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Monday, February 19, 2007 / 20:08
 Haiss..i dunno why. i felt hatred. I had already made a vow tat onli after 31 arrows were shot, then would i onli hurt myself I WOULDN't wanna be so foolish again to let him feel happy or whatsoever e onli thing i had in mind so far is tat he is DEFINITELY gd at hurting ppl i had no idea why m i thinking in this way maybe sumthing had poisoned my mind yeah, i even noe what izit. -LOVE. ------------------------------- I had lots of unanswered qns... haiss u noe horx, when i like sum1 i will definitely asks my best frend to accompany to do smth related to the "sum1" but soon to come as time passes by my best frend would eventually fall for the same guy like 1 do too -.- what shld i say? PATHETIC? nah. not gonna use tat word but of cuz, they r still my best frend and when tat happens i will start to hate the "sum1" if he hurt my frend really. i already got tat feelin lerr but after a while though it will die off but u will have kinda feel troubled... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrr so to me, tat's lov3 izzit???? no idea though. -------------------------------------- there is a qn i always wanted have it answered. but in e end, it will nv ever be. WHY MUZ HE MAKES ME THINK EVERYTHING WAS E SAME AS B4 WHEN IT IS NOT?? see? silence. no reply DUH -------------------------------------- i noe u hate me very much now though i dunno the reasons and what have i done wrong i will onli mull and think it over n over or even cryin... BUT u dun even give a damn for any case i onli wana tell u one thing: "even if u said a zillion times of 'i hate you' to me, i still wun give up. it is onli hurting myself.. so what????" -------------------------------------- CRYING OUT LOUD NOW. broke down. TWICE in a day. wa sianx... me myself, is currently suffering from: * serious mood swings *insomia *Depression cause: LOVE u see??? it has so many impacts on us.. so i dun even noe why muz it be created in e first place... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr -------------------------------------- my nickname given by anqi: Xiao ke-lian. if u dunno what tat means... u aren't fit to be a frend of mine cuz tat is really what i m.. UNLESS u r not a chinese den u can b spared. lol ------------------------------------- haiz.. feelin so damn bored i dun wanna sms him if not i am afraid i will be hurt den the arrows.... within 10days = 31 arrows = 1 _ _ _ Me and sijia.... will be together... and be anti-love hurt. BLEARGH. defending ourselves.. hahas anyway if i made e vow on fri den it would have been 4arrows being shot le leys 27 more to go den. --------------------------------------- C4 blog is back up... wo-ho-ho suddenly... i had the tot of taking tj as my 4th confidante.. lol the first is swelwin second is zhangyong third is lucinda march tournament is coming up as well as my common tests SO STRESSED wanna die liao arhz so better dun be hurt or else.... u will noe what happen next for those hu r close to me not the cuts but smth else.... hehes. i bet onli swelwin n sijia will noe or even zhangyong ba... ------------------------------------------ "HUA YANG SHAO NIAN SHAO NV" ROX i lov3 wuzun man!!! hahas crazy me.... duh. stop it... suddenly tot JJ oso quite cute... AS IN NOT TAT JJ IN MY CLASS is JJ LIN JUN JIE la ------------------------------------------- i started to ahte a gal in C4. she obviously wan2 agitate me why??? i nv do anithing to her in fact, i was nice to her. i did not hurt her in any way but why muz she do tat to me? i took her as my younger sis!!!!! haisss izit becuz of love??? i dunno la well, when i m toking like tis, it seems tta love is such a great disease tat kills ppl ya, to me.. at least it was like tat --------------------------------------------- MY HOLIDAY HW: **Journal: what does valentine day means to you? To me, valentine day is a day for couples to know the truth and how much they love each other............ -------------------------------------------- HELP! cannot think of more!!!! nid more than 1 pg leys! is a recount essay!! haiss btw, my hair is gettin more curly by the day cuz of the plaits... arhhhh and my skin colour is getting blacker and blacker cuz of my training for my cca haissssssssssssssss ------------------------------------------- oh ya, ppl i nid to thank for their help on fri to spur me on: *GINA NG *ANQI *SIJIA *HAIYUN thanks guys!!! i noe i m havin serous mood swings n depression at that moment but i juz cannot control it ---------------------------------- anyway i got another family of mine in NHHS 103! **MUMMY: szehwee **uncle (mummy's elder bro): aaron aka kwunhang aka superstar **sisters: Big sis- ME! (: Second sis - sin nee third sis - rachel aka xiao qi forth sis - amanda fifth sis - huiqi aka da qi sixth sis - weiyuan youngest sis - sinzhi aka "wanna youth sis" **cousins (uncle's daughters): -jingyi -agnes -yanlin.. -------------------------------- gtg Labels: XIAO-KELIAN :X |
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