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Wednesday, October 31, 2007 / 17:09
 SUNXIEZHI RAWKS <33333hahas. those ppl dhat i have been 'haunting' bout xiezhi; sorryer. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAS. ;DDD SOFTBALL HOLIDAY TRAINING DAY#02 lawls. raining day today. met with suli and sweejoo at clementi mrt station SWEEJOO'S MUM DAMN NICE. drove us to ARC. stuffs dhat we did today:: 1) warm up 2) leg raise 40times 3) push ups 40times 4) shuttlerun 7 times i think. ;D 5) 10sets of weights ;D 6) skipped 600times. 7) fielding. DAMNFUN. YAYAE. but my stomach muscle aching... XDXD and arm muscles ;( nvrm. 5DAYS TO CHALET. but damn sianz. sijia backed out. HAIS. nvrm. wanxin joined in. if nt i really tink i dun wan go lurh no unicornian at all. i will feel very out. nvrm ;DD jiayous arhh!! tml CIP with swee and suli (; Monday, October 29, 2007 / 14:25
YAYAE.softball holidays trainings rawks. hahas XDXD i woke up early in the morn at 0630 ;D took bus to nanhua by 8AM same bus with suli =P met all the other softballers dhere and waited for our bus to arrive to take us to 600WESTCOASTROAD field (: wow. the field was damn big. i tink more than thrice of our field! training started. 1) ran up and down the field as warm up. 2) warm up streching. 3) shuttlerun. 4) wheelbarrow. my whole body is wet. seriously. XDXD 5) warm up throw. 6) did 4 sets of kneel down batting. 7) ran 15min non-stop on the field. (; 8) did 60sit-ups 9) 20push ups. 10) skipped 100times. HOME. hahasXDXD though it is tiring. BUT IT IS REALLY DAMN FUN. i tink i've hurt my back XD nvrm. went to eat KFC with suli at JE after dhat. hahas XD looking forward to the other 24days of trainings! yayae. and of cuz, the chalet(s) too (: whenever there is u, there is ppl who care abt u
Friday, October 26, 2007 / 21:10
   SOFTBALL training was cancelled for today. nvrm. next week still have ;D DAMNSIANZ. so i ask sijia out. but she rejected me. cuz of L****. hahas asked tj if he wan play bask, but he rejected me. cuz he was in a bad mood. so i went home using comp. dhen. at 3++. tj, yaoxiang, zhangyong called me. hahas. playing bask. I CALLED 10++ GALS. but noone wan to go XDXD so in the end i went alone. i dhun wan to be at home; thinking bout stuffs. walked dere. cant find them till 4pm. FINALLY SAW TJ. but he was walking home frm mac. he told me where the rest were. so i went. O.o zhangyong, zhaohui and yaoxiang were dere. so we played played played here's the results:: #1 ME&YAOXIANG VS ZHAOHUI&ZHANGYONG ROUND1: ZHAOHUI AND ZHANGYONG WON. #2 PLAYED HORSE. 1ST: ZHAOHUI 2ND: ZHANGYONG 3RD: ME LURHH XD #3 LIJUAN VS YAPXIANG. LIJUAN WON. #4 LIJUAN VS ZHANGYONG. LIJUAN LOST BY 2. #5 ZHANGYONG VS ZHAOHUI. ZHAOHUI WON. #6 LIJUAN VS ZHAOHUI. ZHAOWON WON BY 2. #7 LIJUAN&ZHAOHUI VS YAOXIANG&ZHANGYONG LIJUAN&ZHAOHUI WON BY LOTS. hahas. zhangyong kept saying zhaohui very pro in bask. yala. i noe. best bask player in his sch XD DAMNFUN. played till 6PM. ;D me and zz were arguing thruout the whole day. XDXD who cares bout him? hahas. *** saikin told me he saw me when he's on bus today. i think i oso saw him on wed. hahas. fate. ;D *** happy burfday to chenhui today XDXD .. i dhun like ppl who dhun appreciate other ppl's efforts. XDXD bleargh. memories.. --"whenever there is pain, there is love, whenever there is u, there is ppl who care abt u" --"honestly. erm. i'm quite jealous" and lots. HAIZ> but everything stopped. XDXD hais. NVRM. i like the way i lived nw (= YAYAEHOOO Labels: there is ppl who care abt u, whenever there is u farewell ;D
Wednesday, October 24, 2007 / 22:54
