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Thursday, November 30, 2006 / 18:20
 HAIZ. instead of going vivo city wif the uni'nians today, we went to play basketball. duh.PLACE: MAC basketball court PPL: uni's- me, jayda and wanxin + aries- lucinda n gina ng + del- anqi at first, anqi was e first to reach. duh. i forget to being my hp!!! argh! den ayda... wanxin came.. we were sitting on the bask court ground, waiting for aries'ian but they took so long so it started raining. OMG. hate it.. haven even started playin yet... den ltr when they come, we all were in mac toking n toking.. hahas'. after that, we waited for aries'ian to finished their food den we waited for e rain to stop. eventually, it did!! den gina's ball has no air... so sumone suggested to borrow from zhangyong. duh. juz now while waiting, why didn't we tot of that?! maybe we all were juz too engaged in toking what?! nth.. so all of us set off to zhangyong's house. but no one dared to ask.. anqi pressed e doorbell n ran away, leaving me n jayda dere... and we heard his dad calling him yong yong!!! HAHAHAHAHAS! we laughed n laughed! zy were juz too unlucky to stay near dere so we had to go to him n borrow?! but eventually, we did succeed. okaiee. not the first time. is always.. but he oso very bad lor. sms him he nv reply. nid us to go to his door?! -.- when we reached mac once again, we started match. uni's VS aries & del. though dere were puddles.. but, nvm, still got to play.uni'nians won!!! i shot in lots...but the floor was so slippery! i almost fell lots of times.. then the other grp went into mac n buy drinks n tok. when uni'nians continued practising ABC... hahas... i shot in thirce straight!! first time. so happy!! hahas. den poor jayda onli shot in once when i already reached her dere n wanxin was already at e 7th so i gave up my last ball n helped jayda!! lalalas. at 5, unis + del went ler but aries continued so they return ball lors... unis walked home together toking rubbish n poor wanxin dunno who to follow in e end i won! hahas. ---------------------------------------- waiting for tomolo. hoped all my efforts were not wasted!!! god blessed me that my prediction is correct ba! ----------------------------------------- *Loving sumone doesn't mean that you have to have him or her. *Loving sumone does not mean that you will have to tell it out. *Loving sumone does not nid to be expressed by actions. *Loving sumone juz nid to have tat feeling in your heart. *Loving sumone tat means you will miss him or her. *Love can be forced or ordered. *No one has e right to stop you from loving him or her. [ that is what i had learnt this year. ] *you should not cry over the person that wun cry over you. *it is not worth to sacrifice for sumone you loved but he or she dun like you. *you should not like the person tat dun like you. [that is what i had heard this year. ] but i wun be hearing them animore!!! though can contact via MSN... but at least not face to face though still got gatherings.. P.S :p HEHEX! got to thank all my advicers!!! or else i m sure would be in a worser state than now!!! 1st: Meifangg 2nd: Zhangyong 3rd: Wanxin 4th: Angeline 5th: Eelin 6th: Shihui 7th: Sijia 8th: Migin hope i nv missed anione out ba... Meifang-- Love professor! hahas. she knew all my secrets.. we shared with each other often since Primary 4.. (: but she is a sleepin queen, very diff to contact wif. she could sleep on MSN n readin stuff! Zhangyong-- Hahas. turned to him when i cannot get fangg or during the night. is always either he asked me for a chat or vice versa.. but mostly we got nth to tok so tok abt "them". u shld noe. hahas! Wanxin-- uni's-fifth sis. always online de lors.. give good suggestions! (: Angeline- known her thru fangg n sch. though we rarely tok face to face, but we can contact thru MSN or sms!! (: Eelin-- DUH. love professor #2. will tell you lots of "dao li" cuz she sure did experienced lots. Shihui-- always tok to her durin hang-outs. quite good la. onli listener but sumtimes gives advices. Migin-- my mummy in sch. honest n straightforward. easy-going! shared all these wif you all!! (: hehex. i oso give ppl advices but juz dunno how to save miself. that's me! lawlx. but we going diff sch... i already missed lots of thing we can do in sch but not in home.. SEPERATED. can't even think more than that. sobby... argh!!! wonderin when can hang-out again lors!!! gtg BYEE... [LIJUAN] Wednesday, November 29, 2006 / 21:44
DUH. today was a tired day....ms fong called me in the afternoon.. actually wanna ask me help her find jayda but she saw jayda going into e general office... den i oso went to hand in my report book. cuz of my forgetfulness?! hahas. went dere hand in le den chat wif jayda... sumhow received a call from mi sis. wa sehx?! last min ask me go hyss wif her!!! haiz... my attire oso unappropriate... so she juz ask me go she bring mi clothes n shoes go dere n change... haiz.. run dere. ~~ out of breath~~ but.. after i changed... they still nid replacement!! wa! den i run for what ma... at last resort, they asked me to call one of mi frend to go dere. duh. i called sijia.. and begged? hahas. den i went to meet her n bring her dere.. haiz. on e bus, we were toking abt ryan n chenhui... hahas.. n listening to music??? yoz! sijia gonna get crazy bcuz of me.. cuz we passed by ang mo kio and hougang! hahas. she is juz ill-fated eys? when we reached punggol pri sch for dunno what concert la, all abt x-mas and we were guessing the tune of a song we learnt b4... i am correct!! yeah. den recived an sms.. we both guessed who sent der. sijia guessed correct lors... ZHANGYONG la... he smsed: " haiz. poor james" i asked what happened n he told me lots. OMG!! james got 252 for PSLE leys!!! hmt = merit! duh. kk. he won me lor. i m sure he is very hardworkin ba... but i was pissed of when zy said now i like james to lch eys? duh. i was juz abt to say the opposite in the next sms to him!!!!!! and he kept laughing?! i n sijia juz could not figure out what is so funny. maybe he is watching a comedy on the tv? duh. nomb...so i ignored him n dun reply him.. hmph. anyway, he said he would be busy for these few weeks. haiz.. den me n sijia got more clues abt haiyun's sweetheart! hahas! aren't we clever? if we r gonna tell hu, i dun tink C4nians will ever believe!! well, like what i typed, isn't it obvious? haiz. luckily haiyun is overseas now or else me n sijia cannot imagined what will happen to the chocolates being given out. hahas! den we took a pic (: b4 going home.. SO FUN!!! ------------------------------------------ tomolo MAYBE going vivo city wif the unis. dun leys.. so confused lor.. anyway, juz got my 9th n 10th diary of e year. hahas!! ------------------------------------------ 2 more days... i m still waiting!!!!! but maybe i m wrong?! den i had juz wasted all my efforts waiting -.- ------------------------------------------ sis nid to use com le... hopin n waitin for my laptop next yr (: [LIJUAN] Tuesday, November 28, 2006 / 15:54
DERX. i juz received an sms from UNI'NIANS forth sis, call from third sis and i called big sis. cuz i had juz been informed dere will be a uni'nians gathering next mon at third sis house. bleargh. dunno leys. if those 2 boys are going or not... so maybe invite aries' boys like zy?? tj and vis better go... but u noe.. AHEM. is swimming leys!! duh. so cannot blame them le??------------------------------------------------ 3 more days. i dunno whether if i can or not. duh. i have been waitin like hell le lar... ------------------------------------------------ INFO ABT ZY THAT I LEARNT: * always laugh and laugh sayin: hahas' * love root beer a lot * morn-1, afternoon-1, night-1 (thus if u nid any, juz asks him to treat u) * still cares abt... (bleargh.) * drunk le still can play tic-tac-toe n 7 hand poker so well * wanna go hwa chong. * wun even noe how to comfort ppl?! hahas!!!! oh ya. haven spam his blog yet. duh. juz now i was tokin to jia onn on MSN... my p3 frendz!!! almost forget him le lar. and.. shawn n matthew! cuz they changed schs... i chat wif him. tok n tok.. den asked me for c4'nians blog n he went to tagged. well, i believed if he nv change sch he will be in c4.. DUH. or maybe, if he is still around, it will change everythin of my life tis yr. not tellin you why. juz now play tic-tac-toe and 7-hand poker on MSN wif zy.. what's wrong wif me?! i was like losing to him and onli won ONCE?! haiz. oh ya. my 6 choices of sec sch. sob. 1st: Nanhua high school 2nd: Fuhua secondary school 3rd: River Valley High school 4th: Commonwealth secondary school 5th: Jurong secondary school 6th: Hua Yi secondary school ----------------------- RV!!!! haiz. u see? fuhua 2nd leys! being forced to. if not, it wil be the first! but i rather choose nanhua. not tellin why, onli zhangyong noes it. SHHHH!! (to tzy) "if u tell.... i will.... HAHAS!" for the 5th n 6th one i anihow choose de la. HYSS. bleargh. my sis's sch. dun even wanna go dere! -.- today went to hand in e form still forget to bring report book! what a failur ei m!! so, going back dere tomolo. DUH. shoots. all is zy fault. now i kept using the word :"DUH". grrrrrrr... i can't think of anythin else. (SHOOTS!! Jayda! plan failed! zy dun wanna go next mon! okaiiee. nvm) so no boys going eys? nvm. FIGHT TILL E END. actually tj already rejected but we still hope for e miracle ma... fallin sick nowadays. uh-huh. now den i figure out lots of things onli zy noes but others dun. nvm. nid a scotchtape first. JKJK. feel like going lib wif sumone else... but juz dunno who la. got to c first. juz finished reading books and gonna start wif basic sec 1 stuffs. i gonna work harder, thus if he go into rv, then we will..... ok, i better stop here. or else u all will noe why i wana go nanhua. muz go spam zy's bloggie. duh. nth to do. C3 mt ppl going chalet from 04/12 till 06/12. duh. so he is going too, i think. kk. nomb. i dun wan to be in c3 stuffs. why so less C4nians online der leys? haiyun went overseas.. oh ya! maybe lots of them do tat.. i dunno abt him la.. nvm. 3 more days. to see. --------------------------------------------- gtg. bye.. [LIJUAN] Monday, November 27, 2006 / 17:52
