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Wednesday, September 30, 2009 / 19:54
 sorry i know i've changed.but i promise i'll stll try my best in everything. since i cant change back to who i was. haiyoh, lijuan's getting more and more screwed day by day. today reached maximum? idk. wokeup at 640. took taxi to school :X reached school at 0729. almost late. luckily today wet weather:D slowly walked up to class. then got closure day celebration. quite screwed eh. infocom. but they tried their best le lah. then chem. ms lim didnt come. free 2periods. recess. lol. all of us waiting down there for sirchao for ball. played with alicia sweejoo annette rachel huineng and. i forgot who. psps. math. alittle sian. i dont understand or see right angles lah. eng. did tys paper. aftre sch played bball with softballers. till ms wang came. then 'rehearsed' then play bball again till 4 plus:X supposingly going to haf tuition with sinnee. in the end caught by her playing bball. sorrysorry! 我知错了 :/ walked with sinnee penghwee juanjun. then tuitioned. eng & chi paper 1s cleared. still got 10 papers. 14more days to end of eoy. jyjy. friday's nanhuahighschool annual midautumn celebration. sec3s n 4s dont nid set up booths de. so nt fun :( but sports nid to showcase their skills for the opening of sports hall =.= lol. sharing court with bballers. till 7 nia. then can go shop around:D LOL. IM SO DAMN LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. i shld be doing hmk now. but im here. ive been playing bball everyday. screw me. i have tons of excuses for playing bball. :X hais. someone saves lijuannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. i used to play cause of you, but its nolonger the same now. when you're gone;
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 / 00:01
apparently its 12AM in the morning.im wondering why im still here. LOL. have been wanted to change blogskin since 2mths ago:X will change soon, aftr 16days. which is aftr eoy:D shall blog a little about today; hmmm. math. didnt bring tb. lol. lijuan has always dislike to bring books to sch :/ since all of us r sitting in our S/N number, me xinyuan chiyang qihui kept talking. LOL. lessons so bring lah. even though we may nt understand. aha. pe. netball/soccer/captain ball/ basketball. duh, me and nett join the guys in bball:D hurt my finger the first instant :( ouch, swell liao. luckily trn stopped. then chem. quite sian. recess. ss. bio test. if im able to pass. i :D liao. i thought aftr bio physics. then i was asking chiyang: now spa ah. then it was lunch like omg. ppl in toilet all laughing at me luh. lunch supposingly bball. but then 306 got chem spa. so we've no key. so no ball. so crapped with softballers agnes gladys. physics. also sian. lol. at least i understood. aftr sch chem spa. LOL. i tried to draw the bestfit line for 20mins. aha. i think i screwed it up. but its olevels :X then bballed with agnes gladys. with some random guys and girls too. went home at 630. LOL. i finished my xi zi:D which im proud of. owe like for dontknw hw long (: muahahahhahaha. lessons in schools are like smsing and talking. or bballing. aha. 9more days eoy. i shld really work hard. i knew which sch i wanted to get into. ITS DAMNDAMN HARD. jiayous. prove it. prove it to ppl that i can:D maybe. that could be the last chance im fighting for myself. this song is nice:D 《不死心》 你安静我沉默 你难过我心痛 你快乐会传染我 你想我是偶尔 我想你是永久 我是你 男的朋友 不知道再继续付出有没有未来 只知道爱情应该是期待再期待 别要爱不爱 别爱甩不甩 你明知我会摇摆 你今天不爱 但如果我再徘徊 明天的你会不会给我爱 你常说 谢谢我 我只想对你说 不死心的魔人是我 不知道拼一下算不算不知好歹 只知道不努力爱你世界会崩坏 别要爱不爱 别爱甩不甩 你明知我会摇摆 你今天不爱 但如果我再徘徊 明天的你会不会给我爱 你隐瞒你的答案 我是真爱还是备胎 是什麼我都不管 爱情不管要学拥有或失败 我只想爱我所爱 不留遗憾 别要爱不爱 别爱甩不甩 明明知我会摇摆 你今天不爱 但如果我再徘徊 明天的你会不会给我爱 别要爱不爱 别爱甩不甩 明明知道我会在 你今天不爱 但只要我再等待 总有天你的心门会打开 when you're gone; the pieces of my heart are missing you. dreams.
