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Saturday, July 29, 2006 / 14:55
  EG. LCH PLAYIN.Haha Yesterday, I + Haiyun + sijia went 7/11 for lunch, While shuwuen + Jayda + shihui + Lucinda + gina ng went mac We agreed to meet at mac for hw Who noes, when my grp reached there, we saw the girls playin basketball with tingjun and chenhui !!! Galz grp: shuwuen, me, gina, lucinda, shihui, haiyun, sijia, jayda Boys grp: tingjun, chenhui Then they dragged me there, askin me to join Oh well But shuwuen said tat I am in charge of snatching the ball from chenhui At first I was so damn reluctant So they said tat I purposely gave the ball to chenhui but I did not!!! I juz cannot take it what Is not I purposely de lorx Haha The funniest part is the ball hit chenhui’s ice-cream and it went “plak!” onto the floor SQUASHED Then after tat for few times, the basketball keep landing on it HAHAHAHA Monday, July 24, 2006 / 19:11
OMG!!! new seatings arrangement! now I AM really in grp 4, far far away from lch!!grp 1: shuwuen, jayda, lucinda, chenhui, yuanshen, angie, krystal, gina hiu, sijia, eemin grp 2: migin, afiqah, adeeb, harriet, alvis, clara, tian yu, eelin, zhou hui, yip chi grp 3: hasni, wanxin, trisha, premjith, terence, geeling, swe lwin, tingjun, esther, gina ng grp 4: binbin, angela, jade yin, shihui, haojing, me, yaoxiang, haiyun and zhangyong ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- gosh! you see! yoz... i sat with yaoxiang lehx... lei chen hui sits with lucinda lehx. er pls i am not jealous... haha i predicted tat me+haojing+yaoxiang+haiyun+zhangyong will be study nerds coz we all 5 at the back do hw, do hw hehe juz like today... and horx, good news! HTJ sits with sewlwin!!! Reporter: Shihui Reporter to tj: how do u feel sittin with swelwin? reporter to yipchi: gow do you feel when tj sits with swelwin, will u be jealous??? HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA is so damn funny... today all the boys (in mt larx)+me+shihui+sijia+haiyun+yuanshen all quarrelled.. :) then all thorughout the discussion period.... luckily horx, although quite noisy but we still managed to finish it.. lol its all abt the ying tao xiao wan zi... gtg bye! Sunday, July 23, 2006 / 15:05
Juz returned from mt tuition @ smartlink…Yoz.. today shihui asked me lots of school work lehx… Then so after tuiton at abt 1.50pm (actually should be 1.30pm but the teacher horx…) She took all out Then asked me When I was telling her Our tution teacher came out And told us how to do He was like very “proud” Actually we already noe but he kept on tokin I already told him 9 times tat we noe le but still he was there standing and rattling on ike a machine gunand worse Is tat I am standin beside him He stinks, u noe!! Argh.. dun mind abt tat anymore.. So I and Lucinda went home together then were there tokin abt lch Both of us suggested tat he would do a good job for the undercovers if he was one But of coz, I hoped not la… Really what… His running speed and his actions were superb.. Fast. Even Haiyun cannot catch up with him on the long distance run lehx! He is so.. PRO Hehex.. singing praises abt him.. yippee. Anyway, heard tat net week we gonna changing places lehx.. I dun wan but if no choice, I muz at least be in the same grp as him lehx.. Actually I oso dunno what is it gonna according to lehx. Not even geeling noe. Maybe the line up position barx But lots of them forget le so how, I oso dunno.. Saturday, July 22, 2006 / 23:36
argh!!!both my legs and arms still hurt... all thanks to "my friends" why??? on thursday after school, me+haiyun+sijia went to 7-11 for lunch while gina ng+lucinda+shuwuen+trisha went mac to eat lunch. when my group returns, it was a good timing coz gina's grp oso returned. :) i bet with sijia that lch had gone home, while she bet haven't. so together the 7 of us went canteen coz shuwuen & trisha wanna buy "flowers". then at the moment i and sijia were quarrelling abt the bet, i suddenly exclaimed: he haven't gone home yet!" within seconds, lucinda, haiyun and sijia started to pull and pull me to the basketball court! but luckily is till can managed. i then shouted:ok! ok! can go by the carpark??" phew, they allowed. but still hold on to me in case i ran away... lucinda and sijia wanna me to go to the ST net there. then i very clever, when the basketball rolled into the trees and lch went to pick it up, i ran to the net and to the other side. who noes, they say not counted coz i ran so i muz do i again. but suddenly, i saw him going to the