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Friday, November 03, 2006 / 16:41

HI. yep. my new blog. :) after what i had been thinking about for the past few days, i really reflected on lots of stuffs and decided on too. first thing, that is, of coz, to give up on chenhui. well, all of you will say tat it will be quite impossible for me to do so, but at first i felt tat way too. afterall, i still got to struggle myself through the way i wanna be. and tat's it-- a new me. not much changes, though. Although i am sure tat i will never ever forget about my past of this year, 2006. it has been a memoriable one. the year in my entire life which i enjoyed the most--i believe. i would like to thank all of you for making this possible. (though now i noe that i am talking craps, but still, i juz want to get them out from my heart.) especially him. he made me realised lots of stuffs. that i had necer find out, or even try to do so. through him, i had learn lots of lessons. really. if u think that i m kidding, well. believe it or not. haiz. we, c4nians are going to seperate. you noe, i really cannot bear the thought! i really feel like cryin... today, the first day of a new me. it was quite fun. and i no longer felt like the way i had been before. in school, i try my best to do whatever i can. hahas. Shuqunite star search. it was such an exciting one for all the primary sixes, i believe. Soloists winner: Kenneth of 6C1 (he sang the song i loved the most!!! ) Dance winner: The Dark Angels. (woots! fang, angel, val, siew hwee and another gal i forget her name danced MR Q! i can see thru all their efforts put in. the assesories, clothes... I KNEW THEY WOULD WIN!) Musical Winner: 6C3 ( at the audition, i knew it. i already had a good impression on them. though i hoped tat C4 will win, but i knew tat the real winner belong to C3. all boiz. i believed they took up lots of courage to do so. if C4 boiz were to do tat, hmm... Pigs might fly! lol) after school, as it was drizzling, zhangyong was not going to play basketball. thus, we had no ball and we cannot play. i decided to go the regional library straightaway. i feared that he, upon seeing me behind him, would of coz think tat i am following him again. well, so i tried my best not to. but, afterall, he still saw me while crossing the traffic. he smiled at me so i did the same. he walked sooo fats, but i dun even care. i aren't following him, anyway. when i reached there, i mean on the platfrom, i saw xinzi and lijie so i try to keep a distance away from them. i tot chenhui was like disappearing dunno whatever or perhaps already went off. but juz when i was about to stepped into the train heading towards pasir ris, i saw him. but i did not see him stepped into it. well, none of my business too. so, upon reaching jurong east, i went to pizza hut for lunch. ALONE. haiz. lonely... but, i enjoyed the feeling. when i was all by myself. it was so fun. but den, it started pouring. haiz. i went to the lib, tryin to find my sis but to no avail. PATHETIC~~~ after which, i went home, steppin onto floods and others. haiz that's the end for today!!!! PLS TAG!!! thx, LiJUAN