Sunday, September 27, 2009 / 00:10
ahahaha.midnight. i am still doing zuowen. which ive been doing for 2weeks. WOW. i really really. nid study. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ppl can just dont jio me for bball or i shld stop trying to accept. LOL. thanks john.:D i know i can trust you (: thanks aixin too. aha. LOL. thanks sinnee. thanks softballers. thanks sirchao. thanks agnes. LOL. thanksgiving. O.o monday's bio test n chem spa. i haven even touch them yet. touched. LOL. the cover of book. =.= lahlahlah. i believe i can find a screwdrvier to unscrew me. :D soon. very soon. just wait n see(: wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. it isnt easy, to cover up everything; thanks. for ruining my life.
Friday, September 25, 2009 / 21:47
what else more could i say?nothing. plain nothing. how wonderful you can just shut me up likethat. then didnt you think before. by doing this you could have hurt me more. ahhhhhhhhhhh go away lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. these years. how hurt i could be. you would have never knew. assholeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i really feel damn screwed. seriosuly damn screwed. 2weeks frm term 4. none of these days ive been really studying. and reaching home around 8plus every single day. after playing basketball. i dont have the heart to study anymore. shall just screw by eoy. just like how i was being screwed. start of smth new. (:
Monday, September 21, 2009 / 23:40
ahahahaa.i cannot believe that lijuan didnt post for a week liao. hehe. its like. mon training. wed thurs fri all bball aftr sch :X siah lah. intheend owe like dontknw hw many hmks :/ lol. someone pls stop lijuan frm playing bball! lol. sister having alevels soon. so i guess. i cant use com as often. tmr's oral. haven study. cuz com's on. :X siandiao. aftr oral meeting him. hopefully it will be okay:D eoy coming. sian. haven study. mid autumn festival on 2nd oct! im looking forward to it:D aha. although i hate exams. but i love school:D ahahahahhahahahahahahhahaa. im excited abt tmr. lol. i will still be able to spot you; in the midst of crowd. smile:D for a reason.
Monday, September 14, 2009 / 21:32
first day of school of term4.304 without timetable. COOL. =.= day was quite okay. just a little slack. and i seriously shld try stop using phone. XD last 2 periods mr pandian nt here. then free periods. did zuowen(: lijuan so hardworking. aha. went down for trn. whole trn did 10sets of batting. today's the mass killing day. LOL. eunice hit lijuan lijuan hit sweejoo sweejoo hit annette and eunice annette idk hit who. clarice seems to be fine. aha. hit here n there. XDDDDDDDD. eoy is 23days away. n im still nt studying =.= i still haven finish my hol hmk like LOL. aftr trn bubbletead. this term. i love school. :D cuz can see ppl i want to see. LOL. friends n such. i like trns too.:D smile for a reason(: sorry i blocked you again. cuz idontwant to listen to your crap. this suck. you're the reason why im here; 能不能再一次拥有?
Thursday, September 10, 2009 / 15:19
  sophia qiaoyan qihui lijuan  sentosa!  nett and lijuan  304.  i was trying to shoot tingjian.  304.  qiaoyan and sophia  qihui lijuan  lijuan annette  annette dingxuan  lijuan ginang   lijuan  304!  lijuan yeehwee  poor lijuan being buried. some random pictures. so sian luh. suddenly dont feel like ciping on sat. arghh. i stll got SS. one and a half eng compres. one chi compo. chem flowchart. geog hmk. :( dying. heh. this song's damn nice. 陶喆-<暗戀> ahhhh lijuan's weird. heyyou! get off my mindddddd. lol. lijuan likes nice gentlemenly guys:D random. sry for nt going sentosa with eightsome today. gotta teach. nxt time yeah? life's screwed. i dont think i would wana see you again; weird;
Tuesday, September 08, 2009 / 21:05
yayae.tmr's training:D looking forward to it. cause suemae's coming back. aha. alittle link. then aftr that supposingly go lib with her do hmk. early morn play bball. aha. I MUST WAKEUP ON TIME. ltr i late then gg. lol. finished 2hmk. out of 13. jiayous. dont die. and thanks qihui. reminding me that class geog test. ahhhhhhh. going study:D looking at xiendong's pm i faint. [counting down to eoy] talking to you really very weird. damnweird. lol. idk hw to explain. maybe it will die off soon. HEYYO;D
Monday, September 07, 2009 / 18:55
monday.3rd day of holiday. hmk completed: 0/13. :( woke up late at 7. chionged. lol for wad i also dontknw. reach sch at 8. did some math, played around with softballers. train. pitching 12sets. off to class for cip with nett. there got. sophia qiaoyan dorothy yenwei lixiang yiliang aixin chaoyi lydia huiyi penghwee jingkai eugene deren. lol. dance dance dance. my steps r screwed. hehe. ended at 12. lijuan jioed ppl for bball. at first thought no hope. then nice nice prcs help lijuan find ball. think its aixin de. went nus with clarice penghwee cindy aixin chaoyi. played 3VS3. then clarice n ph left. played 2VS2. me and aixin, chaoyi and cindy. almost died man. LOL. DAMNDAMN tiring. drank. they left at 3 plus. me n cindy stayed till 430 homed. bball was fun:D aha. train train. sry ah chaoyi. dont mean to. heh. kk gtg byebye./ update more soon.:D sentosa!
