ilikeyou.

you wouldnt know.

what hurts the most, was the undesired truth.

PIKAJUANTONPITER.

loves you.

our own world;

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HELLO:D

Friday, November 24, 2006 / 00:16

Now is 0010... in the morning. i really cannot get to sleep.. haiz. i wish to go to the same sch wif him. not same class, nvm. can c him everiday can liaoz.. but, is that possible?? I dunno, really. lots of C4nians wanna go RVHS...

Ltr going library wif sijia.. den go shopping, maybe?? see if she can go lars.. hopefully yes.. if not, i will go alone or with AnQi lor.. suddenly, feel like nowadays going out wif FanGG.. so long nv le lor. since Pri 5. chat so little. Haiz. still remember we used to talk about each other's secrets and all stuffs like that.. how many ppl she likes at once go in P1.. hahas. i shan't tell u. or else get hack.. lalala.. she wanted to go NUS high.. i actually oso wanna go, but my sci dun have A*.. SOBBY (FanGG!! happie le ma?? blog abt you le leys!)

i dunno why, i suddenly felt that repulsion is not dere animore and i begin to adapt too.. but, hasn't that been too late?? i dunno. e look in his eyes.. made me laugh. dunno how to describe it la.. lots of teachers called me, well like what i said.. sum of them r disappointed in me.. derx.

recently i had weird thoughts that lead me to smth but i could not tell here.. haiz. wanxin is now my confidante. zy too.. eelin, sumtimes.. fangg, no time.. or maybe she dun reply my sms de lor.. hahas. now c4nians online onli me, fangg and anqi.. cuz so early ma.. lots of ppl sleepin de. i dunno when i will get to c him again. he is diff to contact wif, u noe.. but he did prank calls.. not on e. but eelin..

i always said C4 is a good class. oh yeah? to C4nians but not teachers, perhaps?! all these while we had gone thru together.. i wun forget. all of us will "tong gan gong ku". we will rather all get scolded than onli one person. we cared for them.. we are one of the mature class in our heart.

i wonder, if i did not get into same sch as him, what will i do??
hmm.. i wun like any one else and concentrate on my studies. if we r fated, will meet de ma. i will keep him in my heart and bring it all along.. i will work hard.. lalalas..

GTG
not sleepin yet
anyway, i bet fangg dozing off in MSN again!!! GRR