee! i finally bought S.H.E forever!!! hahas... we've been toking for half hour lers... today gl is veri pathetic!!! he got scolded by teacher lehx.. and he was like quite all day.... onli jianfu was talking.... then there was one compre passage abt we should mind our words when we said it may hurt one. and leads to out of mind and do silly stuffs. so i was like dere staring at my wrist then lucinda was beside me, and touch it.. pain sia then after tuition, i accompany luc, waiting for her parents. then we were there toking abt lch. she: it is imposs! he wun like me! me: it is possible lors. u wun even noe. she: even if, shld be shuwuen lorx! me: dun think so.... is you! she: pls, it isn't obvious me: aiya, remember i sms u yesterday??? she: ----tell u, u wun noe until he said it out rite??? me: u go ask him lors! she: no! hahas.... yipee. tomolo going sch lers! but i dun have chi supp so damn not fair other classes got lor so i juz hope that mi mum let me do errands so can get down and to sch on wed and thurs to c him... muahahas i m definitely mad! i ask eelin to pass the thing to him... and tell him if he dun wan, break it. coz that resembles mi heart he can choose to break it... haiz. oh well. gtg bye Saturday, September 02, 2006 / 12:13
hehex. it's a good thing that i went to the movies afterall.it was a last minute decision! so fun lors! but sum kinda luck. Good/Bad? muz see how u out it lors! At 1pm, then i decided to go. got to hurry coz they(eelin+afiqah+angie+gina ng) meeting @1.30pm so i quickly bathe , ate mi lunch, dashed to the busstop juz in time, bus '198' came. i remembered tt bus leads to jp, so i boarded it i went alone, so i juz stucked mi mp3 into mi ears while smsing gina. then near shuqun's area, there is a bus stop suddenly i saw yaoxiang and his mum+sis he didn't see me! so i called up to him he was dere, lookin as if he was shocked i was like: oh my. dun tell me they are going to jp too??? hmm... maybe not to movies... even if, maybe not same movies.... so when we reached dere. i quickly went down and ran. i gonna be late. when i went dere, they dunno what toking abt yipchi. then we saw yaoxiang there. oh.... then we tried calling yipchi and suddenly, he came he was sort of like shock to c me there... well, last min decision what... cannot mehx? so we bought 6 tickets for monster house @2.30pm derx we all try to fight foe the seats. in the end, this is our arrangement: (5) afiqah (6) gina (7) angie (8) me (9) eelin (10) yipchi muahahas. so we seperated for 1hr then meet later.... we gals went into the "gift a name" shop. actually, i wanna buy smth dere. but dun dare yo so many gals lehx.... eventually, we went into a CD shop. when afiqah, gina and angie weren't lookin, me and eelin slipped out into "gift a name". we sure had a hard time there we gonna choose, wait and there are sooooooooooooo many missed calls the gals thought we were missing/ so after we "booked" the thingy, (muz go and came back later to collect coz it took quite a while to do but we are going movies) we walked and try to find them. then i ask eelin: "hmm... maybe one of the missed calls are alan's?" all of a sudden, eelin turned. oh my. yipchi was juz beside us! he was playin X-BOX. sumthing like running then later he changed to tennis then eelin wanna go toilet so we went then the gals called and told us tt they were already in the theatre. so me and eelin quickly went there. we wanna but drinks. i dun feel like eating popcorns. eelin can juz eat yipchi's. ha yipchi was standing there..... then later when me and eelin finish buying, yipchi already went in so we hurry but we dunno where to go hahas. but finally found it. then there were sum advers on"HAPPY FEET". sumthing to do wif penguins then it was so damn funny. we were there laughing. then eelin ask me and yipchi: do u c yaoxiang here? our ans: NOPE. then the movies started. so i ask eelin when she is scared, grab the person on the right's hand not on the left's hahax then tingjun sms eelin usin tingjia's hp. he said he gonna kill us durin supp on mon for not tellin him tt yipchi is going HEY! WE DUN EVEN NOE HE IS! HE CAME BY HIMSELF!!!!! we, as in the three of us aren't really payin attention... then once yipchi dropped the popcorn onto eelin's skirt. he said: you muz thank me for eating faster. the two of them kept toking.... hahas grr.... the movie quite scary.... then there was a gal called jenny. i ask eelin: do u hear the word jenny? eelin went to ask alan ans the ans is yes.... oh my. nvm then when it ended, we went down the staircase. then there was a door to shops. we went there but alan dunno so he went down the stairs then he knew and came up angie ask: can u believe it? i cried! oooooooo........... thn we went to toilet. alan wanna change his clothes too me and eelin went to the third floor toilet coz there are so many ppl after that, we oso went to collect back the thingy. wow.... quite expensive. nvm then.... then eelin said that she wanna to buy a pencil case. so we wnt here and there. then the gals called. we meet at converse. then went to wallet shop eelin finally bought a pencil case. then sumhow at toysaurus, we met yipchi. there were basketball on sale. "buy 1 get 1 free. $5.95 each." so we decided to buy. but i ask: dun tell mi we gonna bring those two along when we gonna shop??? so we later then buy..... we wanna play arcade. gina got card but no $$$$. so we ask from yipchi. he at first give us $4. he said no had no more $$$$$$ lers but then later he said: actually i got $150+++ in my wallet. so we all were like:oh. he said later coz got tennis lessons, he nid to buy a tennis racket. welll, in the end, he gave us $5. guess who we saw at the arcade there??? TAI WEIJIE! he was wif a gal. he said tt that was frend, but kept on tagging him. we dun care and went to play basketball.... hahas. first time round is yipchi, eelin and gina so i took a video of them. hahas. then later while the rest were playin one, me and eelin went to play the other yipee. our score higher. hahas. then we played all toghether. yipchi doesn't looked odd-one-out at all. then we used finish yipchi's money. hahas then eelin nid to go lers. yipchi oso going for the tennis thingy. hey, ahem it is not the X-BOX tennis thingy. it's real. then we went o buy basetball first. later.yipchi asked where to buy a tennis racket. we replied: coverse, sportlink he said he went there lers. but found nth. so we were juz outside OP. we suggested him to go there. HAHAS> that's a clothing shop lors. we went along but angie nid to buy a drink so me and gina waitin for her while eelin and yipchi went first when we reached the interchange, we saw yipchi and eelin at the same berth except diff buses lars @ first me and gina wanna play basketball but court is taken so we went there sittin and talking our convers: gina: what u use to cut? penknife? me: of coz not gina: ya lars. everione's afraid of death. me: hey. i dun wana die. die le worse, cannot c him gina: ya, but when u see he is happy wif his love, ur frend, tt is lucinda.. me: haiz... hmm.... come to think of it, it's already 6pm+++ and we weren't going home yet. that day is one of mi happiest day... i wish time can stop here btw, sept hoildays is starting! but at least got supp haiz... but we c4 has no chi supp! so damn not fair hmph bye. i dun wish to post abt thursday teacher's day thingy no mood!!!!!!!!!!!!! signing off.... |
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