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lol. blogger's back.but i lazy upload pictures. now its like midnight. aha. today cipped. i mean ytd. a few hours ago. with 18 ppl. lol. 304 ppl quite punctual eh. went candy empire with nett yiliang to buy m&ms:D then backed. after everyone came. went sentosa. aha, quite cool. whole bus n tram filled with our voices. more like a class outing than cip:/ beach was fun. but they bullied me! aha. try to bury me. LOL frisbeeeeeeee. with half of them. cuz the other half went do proper stuff :x walk walk play play play. left n dinnered at vivo. with qihui sophia zhaoke zhengyu chaoyi aixin minghao. walk walk. mood a bit ruined. lol. saw juanjun hayati junwei aaron ph qiaoyan tgt also. then movied with qihui sophia chaoyi aixin minghao. sat beside mh, with sophia also. watched the time traveller's wife. okaylah. soso nia. and oh, must say QIHUI IS DAMN NOBLE. after which mrted home with minghao and qihui. crapped a lot. hais. i really feel so ______ luh.. idont care. i want to get to the bottom of the truth. jiayous:D tmr's cip and trn. maybe going half half. seefirst. why change till 9 leh? argh. n i seriously need to do hmk. ltr jerrald scold me also. or rather. the eightsome. okayy 1230AM. left 6 hours to sleep. need wake up at 630. CANNOT BE LATE. if nt run till i die. bye~ everything just feel so weird. lol. hopefully it can turn better. aha. jiayous:D cipps.
Saturday, September 05, 2009 / 23:16
hehe.lijuan's still wondering why blogger is still so screwed. or maybe its just only me. :x cip today. took mrt with penghwee frm lakeside to kembangan. played a while then went there. played games with ppl there. but most of the time we played with ourselves :x bball, captain's ball, bowling all sorts. LOL damn fun luh. after finishing bballing. went dinnering with nett weisiang lionel eugene dingxuan at city hall. secret recipe. lol. quite a funny n pleasant one. mrtted home. :D tmr still got cip. at sentosa. just 304 onli. yiliang xuanhao ming hao zhengyu li xiang yeehwee yenwei qiaoyan lijuan cailing szehwee qihui sophia annette penghwee aixin tingjian zhaoke. cool. enjoy ourselves tmr. HOPEFULLY IT DOESNT RAINNN. PLS. :D maybe aftr that dinner n movie at vivo. yayae. more like a class outing tmr :x i'd better work hard! JIAYOUS:D. i've got to be onform. back to what i was. n keep on improving. (: abandoned. what m i supposed to do? :)
Friday, September 04, 2009 / 23:51
blogger is still screwed.aha. and to think i didnt update for so long. WOW. trainings are fun.:D school term 3 ended today. 1 more mth to eoy. 2 more mths to end of sec3. LOL. recently played a lot of bball too:D heh. today crapped with new friend superman. lol. hes funny. sat cip. sun cip at sentosa. aha. mon wed fri trns. nxt sat cip holidays gone. idk. i dont want to believe what im thinking. arghhh. asshole. |
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