canteen. sijia and lucinda followed while haiyun stayed behind to keep an eye on me. suddenly, sijia came running asking haiyun to pull me coz they ask gardener to help. "GRADENER???" luckily, it wasn't or else i would be scared to death. but this time round is the 6 of them!!! 3 pulling me and 3 pushing me at the back. 6:1 lehx!! (i was breatheless and feel like collapsing but they still dun let me off and my hands and arms all went red in colour. Pain!!) so i got no choice, if this continues, I will either fall or faint. So in the end, I just shouted: “Ok! I go there myself!” but still, they still need to hold on to me in case I ran away. :( but when I reached there, they said that I need to stand there for 5 mins facing him without moving. But of coz I need to move! But no choice. Either that or go up to him and say: “ I luv u” lehx! Worse! But I kept moving so they restart and restart. In the end, they got angry. We went up to class. After packing my stuff, i+sijia+Haiyun lfet the class. Sijia needs to go le. Ok. Bye. Then I and Haiyun do our work @ canteen. Suddenly, sijia appeared again. She said tat she can stay back. Then all of a sudden, I realized my correction-tape is still with gina. So I ask sijia to go with me. But instead, sijia asked me to face lch 10sec then she would. I said tat he had already gone home but all of a sudden, I started to count “10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1.” Coz I saw him in front of me carrying his sch bag. I thought he was going home but instead he went up to the hall. I asked sijia if she could go up to class with me already or not. She said go to the hall first coz anyway, it is the same way. We saw him playin with premjith and his c3 fend. So as sijia guards there, I quickly ran to class and down again. But then tat time lch and frends came out of hall and oth I and sijia ran to the water cooler there. I walked to the hall’s corridor while sijia still standin there so I thought lch coming so I ran into the hall and who noes, lch went in too! We froze. He quickly took his bag. (he muz have thought tat we wanna hid his bag) then I and sijia stayed there. We peeped either at the other corridor or at the entrance. Once sijia tried to push me and I screamed! While I and sijia rest@ the entrance, we suddenly heard premjith tokin to lch. We thought they were comin so we dashed like hell. Then we saw Haiyun and shuwuen there. I came up with a brilliant plan of trickin them. I told them : ‘ ehx, juz now I and sijia saw smth very ridiculous at the hall there!” sijia got what I meant so she joined in. “ya lorx! Let’s go and see!” she said. I and sijia were laughing in the dark. So when we reached there, we push Haiyun and shuwuen there and in the end, their reactions were super funny! I and sijia laughed like hell and HI-5! Sijia and I later then went up again and this time, they were really going! I shouted to sijia: “Girls toilet!” but we ended at the music room 1 watching lch. Suddenly an idea strucked me and I asked sijia, “ Let’s follow him!” Sijia nodded. Haiyun saw and joined us. But half way at the bus stop near school, he spotted us. I dashed across the road (although it is not green light. Ha.) and ran up the stairs alone, running, tryin to atch up while sijia and Haiyun were far behind stolling there. It has already been more than 8th times we followed him so we knew the entrances and exits quite well. Finally, I met up with Haiyun and sijia at the traffic going to the lakeside mrt… MAP:  izzit blur??? oh well. u see, haiyun's job is the easiest. followin them dun nid to run.. :(I ran and ran like 1.6km. I surely wanna succeed! The 3 of us met. Lch and premjith took a rest@ mrt there. So when we discuss, the two of them tapped their e-z link and went in! I dun care! Last time I lost by 5 sec.. So when we discuss we should go up and who, I min was taken. I got no e-z link so I borrowed from Haiyun. I and sijia ran. Upon reaching there, the mrt heading toward boon lay took off and we saw chenhui and premjith waving good-bye to us! ARGH!!! I and sijia stayed there for abt 5 mins then go down. Coz too tired. At least can rest. :) Thursday, July 13, 2006 / 10:19
