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Thursday, November 16, 2006 / 21:56
 LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.I HAD BEEN CRYIN NON-STOP LIKE HELL.... this may be our last memory..... {TODAY.} i went to school as usual. but a little depressed cuz last day le marr. so never play basketball oso. my mind was juz filled wif letters, frends and him. haiz. when we went to assemble, he was far away from me... i was in front of sijia. in C2 line, ryan was beside sijia while seachcheng was beside me. jackson was beside me. den when the announcement made sayin badminton stuff, guoiliang stood. jackson too and dunno why suddenly beside me was guoliang and sijia juz kept laughing like hell bcoz she says the sound made by wdp when he sat down was veri funny. LOLS?! den we P5s and 6s were told to go hall for speech and prizing giving day. Oh well. sumhow, i dunno how, i became the gal in front of those boiz. when e gals wanna sat down, tingjun said the seat behind me was for chenhui so they siam. yoz. in the end, he really did sat behind me. and was like hitin me wif e ball??! den we were told to read storybook while waiting for the teacher-in-charge to "arrive". suddenly, i felt vibration. i tot it was sumone else's cuz i did not turn my handphone on. DUH. so i ignored but soon felt that smth was wrong. chenhui was pulling my bag away!!! revenge for yesterday wallet's stuff eys?so i grabbed the bag and gave him the strap to play wif. he hooked it onto zhangyong's plastic bag. i hacked care. sijia asked me to give him the letter now cuz sooner or later he will still read ma but i said not now. who noes, while i was reading my storybook, he took the whole bag away!!!! i was like:"shit!!! e diary!!! was not locked properly!" when he returned my bag, i was like:"PHEW' " but i found that they took my diary and is wif alan so i snatched it away!!! juz nice. the teacher asked us to stand and moved back three steps. but the ppl behind nv move so we were like being squashed?! no space lorr. but den... THE LETTER WAS WIF THEM!! so i tired my best to snatch it back. and i did but others took it. the gals. but soon returned. so chenhui was like kept askin me to let him read e letter... den lijie of C3 was like 'scoldin' him sayin that he always says i harass him but juz now she kept watching him it seemed to be like he was the one kept harassin me. so he replied that in sch, he harass me more but after sch is i harass him. but lijie said mostly is still he harass me what... hahahahahas. i was like: hahas?! but den they took my diary again. chenhui said if i gave him e letter, he will give back my diary. but den while they were reading, i went to snatch.. YEAH!!! den i placed my diary into haiyun's bag... sumhow, i forget why, i gave him the letter... WHY??!!! SHOOTS***** i was like silence?! and he still asked me to give him read the diary. i kept sayin no. i tried to call swelwin for scoldin her bcoz, she can sleep while msn!! PRO HORX? but den swelwin said ms fong called me so i went. chenhui asked if it was a bag or good thing but i juz said is abt sumthing. when i went dere, it was abt the photos and i got mine back. i gave the formal one to zhangyong. 'he' asked why i noe he wanna asked the first qn so was like replyin:" eys, bcuz u asked me that yesterday!!!" and said my face is red and why i blushed... eys... ?! yoz. he returned the letter. so tingjun and the rest said they wanna see or else they dunno him but chenhui said he still know them LOLS?! so he asked back and i give lorr. GRR... after reading it, the boiz said they wanna vomit liaoz. WA SEHX. so sacarstic for what? chenhui kept lyin down on tingjun so tj asked me for help. hahas. den dunno what they playin passin game?! whateva tj did to him, he will do it on me thus i did it on sijia (: at first, he tickled me. hey, i am afraid of tickling!!!!! so i used my arms to cover up. hmph. he kept tickling!!!! grrrrr... den i blocked the way. HMPH. dun let him... den he said he wanna hug me so wanna pulled my arms away but i dun. lalalalala. den he asked to give him my hand. i went:" huh?" i tot he wanna hit me so i did as i was told but he went to place his on mine? derx... i was like:" err?!" den he asked for my hand again. i hesitate and give out. but he said i was being tricked. wa sehx..HMPH! bad person. den the presentation started. i mean the prize giving. i was like watching and watching.... whenever i tried to turn back, turn till halfway dun dare le except for sum times larr. i was like listening attentively. den he was like toking to me. sayin what he think he had fallen for me all of a sudden and i went in a vomit action and continued listening, pretending not to hear anything. silence. so he was like asking i okay marr? i pretended and said:"huh? i was watchin...." den he interrupt and said:" my face already went red like hell and now my mind should be confused and my heart shld be pounding super fast" so he juz frabbed my arm and take my pulse. i was like grabbing so hard and i tried to free myself but he dun let go till he 'pretend to take my pulse' and said bom bom bom bom so my heart was pounding fast. den he said smth i nv hear properly perhaps:"jkjk???" lols.what derx???!!!! grrr... soon, he would have driven me to my grave. haiz. i heard