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Friday, August 04, 2006 / 20:33
 haiz....today when i was on my way home, i saw a girl sittin lonely on a bench, tryin to cut herself with something sharp... so i immediately went forward to stop her. i asked her what happened. she said tat today durin sch time, someone told her tat her crush like another person in another class. and others things abt her crush and the gal so finally, she cannot take it anymore and went to toilet and sob... but after tat, when the crush came from mt lesson, he learnt everythin and told her to give him up and oso said tat he and the gal is impossible.... but she oso heard from the frendz sittin beside her crush tat he said tat 'she is affecting him'.... SHE HAD ENOUGH!!!!!!! her heart was already heartbroken by tat time.... but still, she tried to cover it.. she was restless when the teacher says smth tat is important... and kept staring into space.... but still, she still went to the basketball tournament for today for school sake. who noes, when she reached there, her crush is already there. she thought tat he had tuition? then she was like, who cares? and tried everyway to ignore him.... she said tat when she was in bad mood, she would be very good at sports. in the end, it's true... she kept aiming the goal when they vs nan hua sec ppl... but she said tat at least when she was very engrossed in the game, she would not think other things.... she said with her final sentence: " SINCE HE SAID TAT I AM AFFECTING HIM, I WILL WASH MY HANDS OFF HIM FROM NOW ONWARDS!" but i kept thinkin, even now: will she be able to do tat? well, if i run into her on monday again, i will ask her.... and should she cut herself???? for tat, i dunno. really.... ------------------------------------------------------------------- FINAL SAYING OF THIS POST: THE GAL IN THE STORY--- ME. |
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