haiz. (-.-lll) feelin down now... breakin down soon.juz back from jurong point trip.. PPL: Anqi, sijia, me, eelin and wanxin. me, sijia and wanxin agreed to meet at 12nn outside sch gate. den it was like at 12.10pm, me and sijia were still in our houses so we dashed to e sch.. poor wanxin, we tot. but when we reached dere, wanxin is not dere!! i called her but her vro says she out le.. so we waited.. sijia told me tat she saw chenhui at sch today.. GRR. at first i wanna go today but i did not!!!!!!! not fated. den i was like gonna kill sijia for not lettin me noe on e phone. nvm. we saw bus 187 passin by.. sijia saw wanxin on e bus. so it became me and sijis chasing after e bus?! but onli one step to it.. SHIT!! but wanxin got down. phew.. i wanna take mrt to jp but they wun allow. nvm when we reached dere, we started calling eelin and anqi to meet den we went to but e tickets.. watchin happy feet at 2pm de.. so we went shoppin here n dere.. so sian lor.. actually agree to meet at 1 pm outside gv but it became 1245!! haiz.. went to so many places den went KFC.. anqi took mine and sijia's pic. oh well. after tat, alreadi 1350 den we rushed up.. eelin exclaimed: 'did i saw...' gosh.. i saw them!! C3 boiz. guoliang and clebin!! we were like: hope not same threatre / movie.. duh. we bought drinks and went in.. it was so damn funny but sum sad parts too.. after tat, all of us rushed to the toilet. hahas. and walked here n dere. obviously no one wanna lead.. i looked down.. it brought back lots of memories for me... duh. after tat, we went home at 5pm... sis dun let me go RV.... i noe he sure get in but i dun think i can. -.- though i can appeal, but i wun help for my parents nor sis to allow me.. okaiee. today wanxin is my counsellor.. but her words made sense. maybe it's time i shld break free... but i dunno why, suddenly, i felt my heart pain.. on e way home, i cried. duh. i noe we wun get into e same schs.. nvm... let me have one mth to prepare myself or maybe i would be dead by den... ---------------------------------------- Sunday, November 26, 2006 / 21:57
I hate selecting schs!!!those schs tat i dun wanna go, mi sis/ parents asked me to. those schs tat i wanna go, they dun let me go. what de??? askin me to go to a sch tat i dun wan i rather stop studying!!! duh. ------------------------------------------- fyi, i AM still waiting for ur response!!! but if my guess is correct, the posting activity would have been over!!! haiz. can onli blamed myself for going out when u sent me. derx. sorry den (: ARGHZ... i going crazy of u... haiz.. i miss you. i think about you. i dreamt abt you. and all others. but i cannot even have a wishful thinking... p.s. ------------------------------------------- tomolo going watch movie "happy feet" wif xinxin, eelin, sijia, Anqi. so less ppl??!!! omg. waiting for trish's reply. shld have a pleasant one but i broke le la.. DUH. ------------------------------------------- Here is the list of ppl i missed ranking: 1. Chenhui 2. CLASS 3. uni'nians 4. C4 gals (those tat i would meet them) 5. Zhangyong 6. Wencang 7. Tingjun 8. C4 gals (those i wun c them) 9. Mummy migin 10. professor luv (swelwin) 11. Yipchi 12. The rest of C4 boiz 13. huiru'5C4 14. Jason & gang ' 5C4 15. Val & frendz 16. Samantha 17. Gardener That's shld be all. i think. can't hink of other.. now i like 2 watch "tian wai fei sian".. is abt fairy + mortal. their love. and sort kinda. PPL! dun asked me out on Friday afternoon! i will say "NO". special reason duh. juz to prove myself right okaiie?? ----------------------------------------- Fangg, sleepin queen!! thanks... though u did not say much, i did feel better now. yep (: no doubt i am ur patient today. but u no mood for the pics. oh well. hope u get into NUS! (: lalalas guess what? i found jia onn's blog. but is like.. eys, long long nv update le?! hack care. NTH TO POST LE LARRRRRRRRRR gtg bye / 17:00
HAHAS.. i was readin thru the convers between me and zy the msg history cuz ltr nid to put smth up here cuz nth to type ma.. and i saw this when we r toking abt his blog:(Zhangyong)Ice skating is a very gd sport 4 everyone..........if u dun mind the risks though..... says: q (ME)YOU JUZ SAY OUT UR FEELINGS AND COMMENTS WITHOUT CONSIDERING OTHER PPL'S FEELINGS. YOU NOE TAT HURTS?????? says: q??? Ice skating is a very gd sport 4 everyone..........if u dun mind the risks though..... says: i playing wif keyboard.... ------------------------------------- HAHAHAHAS! so sian meys?? till playin wif keyboard on MSN? lols. oh yeah, he said he is not going to post anithing on his blog 4va maybe permenantly.. and guessed what?! that's means i could play wif it!! i mean play as in post rubbish and link!! cuz i got his username and pw.. lalalas. hmph.. he nv even thank me for helpin him wif his blog.. or did he? lols. once he asked me to tell him smth den he helped me pay my chalet fees. NAH. i dun wan him to do tat.. for e exchange for that useless info? that shows how much concern he has for eelin. duh. eelin, can't u be more blessed? i noe now u have juz.. er, but try to be happy worx!! hahas i really dunno what zy meant by sayin there is no harm letting other ppl read his blog but still cannot let them read cuz got harm... DUH. i was like:" huh??!!" and it reminded me of that recording -.- so funny lor!!! AWKIEE. back to stuff. i gonna give up lots of stuffs for e sake of puttin RVHS as my first choice of sec sch. duh. i dunno if that is worth it but i think.. well, perhaps if fangg is online today, i will be her patient today lors.. well, i dunno. Anqi asked me if i wanna go ice-skating.. i was like:" AGAIN?? nah." she shld asks zy... yoz. yesterday at sijia's hos so fun lor.. and we oso played bask match.. faintin' i saw adeeb under his block on my way to sijia's hos but no matter how i stared at him, he juz wun recognised me.. heys, leavin pri sch dunno ur frendz le arhz? kk.. nomb. though no topic to write, but sum kinda i will figure it out.. hmm.. nth. really.. grr.. think think think!!! haiz. nth at all. uni'nains blog. dunno what to post too. C4nians blog. oso dunno.. and aniway, who wanna watch happy feet or open seasons?! dunno. maybe even i myself not going unless... cuz dun feel like it. smsing lucinda now, fyi. finishing my 8th diary of e year. isn't that fast? lols. bleargh bleargh. nth to write!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRR.. I MISSED EVERYONE. though can still chat on MSN and go outings, but NOT ALL right? anqi already thinkin of going back to sqps next yr week one fri. i was like.. haiz. dun even noe which sch we will be going but i noe we will still be seperated. heys, not going to say abt that animore. or else i would feel sad.. fangg dyed her hair.. lols. and seahcheng.. i think in US now ba.. or flyin dere?! i mean on the aeroplae. well, "yi lu shun feng" ba.. still remember from p3 to p4 lots of diff in ppl in our class.. in p4 ppl like jin wei, ryan, haojing, james and others joined. but sum went out again.. p.s. readin other ppl's blog oso quite sianz.. at home nth to do.. going out wif frendz will make u broke.. read storybooks till no more to read.. blog till nth to blog.. so chattin on MSN is e best idea but u muz have smth to chat wif la.. or even smsing? but waste $$$??? dunno. feel like going out wif my p1s and 2s frenz!!!!!! but tell u, if tat is even possible, there will onli be me+trish+zhangyong+wencang+zhaohui.. cuz others we nv like get in touch der ma.. and zhangyong!! ur chocolates!! still wif me!! one got lamod e other dun have.. grr.. kept forgettin to bring to sch and give u!! muz remind. or else i will really forget. duh. dun want to go overseas... home is still the best ma... really nth to post le la!!!!! byee... maybe will change skin sumhow (: lalalas Saturday, November 25, 2006 / 20:29
LALALAS.. i dunno why, ppl nowadys luvv going to US.. eg, seahcheng and eugene.. for seahcheng, i called him "evil" cuz he really sounds / look like one. eugene, he will be the "she-bangs" guy.. HAHAHAS. eys, why i tok abt them?! dunno lar..suddenly i missed all my Primary ones n twos frends, though i could hardly remember hu they are.. dere is a gal named samantha, who is very close to me, transferred sch during either p3 or 4. can't remember.. these are onli sum of them i could remember..: 1. Trisha (6C4) 2. Zhangyong (6C4) 3. Terence (6C4) 4. Weijie (6C4) 5. Wen Cang (6B1) 6. Wong Zhao Hui (6B1) 7. Samantha (other sch) 8. Aqilah (6B3) 9. Kinyu (6B3) 10. Kai Wen (6C3) 11. Victoria (6C3) 12. Fanny (6B2) 13. Li Yee (6C1) 14. Chia Li (6A2) 15. Zahara (6A3) 16. Sofian (6B4) 17. Jamilah (6A1) 18. Sayaban (6A1) 19. Yip Huan (6B3) 20. Zhi Wei (6B3) 21. Chee Ying (6A2) ---------------------------------- Should be onli these i remember... hahas. 6/5 yrs le ma... can't remember that much. really but sum of the frendz i have known for 9 yrs: 1. Valerie (C2) 2. Tingjun (C4) 3. Kenneth (C3) 4. Siew Hong (C3) 5. Meihui (C2) 6. Zhi Wei (B3) 7. Wern Ferng (A2) 8. Guoliang (C3) onli one in my class... but the person i get along well with the most is Valerie.. hahas ---------------------------------- Sum of mi frendz i known for 6 yrs: 1. Swelwin (Pri 1J) 2. Eelin (Pri 1F) 3. Kwok Ken (Pri 1F) 4. Geeling (Pri 1F) 5. Yiying (Pri 1H) 6. Angela (Pri 1J) 7. Audrey (Pri 1E) 8. Thant Soe (Pei 1J) went to sijia's burfday party today... DYIN OF EXHAUSTION??!! PPL: Me+Sijia+Haiyun+Eelin+Zhouhui+Lucinda lols.. i was e first to go dere.. at 12nn.. others going at 1pm.. Lucinda at 2.15p.m... we played bask+life+dai di... ate lots of stuffs!!! so full now -.- and they kept buzzin me wif him... derx... lucinda went at 5++... the rest @ 7.30p.m... SO TIRED (=.=lll) ------------------------------------------- has been waiting for you to accept!!! all day long.. haiz... GTG Friday, November 24, 2006 / 23:22
ERM... these is a make post for the mac thingy on 20/11.. the pics: ( Anqi bumped into zy and his coke's ending.. hahas. )  (The fries that zy treat us.. THANKS, ZY!! hahas)  (acting tyco using one hand to shoot in?! anyway, this pic is taken when others left onli me+gina+zy.. me and zy playin horse.. ask him to pose.. at first he did a statue one but i tink natural one nicer.. (: lalala) OK... nid to go.. will update more der!! LIJUAN. / 20:55
