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Wednesday, August 09, 2006 / 22:48
  haiz... u noe what??? this pic is supposed to be a penguin being animated, heartbroken, tryin to dunk itself by drinkin wine and smoke cigarettes to forget all its troubles and sorrows.... if only i can do it even if i can i dun even want to. smoking = stinks + bad for health lo... i juz found out smth tat i had saved in my hp... MSG : u will never ever noe how i feel abt u... no matter what, i will still continue to luv u forever. i m willin to sacrifice everythin 4 u, includin my life.. but i juz got a feelin tat u dun care abt anythin or even the story. not at all. y muz i drown instaed of continuing the story? have i done smth wrong? if yes, u should tell me! i did not say tat i m always right... whenever i get to c u in sch, u will always brighten up my life in many ways... so, it seem tat u r one of the most important person in my lfe... i think tat i cannot do without you but the choice is not mine but urs... u will never noe how much i have suffered in silence coz of u, and i oso dunno if u did tat too. luv is smth tat cannot be forced... it goes by the natural course... u r always on my mind even at night.. ur momentary smile on ur face made my day better.. i really wish to see u everyday, but unfortunately, i can't. or.. can i??? i noe tat for sure u will never ever like me, but tat doesn't mean tat i ought to give up. did u noe tat whenever u mention me and another boy together, i feel tat u r juz tryin to avoid everythin and u dun even care abt my luv for u... luv someone is to give them happiness, u noe? haiz... tough u always break my heart, and although i had amended it back, but still there will be tiny shattered pieces left behind being unfound... i only want to spent time with u, but it juz seem tat there are obstacles between us, or not? i always wish to get near u, but i juz dun have the courage to... i tried everyway to be beside u most of the time, (eg, after sch playin basketball). but whenever u left, far far away, i can onli see the back shadow of euu... after which, i had no more interest in anythin, and seem to get lost in everythin, as my mind was all filled abt you.... if u onli like me juz to fufil my wish, i rather not... tat will be worse than fufilling my wish, to me... i will always wish upon the stars to c u.... memories of u and me are being left behind... but i will always try to pick them up.. :) i will never ever forgte u, NEVER! --- end of msg--- well long enuff, isn't it? haiz.. now tzy is the onli c4 online so can onli tok to him actually he quite good i mean as a frend la, pls i have known him for 6 yrs together with trisha, weijie, terence... haiz. u noe what? sometime i really wish tat i had not even exist in this world, so i wun have: --> family problems --> relationships priblem --> frendship problems --> sch problem --> studies problem and many many more problems... i wish to post lots of pics... but cannot larx. i mean is notcannot is juz tat i lazy... haha |
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 ♥ME!(: i am 花俪娟 WAHLIJUAN. ex-shuqunite, currently nanhuarian. i've been to a lot of lovely classes: currently in 404! i exist since 16.01.1994, going 16 soon!, i am a SOFTBALLER, and BELONGS TO NHURRICANES ;D I PLAY CENTER-FIELD, pitcher. iloves ALOT of stuff. esp. hurricanes, 404, cfournians! bball mates as well:D WAFFLES are nice:D pikachu rocks. BBALL<3! but i hates STUFF TOO. like bitches & bastards, liars, esp FLIRTS. and i dontlike empty-promises. dont make me :'( if you dont piss me off, i wont dislike you. Email l Friendster l |
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