him askin for my help sayin abt tj hurtin him. so i juz said smth abt eelin lorr. chenhui went to take lijie bag and took out an album. den lijie scolded him.. hahas. sumhow, he went to pull my hair. i was like: wateva for???" yoz. then he shook me very hard on both of the shoulders like hell, askin me to say:"i luv u"super hard lorr!!! i was like: eys, veri pain laa"then he pulled me back and asked me last day of sch le so who sijia likes? i said:" yongjie" he dunno who is that so he asked who izzit. he nv heard of the name b4. i asked: ryan lar! den he understood. lols. soon, lots of boiz noe. sijia was like hittin me?? hahas. when we went back, tj, zhangyong and alan went to help ms fong. so left chenhui alone. when we went back to class, me and eelin played chess. i lost. oh well. when me and eelin VS haiyun, it became we two VS chenhui. yeah!! we won him!! lalalas. hahas. den chenhui played wif tingjun... chenhui accidentally cut himself on his arm den luz tot he copy me.. yoz after that, recess liao so we went to play basketball. full court. veri tiring... -.- when we went back, tj told me chenhui dunno what happened to him. hahas. den continue playin chess that is being stopped halfway juz now. juz den, chenhui returned. he suspected sumthing has been done to it so he asked me and i repiled no so they restart.. me, yipchi, zhangyong and eelin went to play "dai di" bet wif chess. if chenhui won, yipchi's head will have to stick in front of swelwin's while if tj won, his head will onli roll on the floor. but den is chenhui won. hahas. but we dun wan to make swelwin angry. we contiued playin.. if chenhui won, i would have to kiss him while if tj won, eelin will have to. so me and eelin were like prayin hard.. but chenhui won!! from cheek to fingers.. i dun dare to so chenhui aked me to stay dere he will moved his hand. but den tj said not counted. muz be me. so i did.. a quick one lor. grr. i wanna sit but no space so i sit beside him. at first they wanna play pairs together but we dun wan. thus we played lor..got once is straight winning leys!! hahas. i let chenhui see my cards. dun care oso marr. den chenhui said smth abt avoid issues and told me i was one of them. so i juz replied he told me that the second time. lalalas. then he saw my cuts on the left hand so i quickly pushed my watch up while den he tied to grab my the other hand to see. but i dun let him...den mr tsu came and gave us a farewell talk. sobby!!!! den me and eelin played chess. i won!!! at first we bet if i lose, i will have to kiss chenhui while if eelin lose, yipchi will be knocked into swelwin. so we lied sayin i lose but eelin told chenhui the truth larr. the others dunno so they tot i puropsely lose de.. YOZ. after that, the truth is revealed. hahas. DISMISSAL!!! den we went to play basketball. at first full court. gals first time got a record of 7:5!! leading!!! hahas. but den chenhui came... and lots of gals joined. the boiz kept playin thunder. C4 r the onli one using the court. school de la. the first time he thundered it juz happen tat i caught it so the boiz said he was givin me the ball. yoz. then he kept blockin me... he told me that is has no mood. i asked izit last day of sch. ya was the ans. he said actually, he had no feeligs for leavin this sch but when he saw all of his frends he suddenly felt sad. i juz said i oso ma but last day of sch try to be happy lar. while resting, i was like quarrelin wif tzy??? den shuwuen said she wanna read the msgs so i let her but chenhui snatched it and it juz happened to be drizzlin so we went back to class. he dun return me my hp... he sms zy wif MY hp askin if he luv me. so i uses gina's, afiqah's hp to send smses and call. den i went to the canteen. yipchi told me they were plyin chess. when i got dere, they dunno so i snatched it away den he exclaimed:"oi!" but too late le lorr.. lalala. den we went back to class. and played. den i went down. kwok ken VS alvis. i support kwok ken. hahas. but vis won. nvm. so i went back to class. den after a while, he went up too. we were like playin handwriting game?! lols. i cried in the toilet for 10 mins too. b4 going down. den we went to hall. eelin came. i told her lots of stuffs. she went back and came again. when i was toking to her, i saw chenhui running away. den the third time she came, we tok and tok. suddenly chenhui scared me. always like that der lorr... throughout the whole thing, i havin a bad headache. i kept lookin at him. when there was one part abt the mrt, i turned. i m not sure if he saw it too. and the other story sumone said:" i am afraid will he do smth foolish?" so actually, i was dozing off le den suddenly jumped and looked at him... i miss him then at the end, we waved goodbye. jayda started cryin. followed by me, den sijia den wanxin... after that, sumone told chenhui tat i cried so i ran off. i went out of the gate and waited for him. i started cryin like hell. after i saw him left, i came back home and total cry and cry like hell.. i nv even have dinner and lunch for today... no appetite... I den realised i cannot do without him. realli. DUN LEAVE ME PLS... I NID YOU. (: C4nians.. everiyear at least one gathering and will played bask okays???? ' {MY HEART WILL DIE WITHOUT YOU} |
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