LALALAS... in a good mood now (:today went jurong east wif uni' fourth sis -- Shihui. we agree to meet at 1340 at lakeside mrt station... we took the mrt while toking abt which schs we wanna go.. when we reached dere, we were like already laughing... we crossed a booth, den shihui asked why dun i take e green tea as well? lols. we went to library first. her first visit dere. i am her tour guide. i planned an itinerary for her for abt 30mins.. hahas. after that, i brought her to the ice-skatin, K-box and Lan. ICE-SKATIN IS PLAYIN "twirlight chapter 7"!!! zy and others, too bad last time nv get to hear it.. haiz. den the LAN got the camera.. we "played" wif it.. lols. childish eys? after that, we went KFC.. i horx.. such a failure.. first time eat popcorn cheesy shake, shake till the cap flew off.. LOLS... den we toked and laughed.. outside dere got booths. Earings.. the look on shihui face.. hahahahahahas. den we wen to a CD shop.. wow! playin perhaps love!!! still got jay's songs and lots lor!!! quite late le so we went home.. we passed by a shop doing name keychain.. OMG!! so nice. so i decided to do one.. me and shihui wanna give sumone else so startin to prepare scripts.. shihui was like if he ask why give him she will say:" you see? my dad so pro doin tis stuff"i was dare wondering.. me:"your dad is a malay mehx???" shihui:"hahahahas" me:"hmm.. ur dad's worker la"... so damn nice!! den e man ask wanna put a heart shape or not... i hesitate. aiya, last year le. okaiee lor. shihui:" see???? my daddy so pro... employed such a good worker... still can make hearts one!" we were like kept laughing... quite expensive worx... den we went home... tomolo maybe going sijia's burfday party.. but got common and hyss open house!! GRR gtg bye / 00:16
Now is 0010... in the morning. i really cannot get to sleep.. haiz. i wish to go to the same sch wif him. not same class, nvm. can c him everiday can liaoz.. but, is that possible?? I dunno, really. lots of C4nians wanna go RVHS... Ltr going library wif sijia.. den go shopping, maybe?? see if she can go lars.. hopefully yes.. if not, i will go alone or with AnQi lor.. suddenly, feel like nowadays going out wif FanGG.. so long nv le lor. since Pri 5. chat so little. Haiz. still remember we used to talk about each other's secrets and all stuffs like that.. how many ppl she likes at once go in P1.. hahas. i shan't tell u. or else get hack.. lalala.. she wanted to go NUS high.. i actually oso wanna go, but my sci dun have A*.. SOBBY (FanGG!! happie le ma?? blog abt you le leys!) i dunno why, i suddenly felt that repulsion is not dere animore and i begin to adapt too.. but, hasn't that been too late?? i dunno. e look in his eyes.. made me laugh. dunno how to describe it la.. lots of teachers called me, well like what i said.. sum of them r disappointed in me.. derx. recently i had weird thoughts that lead me to smth but i could not tell here.. haiz. wanxin is now my confidante. zy too.. eelin, sumtimes.. fangg, no time.. or maybe she dun reply my sms de lor.. hahas. now c4nians online onli me, fangg and anqi.. cuz so early ma.. lots of ppl sleepin de. i dunno when i will get to c him again. he is diff to contact wif, u noe.. but he did prank calls.. not on e. but eelin.. i always said C4 is a good class. oh yeah? to C4nians but not teachers, perhaps?! all these while we had gone thru together.. i wun forget. all of us will "tong gan gong ku". we will rather all get scolded than onli one person. we cared for them.. we are one of the mature class in our heart. i wonder, if i did not get into same sch as him, what will i do?? hmm.. i wun like any one else and concentrate on my studies. if we r fated, will meet de ma. i will keep him in my heart and bring it all along.. i will work hard.. lalalas.. GTG not sleepin yet anyway, i bet fangg dozing off in MSN again!!! GRR PSLE RESULTS
Thursday, November 23, 2006 / 16:20
BRR... juz cahnged the skin of my blog.. complicated. actually i mean love lar...today is the day for our results!!! i meetin sijia, haiyun at sch gate, at 11am.. but eelin already dere.. so we went dere, listening to songs..me and eelin listening to jay's songs.. den fiqa came. me and eelin very pro.. using her hp to sms devil.. hahahas.. the first guy we saw for c4: hasni.. den tzy.. devil smsed sayin he comin at 1140.. i waitin for chenhui too.. they all said he went back to china but i said no. hmph. when it is 1150, no choice, we got to go in.. den saw tj they all all came ler.. after 1215, he still not dere.. but i noe he will come..omg. i was not in the top 10!!! gonna buy coffin. me and eelin said together... when we went back in class, suddenly, I SAW HIM!!!! my face was enlightened.. my sis oso saw him.. zy said if i get 200 below, all my assets goes to him. if i get 2oo n above, chenhui will become an eunch. NOT FAIR!! i got 251. math and chi A*. hmt: merit. eng and sci A.. haiyun top scorer.. 268!!! chenhui so pro!! higher than me leys.. 254.. den he kept wantin to noe my results but i shun. to my sis dere. he saw my sis and said: tis look like... everyione noe she is my sis.. so they said: jenny's sis. lalala... in e end, he stilll noe my marks.. HMPH after sch, my sis dun permit me to go mac but i argued.. lalalas. went to hall and take pic.. yoz.. formal, fun shot.. all ppl who scored 250 n above... +EM3 top.. den we went off. to bask.. i took his pic (: together wif zy's. hahas. he asked me got go bask mehx? i said: ya.. at first i can see that he dun wanna go but when i told him got, he den go.. den the gals argued wif him again.. he kept sayin haiyun cheat.. i dunno what happened, but shihui argued wif him again, he asked her not to be a lightbulb.. hey... den he said he wanna spent the nite at my house so i was like... in a puke action??!!! me and shihui were tokin abt monday's happenings.. at mac. abt tzy. so chenhui said: we two kept toking abt zy.. (i tot he gonna say i like zy... but i already told him e ans..) but luckily, he said he suspect shihui likes him so ask me to be his news reporter.. hahas' den he said abt the moe pw.. i was like.. laughing?! we went mac.. at first is c4.. den e boiz came. yoz.. wanxin they all snatch his result...i treating them drinks.. 3 large cokes, 2 regular coke, 1 green tea.. large cokes: me, chenhui and shihui. regular cokes: haiyun and wanxin. green tea: gina den chenhui kept returnin me the money... i dun wan coz if i did, i will keep the money wif me.. i wun spend it.. juz like the 5cents.. in the end, he kept "pesterin" me to accept.. so i did.. i realised he had his own character.. (: c3s VS c2s... i watch them playin.. he is so cute!!! i ask fiqa help me take his pic.. WOOTS. den he told me when he talkes to me, zy's face is red cuz he angry and jealous.. he said he like me... still got ppl like me... i muz be blessed.. i was like so pissed off!!!! last wed sayd i like zy, now says he like me... YOZ.. zy likes eelin!!!! is still his target!!hahas.. den he asked us to go home cuz gonna rain.. but i dun wan.. he came and try to spill the coke on me but still did not (: den we went home.. me and sijia and haiyun and shihui were running like hell to coffee shop.. OMG. we saw ms fong.. me and sijia 2gether, haiyun and shihui together.. rain so big.. me and sijia shared umbrella. when we reached the traffic, me an sijia were arguin. ME* how?! he will be drenched! he dun have umbrella!!! HER* aiya, u worry till like tat for what??? ME* hmph.. er!!! shoot. i saw him HER* where?? i pointed out.. he came and join us.. the umbrella too small le lar!!! yoz.. we cross the traffic. he stood in front. me and sijia at the back.. so we kept knockin into him.. den he ran to another traffic. i shouted:" where r u going???" i forget!!!! i juz shout out of concern.. but.. haiz.. i nv dared to do tis b4.. haiz. den sijia said: ooo.. so "guan xin ta"?? like u r worryin for him, goin to die" haiz.. i figured out!! oh ya horx! he talkin bus to mrt!!! shoots. air-con.. he already wet le!!! he will catch flu.. haiz.. my heart is pain... haiz. i received lots of phone calls askin for my results.. I AM SO BUSY!!!!!!!!!! derx.. even a teacher who taught me in kindergaten OSO called!!! faintin*** GTG LIJUAN Wednesday, November 22, 2006 / 13:23
Lalala...Not in a good mood, aniway, but juz post~~~ tomolo is e day to get our results leys! onli a little scared. but.. the thing i wanted the most is not to have good results. is to see him again!!! but.. maybe wun get to cuz of the timing.. and he is sure so damn diff to contact lorr.. anyway, i am so tired nowadays.. but i wished to hang out wif my frends la.. like anqi and the rest.. lol... Anyway, for those who wanna create a gathering, PLS go to C4nians' blog worx.. TAG!!! http://www.awesome-c4-always.blogspot.com. hahas.. it is dying off already. aniway, i tot that next year term 1 end the march holiday wanna go sentosa?? or other places where u all suggest (hey, though i noe i shld have posted tis in c4 blog but not here, but cuz rarely ppl went dere) and btw, i am helpin eelin to tell u all!! go add ur contact in the email!!! gtg my sis wanna use le.. BYE Tuesday, November 21, 2006 / 15:55
i have lots of things to say.. but juz dunno if it is appropriate or not leys.. haiz. shuwuen juz told me to pass e msg sayin that on 23rd nov, we can go get our results after 12 noon... anytime leys.. so maybe i wun be able to see him afterall??!! haiz.. i dunno. or maybe i will go dere at 12 noon and wait for him like hell till the sch close or maybe even he wun be able to go on tat day?? well, i dunno.. i juz finished re-doing all my posts... now tis blog have lots of old posts again.. -.- i really fell sick lerr, after yesterday's playin in e rain.. den last night at abt 2300, my mum dn recalled that wencang called me during afternoon when i was playin bask. yoz. so juz now sms him he told me nth la so i was like what de he call?? chat??? lols.. at least can't be tat cruel like sayin waste $$$??? hahas... i dun expect him to call, nevertheless, remember my house number!!! so long le lor i even forget his lerr onli noe his HP no. lor.. yoz.. i was like: hmm.. wat he wanna do with me??? LOLS.. okok.. get sum rest first.. wonder if zy fell sick too.. hahas
Monday, November 20, 2006 / 19:08