haiz....the moment i stepped into class 6c4 (minus ruth& nisha + lch and krystal) i will never ever have a peaceful day not at all. er.... nope. should be after james left.. so many troubles came up. why has it got to be me? why? why? why? well, like wat sijia, haiyun and i say, you cannot change ft=ate. oh well. ya. of coz i wish tat i can go through the time machine back to last yr even if i cannot, can i take back all the three msgs??????????/ ARGH. pathetic really dunno how to face him on this comin fri lehx i am STILL the grp leader which means, i HAVE TO clooect his hw from him can't possibly ask sijia to do all then i m afraid it will be unfair but.... HOW? u noe watta happen???? i will tell you then if i got time.... Sunday, July 09, 2006 / 16:16
I juz cannot understand y.When I ask everyone “will u miss c4 over the weekend”, Everyone juz say: “no coz they can c them tomolo.” But, except for me!!! I really did miss c4 And today I dunno y I gone crazy all of a sudden I dunno if tomolo got sch a not Maybe I haven recover from june’s holiday school sickness to c4 Lol Haiz I think c4 ppl veri de pathetic lehx Some of them bcoz of family matters affect their results So damn not fair Some is oso coz the c4 problems Like me lar Btw, I haven even got my diary back The boys let me have a last glance of it on tues then after tat It disappeared again And till now I did not c it ever again!! :( Where could it have gone??? Haiz You cannot change fate….. Thursday, July 06, 2006 / 16:33
Ha.today i got a great fun and sad too... FUN: today i tricked sijia and she saw seah cheng right before her eyes so seah cheng went to make "fun" of her then i continued and continued from recess till after supp goin home... :) actually, i din't realised tat i was so fun!!! should i continued tomolo??? hehe SAD: Today at assembly, eelin sat behind chenhui, harriet sat beside lch and i sat behind eelin then so harriet is small as in size, then therewas a big gap between me and her she and eelin asked me to move but i dun wan chenhui lehx!!!! then today after mt, then got relief teacher coz ms fong, chenhui and tingjun got to go to present something, i think so tzy and soon hao jing horx... haiz of coz!!! my diary larx... still got what... haiz... the twj and sijia kept copying what i say sobby then when it's gonna recess, chenhui and tingjun returned in their "attire" so lucinda and others kept saying that "my" prince returned argh!!!! After recess, we go to com lab for ne quiz. sit according to s/n. so when 20-30 to goin i count who will b sitting opposite me. of coz i noe that it will b a boy so i wanna c who the boy is but.... IT IS S/N 31!!! LEI CHEN HUI bad luck... being "suan" by other ppl but... soon, coz my com spoilt so can go another com lab!!! Yipee.. then horx, during lunch when i wanna go back to class, ttcc kept following me but he was stupid so i can shake him off vry easily. then he said tat he is going to follow me home today until i tell him what was i doin there juz now but i cannot tell. not even here. but too bad, i noe him for 6 yrs le so i noe he will definitely go home straightaway after sch :) Wednesday, July 05, 2006 / 17:00
 HURT. I noe that no matter what, you will nv like me But no matter what, u cannot stop me from luving euu. I will always be thinking abt u care abt u and luving u But u always gave me the cold shoulder and took my things away u noe how sad am i? no, u don't... i dun care whoever u like coz i dun even want to noe who it is I kept worrying abt u day and night i dun think u noe i was ignored by u..... but i cannot change fate, isn't it??? I fell bcoz of you well, it's ok Psle is coming nearer. u told me to pass my examinations with flyin colours. but how am i supposed to do that when my mind is always filled abt u? i will try my best not to disappoint you we soon will be changing seats, i suppose... so mabe our really is true tat it will pull our distance away well, haiz Honestly, i cannot stand it when u r ignoring me it hurts, u noe?? but i gotta no choice tat's my problem, anyway.. haiz.. "I LUV U" MI DIARY
Saturday, July 01, 2006 / 11:48
Hehe... i juz changed mi blogskin... :)today is sat haven do tomolo's chinese tuition hw lehx.. will die derx la yesterday and today so tired!!! coz of c4 boiz again, of coz ~~~ MY DIARY~~~ Thurs after school: I, haiyun, sijia and yuanshen went to bubble tea for lunch then ys nid to go home while the 3 of us planned to do our hw in sch canteen coz in class waste electricity then yiching form B3 came and asked abt james the two gossipers (haiyun and sijia) told her i like james... oh well. then yiching asked if i got his photo well, at home except for class photo haiyun pointed to her who is james then she snatched the photo and dun return me!! :( class photo lehx suddenly chenhui appeared but i dun care and insisted having the