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ARGH... yoz! C4 CHALET!!!

Thursday, October 26, 2006 / 16:08

kies. my mind is in a total whirl and i noe i am juz deceiving myself. hais.
today went to sch as usual, but nv play coz dunno y lars... den eelin asks me if i wanna go jp wif her tomolo, i said okay. but juz now on msn, she told me not to coz chenhui is goin and he threatened her tat if he saw me dere, eelin would have to break up wif tj and stead wif tzy... so unfair but rather, i still nv go. ya. today IS his burfday. so?! dots. wonder how's fang's audition goin on lerr. should be fine barx. hope so. we p-sixes assemble in canteen coz p5 usin hall for SA2. bad luck lor. i mean them. when we went back to class, at first we played UNO attack and stress. lawl. zhangyong kept losin to me.. den swelwin came to asks who have penknife can lend her to cut the plastic board, i said i have and she replied:" of coz u have lar, so u can use it to cut urself maarx." wat derx?! i m not sure he heard it, but he was juz beside eelin. so i was like "oie!". then i asked them to go to mi bag dere and take it themselves coz i am playin UNO attack. then geelin went to take out chenhui's photo so i was like "OIE!!!!" and dashed off, take it and took mi bag away. oso dunno if he saw it. aiya, whateva. den i sumhow got to noe how to play "murderer" and got obsessed with it. IT WAS SO DAMN FUN! lols. we played all e way till sch dismissal. yeah, tis is whta life should be after PSLE, but dun u think it was actually kinda borin sumhow? so we went off to mac. at first onli tzy and weijie.. lawl. then sumhow c2s and c3s (eg. seahcheng, ridzuan, guoliang, zavier, jackson, yichang...) came, and took our ball and wateva stuffs. onli can play half-court coz the other half is used for dunno what la.but, u noe, the anti-c4s usually wun stay long... den sumhow, he appeared. so me and gina were both like : " erm.. when did chenhui appear?" hahas. tzy says tj goin dere @ 3.. den the boiz went and we played c4 match. shihui, luc, jayda were like kept quarrelin wif him. so i was like :" can't they stop it? today is his burfday lehx!!!" den ltr shuwuen and luc went. weijie too. then sumhow when we wanna start match again, shihui and jayda and him quarrel again. grr.. so i told wanxin and haiyun... den sumhow peace restored after shihui and jayda went.. left me, tzy, haiyun, chenhui, anqi, gina. so we c4 match. den chenhui's frend wanna join but we said ltr. so when they joined, we c4 vs the two of them so is of coz we win rite??? but the boiz, i mean tzy and lch quie good. they did pass balls to us. they remembered we are c4. lawl. then we snatched here and dere... once i got the balll, i threw to chenhui, he threw back, and i threw to him again. so anQi was askin us dun sayin those stuffs and concentrate lers. lol... but we aren't. we are talkin abt who throws. then haiyun kept always over-powered so chenhui told him next time if she cannot, let me shoot. so i asked him:' what if i oso cannot shoot in leys?' hahas. then a while ltr tzy got the ball and wants to shoot, he kept sayin:"let jenny shoot, let jenny shoot" then AnQi was dere reapeatin it. dots. when chenhui's frends left, we c4 nv play match. instead, we watched the boiz playin. and bet. so once anqi said: "if chenhui nv shoot in, he muz tell us his crush" so chenhui nv shoots in and asks who said der. we said AnQi so he said:"i love you" to AnQi. lawl. then tzy kept usin my name so i juz said today i changed my name from jenny to lijuan. lols. den chenhui asks us to guess what food tzy likes to eat most. we all read his journal before. eggs. then sumhow anqi recorded all abt tat stuffs down. chenhui anihow said tzy love to eat smelly beancurd. but tzy said no. then we guessed. chocolates? then tzy told me i still owe him a chocolate. okaiie then. i did still remember.. sumhow the gals told him to hit me wif the basketball. omg. so he was like kept on tryin to scare me and all stuffs. then he and tzy kept "gao gays" lors. snatched balls here and dere. so, as a result, when they were snatchin behind me, sumhow the ball really did hit mi head and it was quite painful but worse, i felt sumone fell on my back. chenhui. what derx. SO PAINFUL!!! how heavy he is?! lols. den anqi wanna let mi listen to the recordin, so i went over dere. as we were listenin, we were laughin. then chenhui came and said:"ehx, jenny. dun listen lars. let me" coz it is earpeice ma. so sumhow we bothtryin to snatch it and anqi was dere "oie!". so he gave up and asked abt what derx. anqi replied tat it was abt the food thingy. hahas. sumhow gina said she had nth to do in home. sumone suggested bloggin. so we started tokin abt blogs and he said smth... sumhow all of them tryin to recall what my blog's url is. tzy tries to shoot but wrong angle and the ball came flyin towards me and i slammed it. so chenhui was like: why nv hit her? dots... then tj called to say abt the basketball stuffs.. then it began to drizzle. we continued but slowly, chenhui wanna go lers so all of us did. and it started pourin heavily. hais. bad luck. but i have umbrella wif me lars.... tomolo goin chalet! first time worx... meet wif mi frneds. dunno what to brin :). anyway, should i give up on chenhui? i dunno leys. lol
***TOMOLO CAN FINALLY C MRS YEO!!!!! WOOTS