Hahas.. today was juz so damn fun lorr...Place: MAC' Basketball Court PPL: Zhangyong, Me, Gina Ng, AnQi and Shihui At first, we gals "yue hao" go mac to play basketball together.. @ 1430. but me and gina wanna go dere earlier to practice first.. so we reached dere at abt 1330.. on my way dere, zhangyong sms me.. :: Zhangyong: Hey wanna go mac? Me: Ya. I going now Zhangyong: I 2.30 go playing Me: Ok! Yeah! Thanks! but sorry horx, i already on the way den u told me u going ltr thus i nv bring your chocolate! Zhangyong: Nvm one la so hu also at mac? Me: Hmmm... Not quite sure but abt 4 to 5 of u.. Nvm.. If play match u still can handle de.. LOL Zhangyong: Haha but hu dere? Me: Shihui, me, gina, dunno anqi and wanxin going or not Zhangyong: Kk so hu reach? Me: Gina now... I still walkin. Not sure abt when others reach... shihui going at 1430 ( i reached mac and saw gina... started playin ABC) Zhangyong: Kk ( Ltr me and gina went into MAC, sitting at a corner and toking when suddenly zy sms me) Zhangyong: I at basketball court le ----------------------------------- Me and gina were like where??? Finally, AH-HA! saw him le.. so we went to play.. e moment he started, HE OUT!!! hahahas... den the monster checking again.. yoz. and he was like leading! 6:4... den rain.. so we paused.. others came. wanxin not coming mar. when th rain stopped, we played... now gals leading like hell and suddenly, anqi bumped into zy and his coke... HAHAHAHAS.. (btw, i took the pic down but haven upload yet.. will asap) so he delibrately make it worse... but still raining like hell so we nv play le... and went in mac. wa sehx.. i treat them lor.. hahas. drinks. den zy, me and gina went out to play though it was still raining... he teached me how to play horse... den we oso played abc though the rain was so heavy le we still continue so ltr we realli stop, we wall ran to the toilet... we juz looked like we fell in the river.. ALL WET. haiz.. dunno what anqi and shihui did to mine and zy's phone... then we went into mac.. brr.. so cold.. we still eat ice-cream.. we bullied zy.. kept calling him. hahahahahas. and took the whole packet of his french fries to eat.. still take his pics.. (will upload too) he kept sayin lots of stuffs abt chenhui lor.. haiz.. i wonder if chenhui might be sneezing??? the 3 of us are still dripping with water.. yoz.. den shihui and anqi nid to go ler.. me and zy still play horse... gina is the ball picker... after that, me and zy went ler... will catch cold lor!!! hahas.. ---------------------------- OMG!! i had lots of lch's pics... actually, i placed into a PPT... but this blogger cannot upload so.. haiz.. gtg will upload them sumtime ltr Saturday, November 18, 2006 / 15:02
I looked out of the skyWondering deep in my heart How are you now What you are doing now Where are you.... I don't know what you are thinking on your mind... But, the memories that we shared Is what i am recalling... It just seemed that it happened just yesterday But in a flash, it faded and you disappeared Just right in front of me... I ran everywhere, looking for you But i just could not find you... I was worried and desperate Not knowing what to do... The next moment when i found you You are already with sumone else, living happily All that i had left Is juz a broken heart... I hoped that all of this is just a dream When i woke up You were just beside me.. And we can stay together... But.. will this day ever come true??? --------------------------------------------- Haiz. a poem.... dunno what rubbish i toking lar.. but i am still like that lor.. YEAH!! 4 more days... me and eelin were MSNing... and part of our convers: Source: MSN history I REALISED I REALLY CANNOT LEAVE WITHOUT YOU!!! DUN LEAVE ME **** PLS... DREAMING ABT YOU 24HRS A DAY... COLLAPSING SOON says: YEAH I REALISED I REALLY CANNOT LEAVE WITHOUT YOU!!! DUN LEAVE ME **** PLS... DREAMING ABT YOU 24HRS A DAY... COLLAPSING SOON says: 4 more days I REALISED I REALLY CANNOT LEAVE WITHOUT YOU!!! DUN LEAVE ME **** PLS... DREAMING ABT YOU 24HRS A DAY... COLLAPSING SOON says: can see chenhui le leys ^Ee Lin ^i will always remember ur... Thx 4 beautifying my life I will remember to luv, cause u taught me how.. says: i thought u gonna say.. 4 more days get result.. so u r more anxious abt chen hui then result ------------------------------------------ hahahahahahahas... i got soo many stuffs to do!!! gtg Friday, November 17, 2006 / 14:58
After reading something, all those insults, hypothesis which aren't true... I am much more confused now. my mind is in a total whirl. all my ans is juz a single word:"dunno".... I AM breaking down now... WHO CAN GIVE ME ADVICE??? no one.HAIZ. yesterday, went to play basketball. zhangyong nv go so became me, sijia, haiyun and gina ng.. we saaw the C3s and C2s dere... Jackson, Zavier. Seahcheng, Zeke, Elena and Krisha. We at first sharing courts wif other ppl... den after the boiz went, we snatched courts wif C32s boys. lalala. but den ltr zav and jack came. they playin match while we playin "abc". we oso practising our predictions.. whether they shot in or not. then seahcheng came. sijia was like guessin thus sc said she is unfaithful to ryan. wat derx?! and seahcheng kept making us laugh. he being the commander. using chi chess. sayin what: ma eat che!!!......" so we kept failing. we playin those eunchs stuff again*** i won. lalala. of coz.. how can i let???? den zav and jack went off.. left sc. he threw e ball. it did not go in and i caught it. i threw back to him but sjija said i shd have thrown wif more force.. den sumhow sc said smth wrongly so sijia used the ball to hit him. the first one did not. HAHAS. but den the second one did. sc wa tryin to get revenge and sort of like that.... den zeke came out and played wif sc.... den zeke asked if wanna play 4 VS 2. ok lor... gals start first. at first we leading leys... got once when sc checked me, i threw so high to zeke. lols. den sc became the script writer thus we kept laughin... final score: 7:16.. eys, we gals can scoe 7 goals already very good liao lor... and still managed to sntch ball from them.. lols.. den they went to catch a movie at jp... --------------------------------------------------- C4nians.. i missed all of you.. oh well, to be honest, i cried for him, not a single drop for the rest. but i still miss u all 1%.. better than nth... after so much things, lots of truths are revealed. my life is getting more meaningless... I miss lucinda, for her jokes and laughter. I miss swelwin cuz i cannot share my secrets wif her lerr. I miss eemin, for all the comic stuffs. I miss binbin, for the games we played and the fum we had. I miss shihui, for all her straightforward comments and all stuffs. an unicornian. I miss migin, for being my parents. I miss esther, for her weird singing. I miss gina hiu, for the day we spent in chalet and class. I miss jayda, for a unicornian, her laughter and my good sis. I miss wanxin, cuz i cannot tell her my secrets. I miss krystal, for the time we spent for 2 yrs together. I miss clara, yuanshen, angela and jade for the games and jokes. I miss Anqi, for her jokes, smiles and debates. I miss geeling, for my daughter and what she told me. I miss shuwuen, for all the times we had together. I miss gina ng, for teelin me how much she likes a person and her stories. I miss afiqah, for being the monkey queen in the basketball match. I miss harriet, for her stories and smiles. I miss Trisha, for all the times we spent in all 6 yrs 2gether. I miss haiyun and sijia, for all of their laughters and unicornians. I miss eelin, one of my best confidantes for secrets. I miss alvis, for all those weird things he said and he is an unicornian. I miss yaoxiang, cuz he is e frend which keeps secrets. I miss tingjun, for being known 9 yrs and a unicornian, those x we had in class. I miss chenhui, for all the memories he had left me this year. I miss adeeb, tianyu, hasni, premith as they are part of C4. I miss haojing, for all the laughter he gave. I miss weijie, for being known for 6 yrs.... I miss zhangyong, one of my best confidantes for secrets and we had known for 6 yrs too. I miss yipchi, a weird guy to me. I miss terence, for all his actions and the friendship of 6 yrs... I MISS THE WHOLE C4 EVER!!!!!!!!!!! ------------------------------------------- HAIZ.... what was she tokin abt?? well, i m referin to sumone... that i had mentioned in the first paragraph. i realli dunno what she was thinkin.... GTG.. Thursday, November 16, 2006 / 21:56
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.I HAD BEEN CRYIN NON-STOP LIKE HELL.... this may be our last memory..... {TODAY.} i went to school as usual. but a little depressed cuz last day le marr. so never play basketball oso. my mind was juz filled wif letters, frends and him. haiz. when we went to assemble, he was far away from me... i was in front of sijia. in C2 line, ryan was beside sijia while seachcheng was beside me. jackson was beside me. den when the announcement made sayin badminton stuff, guoiliang stood. jackson too and dunno why suddenly beside me was guoliang and sijia juz kept laughing like hell bcoz she says the sound made by wdp when he sat down was veri funny. LOLS?! den we P5s and 6s were told to go hall for speech and prizing giving day. Oh well. sumhow, i dunno how, i became the gal in front of those boiz. when e gals wanna sat down, tingjun said the seat behind me was for chenhui so they siam. yoz. in the end, he really did sat behind me. and was like hitin me wif e ball??! den we were told to read storybook while waiting for the teacher-in-charge to "arrive". suddenly, i felt vibration. i tot it was sumone else's cuz i did not turn my handphone on. DUH. so i ignored but soon felt that smth was wrong. chenhui was pulling my bag away!!! revenge for yesterday wallet's stuff eys?so i grabbed the bag and gave him the strap to play wif. he hooked it onto zhangyong's plastic bag. i hacked care. sijia asked me to give him the letter now cuz sooner or later he will still read ma but i said not now. who noes, while i was reading my storybook, he took the whole bag away!!!! i was like:"shit!!! e diary!!! was not locked properly!" when he returned my bag, i was like:"PHEW' " but i found that they took my diary and is wif alan so i snatched it away!!! juz nice. the teacher asked us to stand and moved back three steps. but the ppl behind nv move so we were like being squashed?! no space lorr. but den... THE LETTER WAS WIF THEM!! so i tired my best to snatch it back. and i did but others took it. the gals. but soon returned. so chenhui was like kept askin me to let him read e letter... den lijie of C3 was like 'scoldin' him sayin that he always says i harass him but juz now she kept watching him it seemed to be like he was the one kept harassin me. so he replied that in sch, he harass me more but after sch is i harass him. but lijie said mostly is still he harass me what... hahahahahas. i was like: hahas?! but den they took my diary again. chenhui said if i gave him e letter, he will give back my diary. but den while they were reading, i went to snatch.. YEAH!!! den i placed my diary into haiyun's bag... sumhow, i forget why, i gave him the letter... WHY??!!! SHOOTS***** i was like silence?! and he still asked me to give him read the diary. i kept sayin no. i tried to call swelwin for scoldin her bcoz, she can sleep while msn!! PRO HORX? but den swelwin said ms fong called me so i went. chenhui asked if it was a bag or good thing but i juz said is abt sumthing. when i went dere, it was abt the photos and i got mine back. i gave the formal one to zhangyong. 