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Sunday, August 06, 2006 / 21:40
 haiz...my poor poor fish... well, nvm... ----------------------- well, i really gonna gave him the cold shoulder since he said that i was affectin him oh well. then lucinda said. even if tat, i m still affecting him i ask her y then she replied: coz i can still feel tat he cares abt u like tat then u noe... then i was half like dunno what on earth she was tokin. so is like, even i gave him the cold shoulder, he will be like: who cares? isn't it? he said i was affectin him so dosen't he meant tat i was a nusiance to him? so if i gave him the cold shoulder he won't have any more troubles, isn't it? then he will be like happy till siao onli i suffer i dun even noe what on eatrh is he thinkin abt we lack communication not like tat time abt james at least we got email, sms, callin each other, meet each other durin tuition but now all the situation is different!!!! so even if tomolo we playin basketball durin pre-supp or recess, i won't fight wif him even if the ppl said i biased i won't care at most i dun play larx! ------------------------------ I HAVE LOST EVERYTHING I HAVE NOTHING LEFT. GET IT???? I DUN EVEN NOE WHO AM I!!!! let alone in this confusing world... i rather wish tat i m dead.... haiz. no one will ever ever understand how i feelin not at all.... haiz.... WHY IS HEAVEN SO UNFAIR TO ME??? TOOK EVERTHING AWAY FROM ME. is not tat i did'nt cherish it i tried to save it... ------------------------------- haiz. i won't continue the story tat lay behind us although i have written halfway since the story had ended, what for if i continue it??? it is juz a piece of RUBBISH. IT ENDED.... or... not??? is not up to me to decide derx... you-cannot-change-fate... haiz |
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