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Friday, March 17, 2006 / 18:50
 Holidays, holidays, holidays... i have juz changed my blogskin... quite plain but nice songs... now, i am quite sure tat he is avoiding us... From now onwards, i m not going to call him "HIAP" animore... Coz horx, it hurts, u noe?? i really wish to talk with him for sumtimes, but, u tink i can meh??? Even c4s boys are being avoided too... in someways... i really cannot imagine wat i gonna do the first thing if i ever saw him again?? hmm... maybe i will call him "MJ" barx... It stands for--> missing james... ha... he is not really missing, though... Now i really do hate myself. about every single of my secrets or anithing tat is gonna do with me has been revealed... all thx to the "MY PERSONAL DIARY 2006!" it hurts, u noe. i m sure noone will understand my feelings..well, like i had said, everyone's life will be filled of sorrows and happiness. for me, i think tat actually when it is a good thing, it will be sorrow. when it is actually a bad thing, it will became a happiness.. i vowed nv ever to like anyone in c4 again. espically all the boys in my class are also... nvmmost of u noe that lots of ppl asked me tat "MJ" had already gone, but why do i still lyk "MJ"???? i dunno!!!!!!!!! ppl, pls. i beg eu. dun mention him again infront of me. i m trying to forget him, but not totally coz i definitely wanna to c him again when i finished my studies. tat's wat i called fate. remember, you cannot change fate derx... it's beyond ur wits. but u can make the end not much worse lah.. sorry... gtg ~jenny~ |
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