'he' asked why i noe he wanna asked the first qn so was like replyin:" eys, bcuz u asked me that yesterday!!!" and said my face is red and why i blushed... eys... ?! yoz. he returned the letter. so tingjun and the rest said they wanna see or else they dunno him but chenhui said he still know them LOLS?! so he asked back and i give lorr. GRR... after reading it, the boiz said they wanna vomit liaoz. WA SEHX. so sacarstic for what? chenhui kept lyin down on tingjun so tj asked me for help. hahas. den dunno what they playin passin game?! whateva tj did to him, he will do it on me thus i did it on sijia (: at first, he tickled me. hey, i am afraid of tickling!!!!! so i used my arms to cover up. hmph. he kept tickling!!!! grrrrr... den i blocked the way. HMPH. dun let him... den he said he wanna hug me so wanna pulled my arms away but i dun. lalalalala. den he asked to give him my hand. i went:" huh?" i tot he wanna hit me so i did as i was told but he went to place his on mine? derx... i was like:" err?!" den he asked for my hand again. i hesitate and give out. but he said i was being tricked. wa sehx..HMPH! bad person. den the presentation started. i mean the prize giving. i was like watching and watching.... whenever i tried to turn back, turn till halfway dun dare le except for sum times larr. i was like listening attentively. den he was like toking to me. sayin what he think he had fallen for me all of a sudden and i went in a vomit action and continued listening, pretending not to hear anything. silence. so he was like asking i okay marr? i pretended and said:"huh? i was watchin...." den he interrupt and said:" my face already went red like hell and now my mind should be confused and my heart shld be pounding super fast" so he juz frabbed my arm and take my pulse. i was like grabbing so hard and i tried to free myself but he dun let go till he 'pretend to take my pulse' and said bom bom bom bom so my heart was pounding fast. den he said smth i nv hear properly perhaps:"jkjk???" lols.what derx???!!!! grrr... soon, he would have driven me to my grave. haiz. i heard him askin for my help sayin abt tj hurtin him. so i juz said smth abt eelin lorr. chenhui went to take lijie bag and took out an album. den lijie scolded him.. hahas. sumhow, he went to pull my hair. i was like: wateva for???" yoz. then he shook me very hard on both of the shoulders like hell, askin me to say:"i luv u"super hard lorr!!! i was like: eys, veri pain laa"then he pulled me back and asked me last day of sch le so who sijia likes? i said:" yongjie" he dunno who is that so he asked who izzit. he nv heard of the name b4. i asked: ryan lar! den he understood. lols. soon, lots of boiz noe. sijia was like hittin me?? hahas. when we went back, tj, zhangyong and alan went to help ms fong. so left chenhui alone. when we went back to class, me and eelin played chess. i lost. oh well. when me and eelin VS haiyun, it became we two VS chenhui. yeah!! we won him!! lalalas. hahas. den chenhui played wif tingjun... chenhui accidentally cut himself on his arm den luz tot he copy me.. yoz after that, recess liao so we went to play basketball. full court. veri tiring... -.- when we went back, tj told me chenhui dunno what happened to him. hahas. den continue playin chess that is being stopped halfway juz now. juz den, chenhui returned. he suspected sumthing has been done to it so he asked me and i repiled no so they restart.. me, yipchi, zhangyong and eelin went to play "dai di" bet wif chess. if chenhui won, yipchi's head will have to stick in front of swelwin's while if tj won, his head will onli roll on the floor. but den is chenhui won. hahas. but we dun wan to make swelwin angry. we contiued playin.. if chenhui won, i would have to kiss him while if tj won, eelin will have to. so me and eelin were like prayin hard.. but chenhui won!! from cheek to fingers.. i dun dare to so chenhui aked me to stay dere he will moved his hand. but den tj said not counted. muz be me. so i did.. a quick one lor. grr. i wanna sit but no space so i sit beside him. at first they wanna play pairs together but we dun wan. thus we played lor..got once is straight winning leys!! hahas. i let chenhui see my cards. dun care oso marr. den chenhui said smth abt avoid issues and told me i was one of them. so i juz replied he told me that the second time. lalalas. then he saw my cuts on the left hand so i quickly pushed my watch up while den he tied to grab my the other hand to see. but i dun let him...den mr tsu came and gave us a farewell talk. sobby!!!! den me and eelin played chess. i won!!! at first we bet if i lose, i will have to kiss chenhui while if eelin lose, yipchi will be knocked into swelwin. so we lied sayin i lose but eelin told chenhui the truth larr. the others dunno so they tot i puropsely lose de.. YOZ. after that, the truth is revealed. hahas. DISMISSAL!!! den we went to play basketball. at first full court. gals first time got a record of 7:5!! leading!!! hahas. but den chenhui came... and lots of gals joined. the boiz kept playin thunder. C4 r the onli one using the court. school de la. the first time he thundered it juz happen tat i caught it so the boiz said he was givin me the ball. yoz. then he kept blockin me... he told me that is has no mood. i asked izit last day of sch. ya was the ans. he said actually, he had no feeligs for leavin this sch but when he saw all of his frends he suddenly felt sad. i juz said i oso ma but last day of sch try to be happy lar. while resting, i was like quarrelin wif tzy??? den shuwuen said she wanna read the msgs so i let her but chenhui snatched it and it juz happened to be drizzlin so we went back to class. he dun return me my hp... he sms zy wif MY hp askin if he luv me. so i uses gina's, afiqah's hp to send smses and call. den i went to the canteen. yipchi told me they were plyin chess. when i got dere, they dunno so i snatched it away den he exclaimed:"oi!" but too late le lorr.. lalala. den we went back to class. and played. den i went down. kwok ken VS alvis. i support kwok ken. hahas. but vis won. nvm. so i went back to class. den after a while, he went up too. we were like playin handwriting game?! lols. i cried in the toilet for 10 mins too. b4 going down. den we went to hall. eelin came. i told her lots of stuffs. she went back and came again. when i was toking to her, i saw chenhui running away. den the third time she came, we tok and tok. suddenly chenhui scared me. always like that der lorr... throughout the whole thing, i havin a bad headache. i kept lookin at him. when there was one part abt the mrt, i turned. i m not sure if he saw it too. and the other story sumone said:" i am afraid will he do smth foolish?" so actually, i was dozing off le den suddenly jumped and looked at him... i miss him then at the end, we waved goodbye. jayda started cryin. followed by me, den sijia den wanxin... after that, sumone told chenhui tat i cried so i ran off. i went out of the gate and waited for him. i started cryin like hell. after i saw him left, i came back home and total cry and cry like hell.. i nv even have dinner and lunch for today... no appetite... I den realised i cannot do without him. realli. DUN LEAVE ME PLS... I NID YOU. (: C4nians.. everiyear at least one gathering and will played bask okays???? ' {MY HEART WILL DIE WITHOUT YOU} Wednesday, November 15, 2006 / 14:55
HAIZ. Wednesday... i was not in a good mood.. really..after recess, actually, i was sittin wif the gals but den suddenly, they called me. oh. i see. so i went and sit behind chenhui. he was like dunno?! we dun let him to get the ball. lalala. eelin asked him to show us how to do a "thing" for bask, he toook ler then dun return. in the end, i snatched it from him and i won!! hahas. he used the water vapour on the water bottle and wrote on the floor, askin if we wanna watch merlion squirt water coz eelin took his money or smth like that... i noticed that he did not zipped his pocket.. so i ried to took his wallet out but failed... we tried lots of times b4 he knew it. hahas. den when we went up to the hall, den me and eelin changed places.. they kept hitting each other so i told eelin if she hit him once more, i will go hit tj. so ltr eelin told him THAT. but nevertheless, she still hit him.. though actually is chenhui annoyed her.. hahas. so after that, chenhui asked me to keep my promise to hit tj.. 5 times. btu actually is once... i hack care.. at most ltr tj hit me lors... i hit him using foce according to what chenhui said. light or heavy... den tj kept hitting me.... haojing hit chenhui too so i hit back lalalala. so they all were like toking me helpin chenhui?! after sch, i went home first den go play bask. but raining so we played captain. den basketball. so fun!!! GTG Tuesday, November 14, 2006 / 14:53
