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Thursday, March 25, 2010 / 19:20
  recently i didnt post. notime post, or rather no mood to post. many things revolving around the same thing happened lots of times. till i really start to break down a lot. i feel very sorry to one person. but, im just telling truth. i dont want to be like some other ppl. but im most probably feeling the same way as you are now. :( anw, certain stuff, its not when you tired very hard and put in alot of effort, you will get it de. :( im really sad of a lot of things. lies. empty promises. and such. i guess its alrdy the 6th time. but still like that. and idk why, i just forgive you in the end as well. :( but ive the fear. fear of being your friend once again. fear of getting hurt. fear of liking you deeper. tell me how? if you cant reutrn yours back, might as well. cut. :x at a particular __________. i just felt everyone neglected my feelings. or its just they dontknw. i nt sure, but i couldnt do anything but just hear and watch helplessly. with the heart bleeding. EMOEMOEMO. sorry ppl around me. such as. cindy yiliang weisiang huineng suemae gladys agnes vivien and esp JUANJUN. i dont meant to emo. i dont want to too, but i just realised from monday till nw, all like that:( i will try to be better. :D i dont like going home, where the smiles will be fading away. :( it sucks. to be all alone. in the middle of the night. shouted for help, search for help, but noone was there. :( im sure im flunking tests. didnt do anything at all, not even studying. :x hey holiday hmk and those chi hmk which were dued 2months ago im sorry i neglected u all :x this post is so unorganised. i just typed whatever that came to my mind. i really like you a lot, idk hw to say but i guess its the end. what hurts the most wasnt just the efforts, but was the way i treat u and how u treated me. idk if its my stupidity r what, to trust once again and again. i really wonder, what have i done wrong:( maybe its just me, so u choose to lie. :( idk. even if he or she likes you, you shldnt just toy around with their feelings. be straightforward and just settle it asap. :x i guess i gona hibernate for a while? idk. ;x i really wish i wuld get into some accidents and have my memories deleted. (: i believe, one day i will learn how to command my tears to stop flowing. all the best to you and her. :D since you dont even know if you got chance or not. but i guess you like her a lot. not just a bit. |
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 ♥ME!(: i am 花俪娟 WAHLIJUAN. ex-shuqunite, currently nanhuarian. i've been to a lot of lovely classes: currently in 404! i exist since 16.01.1994, going 16 soon!, i am a SOFTBALLER, and BELONGS TO NHURRICANES ;D I PLAY CENTER-FIELD, pitcher. iloves ALOT of stuff. esp. hurricanes, 404, cfournians! bball mates as well:D WAFFLES are nice:D pikachu rocks. BBALL<3! but i hates STUFF TOO. like bitches & bastards, liars, esp FLIRTS. and i dontlike empty-promises. dont make me :'( if you dont piss me off, i wont dislike you. Email l Friendster l |
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