     DAMNFUNDAY today ;D 8-10AM: played cards. 1000-1040: played softball with huineng; junwei; aaron 1040-1200: watched movie 'victor's corpse bride' after school went out with SIJIA XDXDXD *** the last time ever at acsi. met at dover mrt took bus 74 ;D dhen since it was the last time, so have to make it special cant be walking the same routes again and again. hahas. heard frm someone dhat dhere is a backgate. went all diff kinds of routes to find it. DADADATATATATA! finally found it at a one way route. walked damn long. beside ITE college west. saw ppl playing basketball. MISS IT. AWW. at 15++ dhen we went lerhhs. FAREWELL! duh. took mrt. sijia suddenly wanted to go MAC so i took her to clementi dere derhs. she damn nice to treat me bubble tea! supposed to take mrt home bt dhen. suddenly saw CLEMENTI PRI SCH reminded us of mrs yeo.. so i called her to check if we can visit her. YAYAE. we could went dere and tok ;D YES. i've dump everything behind me ;DD i will STUDY HARD & BE A GOOD LADY. sijia kept teasing me for dhat. nvrm. i will try derhs. GAMBATTE! yayaehoo. dhen went to lakeside mrt and recalled memories. squshed. damnfunny. all the way till 1730. hahas. laughed like hell. ppl might think we r crazy XDXD DAMNNICEDAY WITH HER. nxt time muz be liddis again. carefree day (= dhats the way i wann to live (: Sunday, October 21, 2007 / 22:26
XXDi wonder if sijia had found her situational writing task 15 which disappeared into thin air all of a sudden last yr. read 3 of my diaries just nw. damn funny. hahas. it's kinda gd to recall memories esp those that u can still recall the scenes u will laugh like hell ;D tml going back to sch AGAIN. and i dun feel like it. my sis is gonna sit for her Amath olevel paper tml. hais. kinda bored. but hopefully dere will be sum programmes in shc tml. cant be staying in the class whole day till 12 barhs *** he isnt going to the chalet anymore. i dun have any reaction. WOW. damnhappy. YAYAE. or maybe juz a little disappointed. maybe its juz cuz dhat onli bout 14 ppl go when it was a MAJORGATHERING? hahasXD nvrm yarhs. organise this kinda stuff dhat time already think of this lerhs but he is still going to pay ohwell. at least we wun have cash probs. i noe that is unfair to him cuz he nvr go dhen he pays. juz take it as he is sponsoring a little since he wan? WAHAHAHAHAS. I M SO DAMN GLAD THAT I COULD BE ABLE TO STAY OVERNIGHT FOR THE CHALET! YAY. SIJIA, U MUZ TOO!! NO MATTER WHAD. LETS STAY TOGETHER!!! WOHOHOHOHOHOHOOHOHO oh god. wait. dhat means. allen; tingjun; weijie and zhangyong in one rm and all other 10gals in 1 room. not fairXDXD hais. nvrm dhen. *** 103CHALET. hope i wun fell sick again. YAYAE. looking forward to it. hopefully my parents allow. shld be okay i think ;D *** happy pre burfday to shuanhock. hahas. *** happy pre burfday to chenhui. *** happy pre burfday to valerie. *** happy pre burfday to MRSYEO!!!! *** WOW. so many ppls burfday on this week. its gonna be interesting i tink ;D =P Saturday, October 20, 2007 / 16:07
another sianz day.went fer math tuition early in the morning dhen came back watched shows (: drama series ! 1PM to 3PM : reaching for the stars 3PM to 5PM : tokyo juliet on youtube 5PM to 7PM : mr fighting 7.30 PM to 9.30PM : GOONG S wahahahahahahhahahas. my life gonna be liddis. GEE XD this coming tues and thurs going lib do CIP with swee FRI is for softball mon and wed doing CIP with sinnee and huiqi and suli. HAHAHAS yayaehooo dhen 06NOV got cfour chalet 21NOV got 103chalet GEEGEEGEEGEEGEEXD ;D Friday, October 19, 2007 / 21:05
yayaehoooolijuan's back to posting (; hahas. i realised i m gonna watch finish all these shows by start of next year. -tokyo juliet -westside story -mr fighting -mvp valentine -meteor garden -goong S -zhong ji yi jia -and lots. after i had found out they r nice (: suddenly lurves to watch idol drama series. ;D went swimming today. DAMNFUN. made a new frend today ruichen frm 105. GEEXD after dhat got class activities. played UNO with my limyuan dey all ;D dhen i realised hw much i missed my pri sch days. WAHAHA. *** after sch, SOFTBALL. wow. the feeling of going back to play softball is so GREAT. threw with sweejoo, batted with sec1s, field with ziyi and cheryl, hang with shermaine. time passed damn quickly. hais. field is gonna be gone for sports hall. XDXD why liddat de arhs. hais. go muz go ijbt dhere to train. ;D better than nth. dismissed at 1845. haahs. **** Cfournians chalet and 103chalet. i kana broke. hais. going to work with gina this holiday. everything's planned (= YAYAE looking forward to everything; Thursday, October 18, 2007 / 20:40