HELLO (: sorrie for the late post worx... bcoz, i went to k-box to celebrate her burday wif three super HANDSOME young man, really. I DID NOT LIE.. but chenhui is cuter la, of coz. lawlx. kies kies. go back to the stuff. eys... erm, abt today. let me recalled... oh ya.. LUCKILY, today is NOT a late day again. lalala. in fact, quite early. or not?!den i went to basketball court wif Eelin. soon, sijia came. den tzy brought his ball. i asked eelin:" eys, wanna play match?" eelin and sijia agreed so 3 VS 1. wa sehx. zhangyong is like a check murderer!!!! lols. so we 3 poor gals. den chenhui came. he kept askin me to let him help me shoot but i hack care larr. den we nid to go. times's up. so we went to assemble la. harriet is behind me. i saw him coming. eelin too. so eelin was like kept callin out to harriet but den harriet dunno what happened till chenhui started toking. hahas when we get back to class, i was assigned to do assignments. but one came after one!!! a total of 6 one lorr!!! den i was tired and dun feel too well. so my apperance was like a bit down larr. so lucinda noticed. anyway wrote diary... den went to play "dai di" wif tj, yipchi, eelin and tzy. shihui was helping me (: i kept getting spade 2.. lalalalas. but i was a bit. well, i dunno what to say larr. den eelin and tj dun wanna play so chenhui and shihui joined. den chenhui wanna sit wif me so they all siam. he was like juz beside me???!!! yoz. but den he still moved away a little la.. den zhangyong said smth wrongly so i hit him on his back. den chenhui went to say he is jealous. so i say why. u guessed what he say? he juz said he was jealous coz i hit tzy nv hit him. oh god. so, i hit him on his arm several times. though i dun bear to, but he asked me de so i fulfil his wish. lols. but... he said not fair. i hit tzy on the back but him on the arm. lols. he was like kept helpin me. lols. we bullied shihui worx. den recess went to play ball. lots of ppl lor... den when i wanna throw, he said why normally i will score but today nv. and talked abt lots of stuffs... yoz. i am onli interested in e game lor!!! when we assembled after recess, me, eelin and binbin kept playin wif the ball. den sumhow chenhui came and pull my arm dunno ask me to do what. i cannot hear properly larr when we went back, me and eelin played chess. wa sehx. juz cannot have even a proper match de lorr. chenhui and zhangyong came so it became THEIR match. me and eelin juz see. LOLS. den he was like ... haiz. today got contact time. so went home at 12.. zhangyong said he not goin basketball. thus, yaoxiang said he wanna brng. yoz. when we climbed down the stairs, chenhui offened sumone andasked me to help defend him. i was like: how to??? den when we reached the parade square, anqi asked me: two more days lerr. what u wanna say??" me:" lots of stuffs laa.. ermm..." den she asked chenhui. chenhui nv say anithing. den anqi whispered smth in my ear. we dun let chenhui listen. HAHAS. so when we reached the canteen, chenhui kept asking me what anqi told me. i said: er..." den anqi turned and came. chenhui kept blocking my way dun let me go. and kept grabbing my arm. so i used my hand to pull off his hand. finally, he gave up. but i told him:"juz now anqi said tat on thurs u r goin to tell the whole class who u like". den chenhui said anqi is so clever. HAHAS. so anqi asked:" arhz??? u tell him le?" and chenhui was like sayin my face so red, not even once white. den we went out. chenhui was guessin seahcheng's chi name. den he said: xie...." sijia said:" aiya! xie du zi lar!" on the road!! so me, haiyun, sijia and chenhui were like laughing. den chenhui asked me no ball i still wanna go. i juz replied yaoxiang comin. den he say he dun wann lerr at mac lots of things happen... all thanks to yaoxiang larr!!!!! OKOK. GTG. MUM NAGGIN (: lols Monday, November 13, 2006 / 14:51
YEP (: actually quite disappointed to see my blog dyin off lerr.. MAYBE bcoz smth disastrous happened to them? Accidents???!!!! OH MY GRACIOUS GOD!!! hehex. no larr. juz kidding. I JUZ SAW THEM IN SCH TODAY. THEY R SAFE AND SOUND, AND OSO STILL IN A PIECE TOO. lawlx.a joke for this post ehx? i dunno if u all will laugh, but i think is quite lame.. hahas. YOZ!!! today is another late day for me lorr!!! 6.55 am den woke up.. so reached sch quite late larr. i walked to basketball court. Eelin told me juz now chenhui came and look for me sayin what he told me not to put but i did and now lots of ppl noe err... WHAT E HECK HE TOKIN??!!! I OSO DUNNO. suddenly, i heard smth behind. i turned. u guess what i saw?! chenhui huggin yipchi and tellin me to give him up coz yipchi already promised him to woo me. thus, all e gals dere was like: what the heck is goin on??!!!" and i was like: hmm... chenhui went to wrong person. shld go to swelwin. LOLS When we went to asemble, i was behind harriet, sijia behind me, eelin behind sijia, tingjun behind eelin, chenhui behind tj. I HAVE no idea what r they doin coz i felt terribly sick. haiz. what i knew is that a tissue hit me on the back. lawlx. den there was announcement sayin ltr 2 sec schs will come and have a talk. hardly when it starts, mdm tan came and saked who wanna go help her do stuffs. immediately, me, eelin, geelin, haiyun and sijia raised our hands. SO WE BUZZED OFF. hahas. we hate talks. We went to the CCA room to do. wa... got air-con lorr.. but THAT will onli made my flu worse than ever. den coz mdm tan nid two more ppl, so i called migin and shuwuen to help. we finished at 10. so we went to class and put our bags. our recess 1hr leys! so we borrowed ball from Zhangyong ad went down to play. mdm tan oso gave each of us $2.. so those ppl in class were like: NOT FAIR!!" hahas. we went to play bask. at first is me, migin and sijia VS eelin, haiyun and shuwuen. hahas. we nv count score. forget le larr. den suddenly e boiz came and took our balls away. the moment chenhui came, he kept tuggin my shoulder and ask why our recess 1h. IT WAS LIKE SO DAMN PAIN!! so he juz said:"sorrie horx" and i went nvrm. but actually, i wanna tell him:" EHYS!! U NOE HOW PAIN IZZIT?????!!!!!" now it is still pain. like u will feel e pain when u lift up ur arm. den, sumhow i bumped into him once. instead of me sayin sorry, he told me tat. nowadays he IS quite weird. maybe coz.. well, u noe. last week of sch. tryin to be nicer to me?! lols. after recess, i went up to hall. zhanyong was behind me. he dunno if he shld go up to control room or go to the hall. so i juz say, aiya. go hall larr. den i asked him to go sit down. he said he waitin for tingjun. but i said tat tingjun already sat down le lorr. den he said he waitin for chenhui. i said NO. in e end, i wanna sit behind wanxin coz zhangyong dun wan. when i sit down, i heard lots of exclaims behind me. so, i turned. OMG. chenhui was goin to sit behind me. immediately, i stood up. den he went to sit behind wanxin. so shihui and wanxin were like... yoz. den tzy sat down. FINALLY. behind chenhui. i sitting behind zhangyong. eelin behind me. so chenhui was like askin me ltr we two ran behind leaving them along. but i was like sayin:" cannot larr. eelin and tzy will change places too" so he us:" jenny change place wif tzy." so is like tzy juz went off, tryin to get away. AND THE JOB CAME. i had to held tzy's hands onto the floor like hell, while chenhui tried to help too. but den, zhangyong still sat down in the end (: lalalalalalalalalas. den chenhui asks eelin THEIR TWO deal. they changed places wif each other. eelin says she dun wan but den chenhui kept sayin she coward. so, in the end, they still changed place but den i forget why tzy nid to go lerr. SO UNFAIR. and lots of stuffs happen. like the stupid " date", hittin, playin, throwin... i m not sayin. here. u noe, it is like.... eys... so damn "p"..... finally we get to go back. to class. den me and eelin played chinese chess. zhangyong and chenhui was like betting?! chenhui bet i will win while zhangyong bet eelin will win. whoeva loses will be an eunch. HAHAHAHAS. so chenhui and tzy were like kept comin. chenhui whispered in my ear abt the moves. i was like:DUH??? den the gals.. u noe. as uausl... sayin those lame stuffs. den got an announcement made by yipchi to go to CCA room. so the whole class went down. NTH TO DO AT ALL!!! SUMONE PURPOSELY PLAYED A PRANK ON US!!! GRR. we wait and wait. haiz. so we went back to class lorr. den chenhui asked me to carry him to 6th floor coz he was too tired and cannot walk. i was like tellin him: eys, take lift larr. he was like dun dare to... hahas". den tj went to destroy the game. WA SEHX. so eelin was angry but soon okays larr... drizzling at a rate of 500ml / minuts oso cannot play bask!!! so me, geellin, haiyun and sijia went KFC for lunch.. den went to sch again and helped mdm tan to do stuff. after which, we played volleyball. i mean geeling did not larr.. so fun!!! GTG Sunday, November 12, 2006 / 14:47
OH WELL. now i m sick. that feeling is like wanting to be like those winter animals, hibernating. sleepin till next yr. wun tat be good? wun have ani problems den. or whateva heck u called tat. recently, i had posted quite a long post in c4 blog. well, i really did miss c4. 4 more days instead of 5, coz friday is a holiday.. den seppech and prize givin day all p-sixes are supposed to go back. till night leys. or should i say evening?? lols. maybe we can play bask den, b4 it starts. i am onderin if c4 should have meet-up for basketball practises. or i should say matches?? lols. grrrrr... it is quite unfortunate to fall scik now, especially on the last week of sch. BUT, i am still going to play basketball. i dun care. muz cherish these moments lerr.. my wish. is for all c4 to stay happie as a class. i m not sure if they enjoyed these years. realli. in this entry, i would like to thank XXX very much. XXX was the one who created lots of hopes for me. and memories. Though me and XXX are goin to diff sec sch, but i will remember all of those XXX had taught me, and what XXX had given me. Here, i cannot even put him / her. Quite sensitive. lawlz. I really hoped that i did not let XXX down in the case of my results. I tired my best. Maybe XXX would even score much better than me, well.~~~ Name 21 ppl~~~ 1. Tingjun 2. SweLwin 3. Haiyun 4. Zhangyong 5. Chenhui 6. Ryan 7. Sijia 8. AnQi 9. Seahcheng 10. Valerie 11. James 12. Shihui 13. Wanxin 14. Jayda 15. Yipchi 16. Alvis 17. Trisha 18. Guoliang 19. AnGeLine. 20. Lucinda 21. EeLin QUESTIONS::: 1. How did i meet 14? (Jayda) ***Erm. In school? Last year?? In unicornians! lols. er nope. should be in P3 mother tongue. Same class (: 2. Wad if u nvr met 6? (Ryan) ***well, how on earth i noe??!!! nth will happen. except for the fact that pri 4H in yr 2004 will have lesser jokes.. what's more?? hahas. 