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Friday, November 17, 2006 / 14:58
 After reading something, all those insults, hypothesis which aren't true... I am much more confused now. my mind is in a total whirl. all my ans is juz a single word:"dunno".... I AM breaking down now... WHO CAN GIVE ME ADVICE??? no one.HAIZ. yesterday, went to play basketball. zhangyong nv go so became me, sijia, haiyun and gina ng.. we saaw the C3s and C2s dere... Jackson, Zavier. Seahcheng, Zeke, Elena and Krisha. We at first sharing courts wif other ppl... den after the boiz went, we snatched courts wif C32s boys. lalala. but den ltr zav and jack came. they playin match while we playin "abc". we oso practising our predictions.. whether they shot in or not. then seahcheng came. sijia was like guessin thus sc said she is unfaithful to ryan. wat derx?! and seahcheng kept making us laugh. he being the commander. using chi chess. sayin what: ma eat che!!!......" so we kept failing. we playin those eunchs stuff again*** i won. lalala. of coz.. how can i let???? den zav and jack went off.. left sc. he threw e ball. it did not go in and i caught it. i threw back to him but sjija said i shd have thrown wif more force.. den sumhow sc said smth wrongly so sijia used the ball to hit him. the first one did not. HAHAS. but den the second one did. sc wa tryin to get revenge and sort of like that.... den zeke came out and played wif sc.... den zeke asked if wanna play 4 VS 2. ok lor... gals start first. at first we leading leys... got once when sc checked me, i threw so high to zeke. lols. den sc became the script writer thus we kept laughin... final score: 7:16.. eys, we gals can scoe 7 goals already very good liao lor... and still managed to sntch ball from them.. lols.. den they went to catch a movie at jp... --------------------------------------------------- C4nians.. i missed all of you.. oh well, to be honest, i cried for him, not a single drop for the rest. but i still miss u all 1%.. better than nth... after so much things, lots of truths are revealed. my life is getting more meaningless... I miss lucinda, for her jokes and laughter. I miss swelwin cuz i cannot share my secrets wif her lerr. I miss eemin, for all the comic stuffs. I miss binbin, for the games we played and the fum we had. I miss shihui, for all her straightforward comments and all stuffs. an unicornian. I miss migin, for being my parents. I miss esther, for her weird singing. I miss gina hiu, for the day we spent in chalet and class. I miss jayda, for a unicornian, her laughter and my good sis. I miss wanxin, cuz i cannot tell her my secrets. I miss krystal, for the time we spent for 2 yrs together. I miss clara, yuanshen, angela and jade for the games and jokes. I miss Anqi, for her jokes, smiles and debates. I miss geeling, for my daughter and what she told me. I miss shuwuen, for all the times we had together. I miss gina ng, for teelin me how much she likes a person and her stories. I miss afiqah, for being the monkey queen in the basketball match. I miss harriet, for her stories and smiles. I miss Trisha, for all the times we spent in all 6 yrs 2gether. I miss haiyun and sijia, for all of their laughters and unicornians. I miss eelin, one of my best confidantes for secrets. I miss alvis, for all those weird things he said and he is an unicornian. I miss yaoxiang, cuz he is e frend which keeps secrets. I miss tingjun, for being known 9 yrs and a unicornian, those x we had in class. I miss chenhui, for all the memories he had left me this year. I miss adeeb, tianyu, hasni, premith as they are part of C4. I miss haojing, for all the laughter he gave. I miss weijie, for being known for 6 yrs.... I miss zhangyong, one of my best confidantes for secrets and we had known for 6 yrs too. I miss yipchi, a weird guy to me. I miss terence, for all his actions and the friendship of 6 yrs... I MISS THE WHOLE C4 EVER!!!!!!!!!!! ------------------------------------------- HAIZ.... what was she tokin abt?? well, i m referin to sumone... that i had mentioned in the first paragraph. i realli dunno what she was thinkin.... GTG.. |
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