went sch today. hais.dunno why we muz go to sch though after exams. COMIC workshop. hahas ;D i aprreciated my own artwork (= 0830TILL1200 hungry lurhs. dhen had lunch at 1210. after dhat class activities. okok lurhhs. after school; went library with ginang and suli till 1830 =P the person called me. total shock. 4times + 1miss call. seriously cant understand whad he was crapping bout. but the last sentence i told him was i dun wan to tok to him and moreover dun even wan to hear his voice. ARHHHHHHHHHHH i dunno why i said dhat xXD hais. i think i m mean. maybe its bcuz i saw smth that i shldnt see today AGAIN. haiz. always liddat nwadays. DAMNSADLURHH. nvrm. halfway to success lerhs i think if i said dhat. anw; maybe u wun be going to chalet anymore. i dunno. dunno if i m able to stand it if i go. GRRR. hais. "kan zhe ban" arhs ;D Wednesday, October 17, 2007 / 20:52
yayae; i m back ahaini dunno why but recently, i saw something shouldnt; i heard smth i shouldnt and i thought of smth which is IMPOSSIBLE. hais. but anyway maybe its bcuz of all these dhat i had finally decided to end it all. YAYAE. and i think i did it. or maybe even if its onli 49.9%, i will already be happy (: wahahahas ytd the swimming lesson. i didnt swim. dun ask me why. XD accompanied by yanlin in the hot sun for 2hrs. GEE XD dhen after dhat walked all the way back to sch and have lunch and it was dhen i saw smth i shldnt. but however it was the MAIN thing that helped me. ;D went hall for performance. i dunno why but i felt VERYCOLD. though i noe the air-con was not turned on till dhat cold, but i kept sneezing all the way thruout the 2hrs. XD smsed tj and sijia and yaoxiang. XDXD after sch. i walked in the rain frm my house to the MRT and back. just to top up my EZlink card. >.< ---- went JElib to do CIP with sweejoo today. saw wanying, huifang and xh. hopefully he didnt see me. duh. after dhat i went jp to buy sg. (: YAYAEEEE. finally bought. DAMNHAPPY. ;D ---- nw, i m FREED! onli looking forward to the chalet!!! =P hope all went well Monday, October 15, 2007 / 22:50
TODAY's gathering was much more fun than whad i had expected;and DEFINATELY better than the last one on 310807. (: and i m so glad dhat i did go dere earlier. XD agreed to meet haiyun at MAC at 1PM. shihui backed out cuz she was sick. dhen haiyun ate her lunch. we were toking and playin when suddenly i saw zhangyong and zhaohui walking outside MAC. and they DIDNT saw us XD thus i called zy he took forever to pick up the call; after which he walked back and finally realised we were dere. YAYAE. after haiyun finishes her lunch we went to join zy and zhaohui zz initiated 2VS2. HERAWKS. cua he is always the one who can read my mind. HAHAS. at firz me and haiyun were leading. but after which noone cares bout the score... XD zy was good enough to have mention the person's name ONCE onli ;D played for about 1/2hr dhen yaoxiang came. O.o he played on his own since we were still having the match; and unfortunately IT RAINED. dere was already countless thunders and lightings but we continued like whad zy had said we had played in the rain for like countless times too after which cant lerhs. lighting was appraoching. AWWW hahas. i like to be wet (: haiyun is my coach she taught me lots of basketball techniques ;D after which we went to the bus stop to pick sijia cuz IT WAS RAINIGN HEAVILY and she didnt has any umbrella waited fer her like. erm. 15MINS? but when the bus finally came the first person we saw wasnt her. YIPCHI. allen; i mean. O.o he was here for the gathering. =P the 4 of us walked all the way to MAC den. ahem. waited fer the rain to stop; of cuz AND THE ORGANISER. tingjun. WASNT DERE YET hais after long struggles it was onli drizzling thus me and haiyun went back to play played fer a while dhen yaoxiang joined our team. hahas. den fair marhs. 3VS3 after vry long... XD tingjun finally came but dhen sijia and haiyun want to go lerhs AWWW so had to go with them HOW COULD i possibly stayed dere with. 5 guys? den allen passed the chalet money to me. oh yarhhs chalet. YAYAE. nvm we walked in the rain all the way frm MAC to the bubble tea shop hahas. DRENCHED. after dhat went home lerhss. SIANZ tml dere is swimming lessons and i dun tink i can go down. u noe. lawls. but if so noone accompany me XD nvrm JIAYOUS BARHS and i m going back to SOFTBALL ON FRIDAY YAYAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3333 okok. gtg. its already 1040. (: Sunday, October 14, 2007 / 19:09