3. Wad if 20 n 9 dated? (Lucinda and Seahcheng) ***Lols. i really dunno how they two will think if they see this. perhaps kill me?? lols. well, for one thing, sijia will be heartbroken den. but now, besides, they each have a crush lo!!! 4. Did u ever liked 5? (Chenhui) ***Yoz. shouldn't have put him at 5 den. aiya, if i tell you nope, almost the whole c cluster will protest larr.. eys, isn't it obvious?! okays. the ans is : yes. well. this year larr.. anyay, i onli met him this year too.. hmm.. what shall i say more? nth to say. nvrm. maybe sumone from mi class will narrate everythin out. i can't be sure! lols 5. Wld 4 n 10 make a good couple? (Zhangyong and Val) *** nah. i dun think so. poor val den. val is so nice and pretty lorr! and anywya, zhangyong is already like crazy abt another gal?! 6. Describe 8 (AnQi) ***oh. well. lots to describe. SHE loves to listen to BOA songs. and she quite like a japanese gal. her debating strength allows her to quality for a lawyer!!!! her voice is good, thus she could be a singer! 7. Do u think 13 is attractive? (Wanxin) ***LOLS. hey, my sis. i dunno. still okays barr. will grow taller der.. 8. Say something about 7. (Sijia) ***her?! oh well. the 3rd to luvsick eys??? lols. HER HEART CHANGES VERY FAST. REALLY. She loves cats. 9. Do u noe anything about 4's family? (Zhangyong) ***eys.. i onli went to his house ONCE. during a birthday party. but i knew his family. HIS mother is very sweet. veri easy to get along with. his dad is nice. we first met at chalet. his family is quite big, i think so. 10. Wad is 21's favourite idol? (Eelin) ***i dunno leys. ask her urself larr. 11. Wad if 18 confessed he liked me? (Guoliang) ***i rather he confessed to AnGel. Lols. though i admire him, but juz dun have tat kinda feeling. known him for quite long- 9 yrs?! lols 12. Wad language does 20 speak?( lucinda) ***Mostly eng and chi 13. Who is 9 going out with? (Seahcheng) ***NO ONE. but he loves sumone called..... (i m not gonna tell) 14. How old is 16 now? (Alvis) ***12 yrs old larr 15. When is the last time u talked to 12? (Shihui) ***Fri. 16. Wad is 2's favourite band? (Swelwin) *** i dunno. she loves lots of stuffs larr 17. Would u ever date 10? (Valerie) ***NEVER EVER. IMPOSSIBLE. SHE IS A GAL!! 18. Would u ever date 12? (Shihui) ***NEVER EVER. IMPOSSIBLE. SHE IS A GAL!! 19. Is 15 single? (Yipchi) ***OF COZ. but he loves..... ( not goin to tell) 20. Wad is 19's last name? (AnGel) ***Tan Yue Zhen. 21. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 11? (James) ***Eys. u think leys?? perhaps barr. 22. Wad sch does 3 go to? ***SQPS 23. Where does 17 live? (Trisha) ***not sure. shld be taman jurong 24. Wad is your favourite thing about 16? (Alvis) ***NOTHING AT ALL kk gtg to have my dinner BYEEEEEE Friday, November 10, 2006 / 14:47
lols.. hmm.. today, i ran all the way to school to avoid being late... wa sehx.. i woke up @ 7 a.m. after having a bad dream leys.. hahas. PHEW. luckily i wasn't late. quite early tough. i mean early to the time for latecomers larr.. but the bad thing is, zhangyong is going bishan and i did not get to c him for today!!! i miss him leys.. as a frend larr. quite a sad day for me, really. anyway, yesterday's e-learning was a disaster.. haiz. update abt that ltr.. (: I helped ms fong do lots of stuffs today. C.i.P stuff and the student ambassador thing. today oso got jurong secondary school talk lehx.. the longest one we had ever had. it lasted for 1 hr plus!!! so the moment we went back to class, after abt 5 mins, we went to recess. after recess, tj came to us and asked me, geeling, haiyun, sijia and harriet to help out together with tingjun, yipchi and yaoxiang to fold the clothes and arrange them in sizes. HAHAS. u noe why gals r needed?? tat's bcoz a boy, named hong tingjun dunno how to fold them!!!!! lols. so me and harriet taught him. at least he did one, but all of us think that it would be better if we let him to place them in the plastic bags. wa sehx, i was forced to fold chenhui's shirt and match the size leys... i took 2 mins to fold it coz it was like so diff... especially his... dunno why. A CURSE??!!! jkjk.. ltr, me and geeling were sent out to find ms sumathi for smth... luckily i remembered abt the announcement made today early in the morning. she mentioned that she and mrs lum would be in spies room. den she called geeling darling.. we tried to be nice to her. the moment we went out, i said:" wa, u c all teachers pampered u le lor!" then the door went:"BANG!" we were laughin like hell and reported back to ms fong (:. while waiting for the "tailor" to arrive, i went back to class to do the C.I.P stuff. quite tiring. when i went down again, not long i got to go up AGAIN!!! grrrrrrr... i went to see binbin and him playing chess. but den the moment shuwuen said:" if he lose, he would have to woo me", i ran off and see tingjun and terence playin chess. 2 reasons: 1. i dun wan him to do stuff that he dun wan to. 2. he was sitting on my chair so i cannot sit so go n sit on the table. (: hahas. suddenly, amshah came and called tj to go down, bringin sum gals and a boy. the first one he called was me. so i was like, tryin to hit him!!!! den he called yaoxiang too. i asked harriet to go wif me coz i dun wan to be the onli gal. lols. when we reached dere, ms fong asked us to placed them into plastic bag. we did and waited for her to return. meanwhile, there is a "emperor / emporess" seat. whoever sit on it, his head will be hit. LOLS. the first one to sit is... erm.. i think is harriet.. or what.. tj told us that he hates wearing caps coz it made him look like a gal by making his hair flat.. hahas. den yaoxiang kept chasing me coz of his "love" for trisha.. when we were abt to hit tj, ms fong came and asked 2 of us to do smth. so in the end, harriet and yaoxiang followed ms fong while me and tj tidied up the clothes and bring them into the meeting room. den suddenly ms sumathi came an asked us to tell the exco members to meet her and it was urgent. so me and tj quickly do. he siad it cannot be too untiday or neat. so actually, we were juz like... hahas. den we went in and placed the stuffs. it semmed that i was leading, but he should be the one leading coz ms fong told him where to put and not me!!!! okays. the clothes are supposed to be placed into the cupboard. SO HEAVY!! so i asked him to do it. he complained that gal has no strenth while i complained that boys dunno how to do housework.. lols. den we walked out of the meeting room. suddenly, he stopped at the door there and i abt 2cm nearly bumped into him. so he was like turning to see what happened. HIS CLOTHE HAD BEEN HOOKED BY THE DOOR!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA. i could not help but laghed like hell all the way and stepped out of the room first and let him save himself. lols. den we quickly rushed to the lift coz of ms sumathi. at irst, he told me that we were special. we will not take the lift on the first or 6th floor, but take on the 2nd and the 5th one. but this time, we took the 1st floor one so i asked: so, we aren't special now ehx??? den, we were like rushing thru the lines and crowds. i leave the job to him (:. i pleaded him to go play basketball... coz tzy not here.. sobby so we walked and reached dere, starting our match. at first, it appeared to be quite sunny. we played till halfway at first is two boiz VS all gals, but den became 5 boiz VS all gals, and finally 3 boyz VS all gals.. den the boiz went to play a match wif secondary boiz.. it started drizzling... so me, anqi, haiyun and luc were like hack care, continuing to saty outside but den it rained so we took out the umbrella. den anqi went into the shelter... so left the 3 of us.. the wind is too strong so the umbrealla kept swayin here and dere.. finally, it started ouring and we all ran into the shelter.. preparing to go home.. me and tj wanna luc to help us get home. i did have an umbrella, but the rain is too... HUGE??!!! lols. dunno how to describe marr.. den chenhui came and say dunno what. he took one step forward, i took one step backwards. wif a note of finality, he asked me not to follow him home again. SINCE WHEN I WANNA DO THAT NOWDAYS>??? we going seperated in 5 more sch days.. SOBBY. so at first tj wanna go wif chenhui and yipchi, but they left without him so me, tj and kuc went. tj kept walkin the wrong direction or he walked too fast. derx... den i was asked to wait for luc while she "delivered" tj to SQPS. but i wanna go striaght away, so i took her stuff and went after them. tj dropped his ball onto the puddle!!! hahas... tj said if the basketball was luc, it seemed like he was luz's maid. yep (:. a male maid will be a good one like hong tingjun.. hahas. i kept kicking water into his shoes. HE DESERVED IT. in the end, we were like.. playin water in the rain?! lols... after luz left, left me and him.. he told me lots of stuffs and a lot is abt chenhui... so i collect rain on top of my umbrella, and "sprayed" it on him!! hmph. by that time, anyway, we were already wet like hell...for once, he walked in the rain.. i dun even wana share wif him lorr.. hahas. under his block, he kept sayin nonsense so i argued back as the lift closed. HE WON!!! HMPH. got to kill him!! jkjkjkjk.. haiz.. C4 gonna seperate soon.. i missed them... will dere be any basketball?! well, i dunno...
Wednesday, November 08, 2006 / 06:30
haiz.. today is E-learning day.. Now is 0630... onli me online.. SOB C4 decided to meet at MSN at 7am marx..cannot go school today worx.. except for those whose home which has no computer or computer without internet acess. ): haiz. kk, enuff abt that le lors.. yesterday nv posts coz dun felt like it.. anyway. yesterday. hmm.. i dunno why i juz got that kinda of feeling that i am tired of everything and juz want to end them off. really. but u noe, i juz tolerate for one more week and tat's it. THE END OF SCHOOL IN SQPS. eys, now i have a story to tell you... i nid ur help to ans my qn too.. Once upon a time (Lame starting.. lols), there were 4 person. Boy A, Boy B, Gal C, Gal D. Erm.. there's relationship between them de okays?? Gal D has a crush on Boy A. Boy B and Gal C are an item already but Boy A seems to have interest in Gal C. Boy A and Boy B are veri good frends... Gal C and D are oso veri good frends... haiz... what should Gal D do????