photo back chenhui try to take sijia bag coz he thought mi diary inside... but i am not so stupid then i and haiyun and sijia saw him carrying his bag goin home so we went to parade square they dun return mi my photo!! bad galz then we went to see the pen stucked in drain but when we went back checked mi bag MY DIARY IS GONE then we saw lch bag in boiz toilet so we noe he is inside i very "clever" came up with a super plan by tricking the uncle gardener tat we knew and told him tat a boy put our blue bag(chenhui's) into boix toilet and help us to take it out the gardener believed and did so chenhui told him countless time tat it was his but the gardener still believe us... LOL the moment we took his bag, we threw it into the galz toilet then the gardener noe we tricked him... hehe I and sijia took his bag hid in c4 recycling bin while haiyun help us watch chenhui we susceed and thought haiyun will b left on an lonely island so we went down and saw chenhui sitting there on our "territory" he asked where was his bag and tried to take mine but in the end he did not do so he went to c4 and the rest too chenhui went up and down wityh haiyun and sijia chasing while mi looking after c4 :) coz mi leg pain@! i fell then i saw haiyun went to press the lift so i suppose chenhui in lift indeed he was and he said dunno what to me and went into c4 then i stood there still, waiting 4 haiyun and sijia to climb up then i told them i noe where is chenhui so its a good timing he is abt to leave then i went to back door while the two at front door chenhui cannot beat me so he opened his water bottle and splash water on me!! then i did not care abt the door then he pushed and opened! the three of us chased him and he went into the boiz toilet again i told sijia tat i will go to the gate there in case they let him out and i was right he saw me and we both ran like hell but i managed to catch him by his bag sijia and haiyun took over his strength is too big and he slipped off the three of us chased him sijia ran after him while me and haiyun went to the ther road who noes, he went onto the bus 187 leading to lakeside mrt!!! we shouted 4 haiyun she ran and paused so i and sijia took over gosh back at mrt AGAIN he managed to slip off then sijia and haiyun followed while i already gonna to faint the three of them are crazy and ran the overhead bridge!! SIAO after that, i saw haiyun and sijia walking back in the direction of sch i ask them where is chenhui they told me that he took bus 246 so they gave up i knew he will came back so i waited there while resting i got no $$$ wif me too so i cannot buy drink! i onli got ez-link i waited there 4 abt 20mins and decided to leave but in the end when i walked till the traffic i went back and in the middle of the pavemennt I SAW LEICHENHUI he did not spot me coz he muz have thought that i wnet back to sqps long ago le so when he climbed up and saw me, we both ran he took out his wallet and went in! i heard b4 tat he lived in hougang so i believed tat he is gonna take the pasir ris train 3 mins more and a train will arrive!! he ran up the stairs on the left side i panicked asking myself should i go up? i more min!!! i ran in!!!! and ran up the escalator, almost fell but when i reach there, the train arrived and.... "Door closing. Beep beep beep" OH MY GOD!! i lost onli by 5 seconds lehx so i walked back to school sijia saw me and took me to haiyun and asked me what happened i told them everything haiz sijia nid to go home so left me and haiyun i wrote a letter to him... friday the moment i went back to class, i saw him taking the paper crushing it and threw it into the dustbin and i was taken by surprised that i found mi diary under sijia's table!!! so during the compo time, all of us tok abt tat and tzy noe... after tat, during art lesson when i wanna to write my diary i noticed that it was missing then i noe tat it was the boys really i wonder if chenhui did read it all or not lehx today after sch, lucinda and the galz quarrelled with boys i dunno if ms fong noe or not lehx if yes, i will b in trouble... they say they will return me on tues!~ 3 days lehx chenhui went together wif tzy i went to tzy house b4 so i noe but chenhui isn't there so i noe tat he had taken other stairs so i and sijia went down and i spotted him! he ran away then sijia and i went to mrt search and back to sch... aiya, search here and there but to no avail... so, i oso dunno who is holding onto my diary now!!!! 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