OHYAYAE.i m starting to dislike you ALOT; having a gd start is already the half to success. like whad sijia had said. XD i AGREED totally. since u were liddis. BLEARGH; dun ever give a damn to you. Saturday, October 13, 2007 / 13:25
BLAHBLAHBLAH.yosh. i m back AGAIN. hahas; HAPPY PRE-BUFDAY TO HUIQI and AARON. GEE :D *** chalet. 6NOV2007. maybe in the end me myself the organiser decided nt to go. i dunno. confused le arhs. ytd tingjun asked me a qn dhat made me REAL dumbfounded. XDXDXD i promised to buy a present for him on his burfday; but dunno whad to. finally realised buying present fer him was the most DIFFICULT. lawls? *** i had flunked my humantities. DAMNSADLURHS. but i imporved my english. YAYAEES. ;D nvrm. JIAYOUS fer nxt yr barhs. its still a long way to go; Thursday, October 11, 2007 / 19:51
    today was fun (: after sch went play badminton with UNICORNIANS shihui and haiyun sijia backed out cuz of cca :( AWW me n shihui played first while waiting for haiyun thrice the shuttlecock went up flying and landed ONTO THE LAMP POST used dustpan (: hahas poor shuttlecock it was brand new before we used it after dhat it only left 9PATHETIC FEATHERS. hahas dhen we went hm at 1830 (: SO FUN LURHh LOVE UNICORNIANS <3333333333 Wednesday, October 10, 2007 / 21:24
haven been posting for very long. hahasLURVES westside story <333 *** hais. i m getting myself complicated again; i dhun wan de lorhs. we hadnt been toking for these few days. i dhunno why. we had become like strangers. even my frends who juz know u in the end of this yr seem to know u more i dun think i understand you any longer. TOTAL STRANGERS. get it? when i saw ur name. it looks as if i m in a dreamworld. it looks fresh. i dun seem to recognise it. no longer. the past has always been the most wonderful moments but when u r thinking of it now. it became sad moments. fate. "you cannot change fate". i think i've gt to surrender. maybe we arent fated at all. our past is just a dream. i've lost in this whole thing. matter. perhaps. its time to let go. i should really give up... AND there is a chalet AGAIN. i dhun really wann it actually lest everything would be same like last yr. the motive for the chalet always turned out to be a hurtful memory but if i ignore her. and the whole thing. i will get scolded frm you again. its nt like i m afraid of u scolding me or whad its juz that. i dun wan to quarrel with u again cuz i was the one who always ended up in a more disastrous ending. and i am really tired. sometimes i wonder why whenever u disappeared and when i have seemed to forget about everything; u will appear again? spare me pls. Sunday, October 07, 2007 / 16:06
hooked onto westside story (:TONY SUN XIE ZHI ROCKS. (: i've watched mr. fighting; westside story. gonna watch MVP valentine after dhis ***** i think i have lost the whole match. i've gt to surrender. i've got to let go. i cant go on liddis.. EXPLODEEEEEEEEEEE Wednesday, October 03, 2007 / 18:37
I WAS WRONG BOUT YOU.u hack care the whole thing. why u liddat der? fine i will leave u alone for today. Tuesday, October 02, 2007 / 18:31
O.oi m back finally after a long time. everything is in the past. now's a new time!!! **** MUGGING everyone. hais. incluging me. but i m already prepared to flunk both humantities. and dhat's the end of my studes. ARHH i worked so hard liah but dhen.. too bad. GRR **** met weird frends nowadays. but they r nice. madde me laugh. hahas. XD CHIONGING FER ART TML! |
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