Tuesday, November 07, 2006 / 14:45
haiz. today i was sad enuff. not able to go school was a blow for me worx.. coz of the stupid dental stuff or whateva u call that. i got to go in the morning worx.. i miss C4! and what's more, today is the grauduation party day! u noe how pathetic am i le barr?? haiz. you cannot change fate. yep. however, i was permitted to go mac to play basketball! well, i dunno if i ever regret going dere. seriously. i took taxi to science centre and from dere, i gonna take bus 335 to sch dere. ALONE. well, i prefer that but i forget to bring my MP3 lorr! coz in the morn, i woke up at 10 am so it was.. well, like a rush?! i reached mac at 12nn! yoz. one more hour to go leys. maybe will die of boredness, u wun noe. at abt 12.40 p.m. , i sms tzy, thinking that after school, when he went up to put his bag, he will saw it. who noes... ME: i already here so i dun care u muz come horx. TZY: kk ME: what?! u smsing in class? TZY: ya, of course. ME: OMG! zhangyong so brave.. lawlz. waiting for u all abt 1 hr.. i m so bored... TZY: kk ME: who noe u r smsing me now? TZY: a lot of ppl ME: omg. den ms fong wun scold mehx?? hahas. wow. i nv knew he was so brave. hahas. and i dunno if the boiz were dere too. anyway, i typed de convers was from my memory worx.. lols. so i waited while reading a storybook. at abt 1.15 p.m., i heard shihui calling my name. WOOTS! they were here lerr! den i heard ball bouncing and turned. it was zhangyong! a momentary smile flickered across my face as i ran up and greeted him. so, we started playing. anyway, i felt a little feverish.. (: den he kept sayin :" chenhui here ler" so i said "fly away ler". hehex. but den, chenhui really came. but my greatest concern is abt tingjun and eelin.. the moment chenhui's here, he kept like sayin i nv go sch still come play bask he gonna tell ms fong. so i juz went: " tell lar! i sure win de lorr". hmph. so i was like:"shouldn't have come...." well, thus i focus on match lars. den he said"yoz, u veri 'jian' leys. i was dere waitin for the ball to come and tot u r going to kick it but u juz let it go?!" so i was like, "kk. 90° change le." sumhow den he went and change back by sayin: "one more rule. jenny cannot pass the ball to haiyun". so i tried my best. but... the others always got the ball! he oso kept tryin not to let me got the ball. once, he pulled my hand but i still managed to pass to others. den he kept sayin:" sorry"... dortz. he asked who wanna play "one-to-one" wif him. he mean basketball match larr. so he asked me. and said abt the terms. gina said if i win, he kiss me and vice versa. but he said no. we two say out the terms. (actually, in the end, he WAS the one...) he said tat if he won, i would have to stay in mac for one hr, cannot play basketball. if he win, he will woo me. so i went:"WHAT?!". den he siad tat silence means consent. so other gals want me to win. i was like: "eys, how possiblity i can win him?! 0% lors" i start first.. wa sehx. nid to "check".. how do u spell that? i dunno.. haiz. at first, he kept letting me win till 2:0 then he power up like hell lorr.and beacme 2:3. i lose. so i was like:"ok! fine. u wanna me to stay inside for 1 hr horx?" he sort noe what i m thinking and told me:"okok la. 5 mins onli la". it seems like i am the onli one who heard him talking to me. so i went in and chat wif tzy and yipchi. den tzy went out and said:" 5 mins le. let's go" . thus, i went out. and played. den it started to drizzle...so ltr we went home. Anqi said even if i win, chenhui wun woo me de ma. den he said he will keep his word de. so chenhui dunno said what tomolo he played wif Anqi la. and he will keep his promise... haiz. so we got to go home coz of the rain. ewws. i hate it looorrrr. den he walked the same way wif us and said smth but i did not hear it. den he said he wanna go wif tzy... i went to luc house and we played monopoly (: lols. luz won. of coz lar. she sooo pro. hahas. kk. gtg. bye Saturday, November 04, 2006 / 23:33
haiz. back to posting. juz returned from sijia's house. TIRED. when i reached dere, she was watching jewel in the palace. den she gave me, i mean hand me her ss 6A textbook. coz tomolo we r havin 2 mini tests. 1 on 6A, the other on 6B. i left my 6A in the locker!! i believed, i m not the only one who did tat. lots of other ppl too, i supposed. u noe, ms fong told us tat one mini test onli abt 2 pages... haiz. and that ss project. my grp do wrongly so... haiz. PATHETIC . den we discussed abt the script and others.. she kept do a "pillow fight" on me. so not fair. to make sure abt ss proj, we called luc and haiyun... my frp onli 3 ppl lehx! coz trish is aboard. ~~~~~ we watched jewel in the palace and ate sweets... well, that's all.
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hiie. back to post again. wow. yesterday was haiyun's birthday party, though it was not on tat day la... PPL: me, yuanshen, haiyun, sijia, shihui, zhouhui, meng meng and her frend. (those 2 are haiyun's frend, as well as mine and sijia but u all dunno de lars.. ) in the morn, we met at school gate at 9.30 p.m, waiting for haiyun's dad to drive us to Jurong Bird Park. woots! we saw lots of stuffs dere. well, i mean birds. the shows and all, it was juz so fun. we oso took lots of pics, but haiyun haven sent them to me or else i could update now. well, i will kies? the part tat i love the most is the penguin parade. the penguins... they were juz so cute! lols. but we sumhow always get lost... and the weather was so hot... i am dehydrating!!! lols. sumhow, the ppl are juz so cruel! when we went to talk with the parrots, they went to say: "jenny loves lei chenhui" so they went to repeat leys!!! wa sehx... i tries to make fun of them too :) when we went into the world of darkness, i nearly faint it. It was soooooooo dark! juz like the hauted house!!! i kept bumping into ppl... it was a place whereby we could see different kinds of owls. i love the one who lives in the snow. soooo cute.. after tat, we took bus 149 to jurong point coz we wanna go KFC for lunch. lols. then, we went to take bus 30 to haiyun's house. the moment we went to haiyun'shouse, we left our bags there, took the basketball, went down to play. hahas. yuanshen and zhouhui sumhow dunno how to play. so they watched us play first. :) me and haiyun VS sijia and shihui. in the end, 10:5. me and haiyun won! yeah. den we went back to play chess. after which, we played murderer. poor me and sijia! get killed by both the murderer and her accomplice at the same time! lols. den we played cluedo! oh yeah, i won.. hahas. nah. juz in luck today. while waiting for pizza, we continued to play monopoly. by then, shihui had went home. i won the monopoly too. hahs. then haiyun and yuanshen were bankers, they kept arrangin the hotles and houses. those houses were said to be haiyun's children. she said they were veri cute and i dunno why juz said out tat chenhui is cuter so they were like :"ooooooooooo" then i woke up. gosh. oh well. nvm then while eating pizza, at 6.00, we watched tv. actually, we wanna watch the suite life of zac and cody but not time yet. the show was beginning at 6.30. so, we watched harry potter and the chambers of secrets. well, u will think it was so silly of us to watch it for only half an hour. hahas. but it was fun and interesting. really. den when time is up, we watch lots of stuffs till we what we wanted. the idsney channel movie. the stuffs: adverstisement, lamos, diff stuffs. den the movie was so fun.... lols den we ate the cake and went back @ 9pm... haiz. gtg. update u more. now going sijia house to do ss proj.
Friday, November 03, 2006 / 16:41
HI. yep. my new blog. :) after what i had been thinking about for the past few days, i really reflected on lots of stuffs and decided on too. first thing, that is, of coz, to give up on chenhui. well, all of you will say tat it will be quite impossible for me to do so, but at first i felt tat way too. afterall, i still got to struggle myself through the way i wanna be. and tat's it-- a new me. not much changes, though. Although i am sure tat i will never ever forget about my past of this year, 2006. it has been a memoriable one. the year in my entire life which i enjoyed the most--i believe. i would like to thank all of you for making this possible. (though now i noe that i am talking craps, but still, i juz want to get them out from my heart.) especially him. he made me realised lots of stuffs. that i had necer find out, or even try to do so. through him, i had learn lots of lessons. really. if u think that i m kidding, well. believe it or not. haiz. we, c4nians are going to seperate. you noe, i really cannot bear the thought! i really feel like cryin... today, the first day of a new me. it was quite fun. and i no longer felt like the way i had been before. in school, i try my best to do whatever i can. hahas. Shuqunite star search. it was such an exciting one for all the primary sixes, i believe. Soloists winner: Kenneth of 6C1 (he sang the song i loved the most!!! ) Dance winner: The Dark Angels. (woots! fang, angel, val, siew hwee and another gal i forget her name danced MR Q! i can see thru all their efforts put in. the assesories, clothes... I KNEW THEY WOULD WIN!) Musical Winner: 6C3 ( at the audition, i knew it. i already had a good impression on them. though i hoped tat C4 will win, but i knew tat the real winner belong to C3. all boiz. i believed they took up lots of courage to do so. if C4 boiz were to do tat, hmm... Pigs might fly! lol) after school, as it was drizzling, zhangyong was not going to play basketball. thus, we had no ball and we cannot play. i decided to go the regional library straightaway. i feared that he, upon seeing me behind him, would of coz think tat i am following him again. well, so i tried my best not to. but, afterall, he still saw me while crossing the traffic. he smiled at me so i did the same. he walked sooo fats, but i dun even care. i aren't following him, anyway. when i reached there, i mean on the platfrom, i saw xinzi and lijie so i try to keep a distance away from them. i tot chenhui was like disappearing dunno whatever or perhaps already went off. but juz when i was about to stepped into the train heading towards pasir ris, i saw him. but i did not see him stepped into it. well, none of my business too. so, upon reaching jurong east, i went to pizza hut for lunch. ALONE. haiz. lonely... but, i enjoyed the feeling. when i was all by myself. it was so fun. but den, it started pouring. haiz. i went to the lib, tryin to find my sis but to no avail. PATHETIC~~~ after which, i went home, steppin onto floods and others. haiz that's the end for today!!!! PLS TAG!!! thx, LiJUAN
Thursday, November 02, 2006 / 20:11
haiz. i created a new blog for a new me. though.. but i still wanna keep tis blog.. MEMORIES. all the stuffs tat happen to me and him... will be here.
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